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For every day that it worsens I'm sure my life is on purpose..
I'm asunder going under till my head totally submerges..
I'm certain the thunder screams my name through the rain..
I'm enflamed to a point where even shame feels the strain..
On a plain with my concience every day it speaks nonsense
My hidden needs aren't allowed like I agreed to it in Convent
I don't need to be proud I just need to be stable
Come down from the clouds so you can eat from the table
I'm not able to express, or suggest what will help me
Don't know why I'm depressed or else I'd be healthy...
Immersed in self pity.. when not preferred I've felt shitty..
Put an end to my world I'm disturbed so come and git-me
I'm pretty much finished.. my will's been diminished..
Keep perfectly still and you can hear clearly my wishes...