Tears rollin down my cheeks, my heart in my chest,
Somethings to get off my mind before I can fully rest,
"First and foremost I love you, with all my heart,
I hate the terms between us now - us being apart,
You were my heart and my soul, plus all thats in between,
We had lots of fusses and fights, I said stuff I didnt mean,
But every relationship has turmoil, ours just ended rough,
You helped me grow up, and you helped me stay tough,
You always kept me safe, and I should've kept watch over you,
Heartbreaks, rape, attempted suicides, you helped me through,
Its been almost two years, and without you im lost - completely,
No one I'm with will ever compare to how you used to treat me,"
I wipe my tears, down on bended knee in infront of a head stone,
"I can't believe its been almost two years now since I've been alone,
I remember when I heard about your accident, all I did was cry,
I didnt believe it until I went to your funeral, then I saw it wasnt a lie,
Everyone around, Sean... we really miss you, you're always on my mind,
God takes everyone, but I wanna know why did it have to be your time?"
Laying the rose down upon the headstone, blowing a kiss to the sky,
"I miss you. And I love you. You were my angel. I guess this is goodbye."