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Born and raised in Avondale
growin up my grandma put me thru hell
daddy stayed locked up in jail
age 14 i had anorexia, skin was turnin pail
mamma went the crazy house for paranoid schizophrenia
age 15 i was diagnosed with depressive mania
friends would run the streets
wasnt scared of shit we was some lil beasts
had much drama in my life
also had many fights
set ppl houses on fire at nights
i suddenly got rapped one day in broad daylight
i had so many life obsticles coulndt neva get over
drunk grandma always and she was neva sober
got beat on when i was 7 and 8
cant go anywhere now but i used to always stay out late
used ta smoke weed wit all my close ppl
used ta drink too, none of us was even close to legal
mama got got out da crazy house, we moved to walnut hills
all u saw was crackheads n niggas givan drug deals
problems wit bitches at my new school
didnt wana be my friend none of them bitches was cool
i killed 1 bitch at the age of ten
when i turned thirteen my real life hell begin
i got pregnant, had an abortion cus dude left out
always cryin thru anything no one to care about
i neva had sympathy for no 1 cus i was ruthless
every fight i got into everybody was cluesless
about how i leave the fight clean but them bitches left toothless
8th grade niggaz didnt wont me
9th and 10th grade niggaz all on me
where was these mothafuckas at when i was heart broken and lonely
the lil Nati kidd is me
this is tru shit cant u see
my life was neva happy, painfully that how shit for me must b
