“Thugz Prayer”

{Chorus}
How can you just leave me standin'// alone in a world that's so cold// maybe I'm just too demandin'// maybe I'm just like my father too cold// maybe I'm just like my mother… constantly havin tears in my eyez// why do we scream at each other
this is what it sounds like when thugs cry// dis is tha thugz prayer…

{Verse 1}
Yo, first off… im all alone witout nuthin// im soon 2 be sumthin// im forever stunnin’// runnin’// from dis life of struggles// troubles// like Pac say… its hard 2 carry on when no one loves you// Mom I put no one above you// I remember tha dayz when dad used 2 hit, push, and shove you// my brotha told me bout tha tyme tha cops cuffed u// den in 98’… tha casket is where they stuffed u// im tired of tha pain// tha rain// carryin’ Mack 11 semi-automatic’s jus 2 maintain// my clothes is blood stained// every since I was born… niggaz been on my back// I don’t slack// but 2 be honest… all dis shit is keepin’ me off track// im stuck against tha wall… like a thumb tac// 2 a poster// im right at death… name sumone dats closer// people say I’ve changed… but im tha same E dat u went 2 school wit// I used 2 be a drug addict// but im past it// its fantastic// dat I had a Mom dat loved me… so imma flash it// missin her 2 tha fullest// im tha truest// 2 my reel people and la familia// I got my gurl Cherelle sayin “E I feel ya”// but tha haters say “Boi… I wanna kill ya”// but its wudeva// im more cleva// den most// in tha heat burnin… like toast// im well done… like pot roast// wit all dis pain… I continue 2 flow// but will I eva be at peace?? … I don’t kno….

{Chorus}
How can you just leave me standin'// alone in a world that's so cold// maybe I'm just too demandin'// maybe I'm just like my father too cold// maybe I'm just like my mother… constantly havin tears in my eyez// why do we scream at each other
this is what it sounds like when thugs cry// dis is tha thugz prayer…

{Verse 2}
E’s a survivor and I’ve seen tha dark dayz// many suffer more den me… but I still give tha Lord praise// im deranged and crazed// used 2 stay away and blazed// im still lookin fa dem better dayz// I remember seein my Mom in tears// my friends in fears// Corie is tha only one dat cared// My brotha denied me fa a couple of years//
but its all gravy// will I see 20? Maybe// unless Satan enslaves me// I’ve been cursed since I was a baby// lovin my gurl 2 death… but I don’t think she believe dat// shit I guess I aint around enough fa her 2 see dat// its jus me against tha world// like a baby in a wound… I curl// like a sick person… I hurl// I pray dat Cherelle, my Goodfella’s, Josh, Andy, and tha rest don’t hafta go thru shit like me// especially my children… cuz they’ll have genes like me// God please bring out tha thangs I never knew I had in me// I pray dat I’ll never have dad in me// visions of tha haters… stabbin me// clappin me// damn….

{Chorus}
How can you just leave me standin'// alone in a world that's so cold// maybe I'm just too demandin'// maybe I'm just like my father too cold// maybe I'm just like my mother… constantly havin tears in my eyez// why do we scream at each other
this is what it sounds like when thugs cry// dis is tha thugz prayer…

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