growing up i felt as if i was standing in a bottomless hole...
with no one there to see me achieve and conquer these goals...
i was left in pain all alone...
locked inside a room so dark...so cold
looking out the window to see a world i didn't know...
a smile i couldn't make
a breath of laughter i coulnd't take
i was trapped as a slave to this heartache...
and it cut up my soul everyday
as someone had to through it in my face
when i asked for a little spare change
hearing chants across the playground from kids laughing and screaming my name...
untill i finaly snaped and couldn't hold back...
i became feared, ecspecialy by myself
i was afraid to look in a mirror and see the monster that i thought would help
but instead, created a demon inside of me who wouldn't get out...
he came so close to taking control
he had me living high but yet still so low...
then i came across this pen
that helped me release all that was evil from with in
i rided thyself of every sin
through this lyrical form of confession
and now im spittin in a spiritual form of expression
letting out either true love and passion
or real hate and agression
whatever the case is that im face'n
im goin to stand tall and face it
cuz defeat...yea im getting tired of tasting it...
so im still that heavy hitter conecting solid with every hit
apon my every challenge of reviving this soul which was so sick
and now as i close my eyes and breath in
i awake from these 16 years of sleepin
to open my eyes and see myself looking back into that window at the life that i once lived


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