i dont topical. but atticus inspired me to key one after an aim cypher.
My world capsized, water leaked from the sides.
filling my eyes, faux commitments,....all of it lies
i tried, but the smile subsides, i wept so bitter
cheated, i didnt need it... and in penance i hit her
a love that surpaced, didnt last as once hoped
constricting her throat, and in punishment croaked
lungs never coped, but this is my wife
my biggest regret, the happiest day of my life
but the hurt never left, in life and in death
i took this flower, and in marraige were blessed
the ring on her finger, a false symbol of dreams.
nothing ever is what it is, and i have nothing it seems
no complaint for the constraint, guilty i know
our love is suffocated, its ending so slow
never will grow, my petal's withered and died
all for the sake of faith, honesty and pride
morals of guilt, the home that we've built
is nothing to me, flowering love shall wilt
the faith has been damaged, the fakeness of marraige
when your souls desire, is the one to disparage
a sick vision, that hurt was her mission
because instead of help, i watch television
enough on my plate, and im feeling the pain
allways coming home late, but will never again
and then i stop, rage transforms into sorrow
what about now, wont be beside her tomorrow
and i cry........
....weeping, what have i done..god help
it was out of anger, the blows that where delt
i reminice of the bliss, we got hitched i recall
the white dress, the honey moon i remember it all
the hard times and everything, when her father had died
it was my shoulder to lean on, in pain she cried
my christian faith, is what I confide.. and dwell
but as god as my witness, im summoned to hell
the intentions are fake, will i awake
if not for me girl, but the kids are a stake
she was a lover, but the love was so fake
because i know in the end, i loved my soulmate
and i think....
...of what lifes about now,
will I,... escape...
... persecution somehow
death is evident, & the body is evidence
the blows to the head, been dead ever since.
why did it happen.... i have nothing left
lay slumped on the floor, as sorry's my last breath.....
......i shouldnt have cheated