Tears stain the signed name in crimson that smudged across the lines
Hand outstretched as if calling for you to console me; I need you
I gave my heart unto you in deepest trust the moment your lips met mine
Now my eyes stare through you rather than gaze upon you devotedly
Questions confuse the sanity within my conscience like encrypted telegrams
The pulsing torment racing through my veins in guilt and numbing realization
Denial in 3rd degree hollows out the screams inside my heart breaking
Your voice no longer heard as the comatose shock rapes my sensibility
I watched your lips move to the tormenting rhythm of malicious intentions
Please understand why I cannot forgive you as I cannot forgive myself
To me you are stained now, infected by the scent and touch of another
Our love once so indestructible now in ruins around the burning hourglass
Was it because his hand touched mine and for a moment I was swept away?
Did my eyes tell the tale of a toyed moment to be within his arms though I resisted?
You promised me forever and stole it from me for one night of lust
Where I merely entertained a thought of a simple kiss from your lack of affection
Oh god, please stop the throws of guilt, stop the shrieking of rage and sorrow
I will drop to my knees if you would only lower your hand and calm my burned soul
Give me the courage to do what I need and escape the insanity drowning me
Rewind the time to when we were invincible and the world was insignificant
It was my words of repentance that turned him away though his sin was mortal
Splintering wood from the shredded door slammed now as he left me my own convictions
Steel to bleed away the anxiety and fault contrasted with hate and love
Laid upon the bed shared once, now drenched in blood from wounds of hopelessness
Blade of escape laying beside the hand he now reaches for with a letter from a lost soul
‘ Please Forgive Me….Love your baby girl’
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