ay whats doin'? I dont think I been here in like over a year. So I would appreciate any crit. Thanks
U Dont Want It
i keep it cool, its part of my heritage/
but dont think im never pissed, retaliate like a terrorist
im not a muslim, if anything, ima hoodlum/
but i try remain good when anger is producin'
i keep it bottled up and never have a bottle shut/
my blood is bubbled up, alcohol is all i got
so eventually my anger will venture me/
try express is mentally and only let my pencil speak
cos when i lose it, everythin is gone, im empty/
dont tempt me, happiness is denied of an entry
its a part of me no one sees like money from the lottery/
violence aint the image depicted in my photography
a picture tells a thousand words, but thats absurb/
cos when my actions do occur they're loud and heard.
when i liberate it im not tolerated cos they saw me naked/
they saw the real me and how i really demonstrate it
but they're understanding the actions of lose cannon/
cos you always see them feed their anger while im in famine
nah fuck that, im fasting, deny temptation/
wont let my temper get the best of me in situations
a declaration of peace cos that is what i strive for/
but find myself wondering what i'm alive for
it seems my destiny was never to rest in peace/
expecting me to fight til the death of me
just let me be, i never wana raise my fist/
im outraged and pissed but i praise to chris
for my salvation, just gota be patient/
but human nature tells me different and it is ancient
every story is filled with blood, guts, its gory/
and through it all comes only man's glory
there's nothing it can do for me except make me weaker/
i wouldnt put up a fight even against the Reaper
theres no more war in me, its pathetic/
gaining from another man's suffering, I dont get it
Come at me, just get it over and done with/
i dont care, i wont call the boys that i run with
thats dumb shit, vengeance comes with two graves/
so no matter what i'll lose anyway
Im not a coward, i wont run away senseless/
no matter how hard my fist tenses, stand defenceless
you cant take nothing from me, i let you have it/
still not happy? take another stab it
i dont need to prove shit to anyone like many done/
Im no tough guy my pride wont lemme run
why i adopt my enemies strageties when his mad at me/
whats a little blood and misplaced cavities
I'll live, never fight for my own cause/
but if it's my bro's wars...
I'm quick to flip just like an acrobatic/
hitting even girls like they're crack ho addicts
back for static, i bleed when my brother bleed/
all related cos its the same color. See?
Only time i react and come back with combat/
but for now ima keep this on rap, where this songs at
You want me to express my anger? No comment/
me being mad, trust me, you dont want it