.. fear
my life .. my love .. my world .. is just ..
..a prison of flawless failures
roughley strapped down
by the rules of dictators like duvaliers
its weird,
..the struggles so inconvenient
started too juggle & rearranging those feelings
..just to give a misleading impression
without a verbal interchange, or any kind of dealings
hiding behind this mask, facing a great task
it just got out of hand,
the words spoken were mine to understand
but it came too me as basque..
and this concealed corridor of boxed memories...
still.. what do they teach?
unable too cover up each of a sealed section for protection
..in my mind and a truth so far to reach..
though the goals for myself, are cleary pictured..
..but my visions are confound
confused and perplexed, by the grip of this destroying spellbound
..puting a damage to my common sence..
and i cannot deny.. that some nights i cried..
still with us ..
i was always in accordance, but this time
my system .. just failed to comply..
and this spontaneous disintegration just ionized me,
no i cant be FREE
and as for to many off us..
the question stays, though the answer keeps unremained..
people's and my mind in abnormal state's
in which development has stopped prematurely by their own judgements sustained
so yes you shall understand .. .. .. that,
the engagement was fought
and it was so bad.. cause with that, the tie turned
my strenth burned and
i got decisively defeated in combat
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..can you smell my fear now?