in my mind I'd try to make her come back, verbally bribe
but I still couldn't even find the words to describe
this beautiful girl Carol. so i decided before i must lose it dude
That I'd just go off a limb & use a few
bitch
hate
slut
whore
cheat
.
.
i used to date her, and facing it later, hated it all
but yet back to her was where i waited to crawl
i regretted the ways she treated me in the best of my days
she took my whole house of emotions & set it ablaze
i held my breath in dismay, inside as i covered my feelings
but she never blanketed hers or smothered her dealings
her appreciation, she seldom showed a token of
but i couldn't help loving her after we'd broken up. .
its the truth, i couldn't face that it wasn't meant to be
my attitude was a mis-cue, overshadowed by eventually
that something would happen, but it never did
so i drowned my sorrows, in the caffeine of my beverage
and got ready to watch her, obsessed by her looks
the college girl; i was impressed by her books
she took my disposition & put me in this position
so i put her pic on my mantlepiece.. & kissed my mission
to know her ins & outs, and see her study habits..
hidden from view, examining her lovely facets,
i stared out my window, hidden from view
every day waiting for the image I knew..
but as the months passed, i was growing tired
so i dropped my daily cycle when i had no desire
& that night i went to bed, thinkin what hope brings..
just as i lie awake & hear the phone ring
and i answer it, sleepy, pretty awkwardly..
its Carol, just got dumped, she wants to talk to me..
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