Sometimes your faced with decisions,
That brings you more pain than hurtful incisions,
Mental visions of the past that’s gone,
Some thing’s are best left forgotten,
Instead of being fetched up while rotting,
The festering decay of the previous years that’s left us,
Love torn baby, that mourns for his momma,
Waiting for his pops to come home, grows up,
Not knowing which way to go, making money by being fake,
Or jumping in the lake and struggling to make it,
It’s a big world, fucking up could leave you sleeping with fishes,
Rags to riches, sleeping with bitches, its all good,
But if you cant stand the heat then get out of the kitchen,
Glitches in my system, brain malfunctioning,
Failed attempts of skulduggery, dug myself a hole, now Im struggling to get out of it,
Made my bed now I gotta lay in it,
Visit my friend in the hospital, the doc says his life support is optional,
Soon as funds go they pulling the plug on him,
Can’t understand why my phone never rings, cut off,
Bills to be paid up to the rim again! I don’t say this in vain,
But feeling this pain is making me wanna slit my vein,
How come when it rains it pours, my face turns sour,
How could I change my frown into a smile,
walk a mile in my shoes and then you can offer me advice,
all I can do Is pretend to be nice, but deep down my life is dark like vice!