You pushed me out,
And closed the door.
You shut me out,
And you want me no more.
I feel so hurt,
I feel so used.
You treat me so wrong,
My heart has become bruised.
Why does it seem like,
You hate me so much?
I need your love,
I need your touch.
Let me talk,
Don't interrupt me.
I need to let,
These feelings free.
Do you think you're happy?
Did you get what you wanted?
I hope you know that,
It's me being haunted.
So you want me to say sorry?
Is that what you want to hear?
Well here is why I am sorry:
I'm sorry for my fear.
I'm sorry I was so scared,
Of standing up for me.
I am a strong person,
And you never will be.
I'm sorry that you feel,
Like you have won.
But this is the truth,
It's just begun.
I'm sorry you chose her,
Your wife over me.
But you will be sorry, too.
Oh yes, you will be.
I'm sorry you think,
That I'm missing you.
The truth is I am,
But you miss me, too.
The apology you want,
You will not recieve.
Because I know I'm right,
And you chose to leave.
Just because you're my dad,
You think that you are smart.
Well I think otherwise,
I think you are dark.
You heart is so cold,
I think you are sick.
But you didn't know this,
Since it's her that you picked.
You don't know how bad,
You're hurting me.
So until you know this,
This is how it will be.
You won't talk to me,
Fatherless I will be.
You will continue to put,
Her over me.
You will not care,
Even if I say,
That you are tearing me up,
In every single way.
Do you not understand,
That I need you here?
You don't seem to listen,
You don't seem to hear.
Days are going by,
And they'll turn into years.
And with those years,
Will still bring more tears.
Because you won't change.
Because you won't care.
Don't you see that,
This isn't fair?
My life is going by,
Can't you see?
You don't know who I am,
You don't know me.
I am changing so much,
You don't even know.
My likes, my dislike,
In every way it shows.
I have a mind of my own,
I think only for me.
And I think you're wrong,
And always will be.
You're wrong about me,
About what I did.
You think that you're right,
Just because you're so big.
Well I'm not afraid of you,
No, not anymore.
So with this I'll say,
It won't be like before.
I won't be scared,
Of you putting me down.
No longer will I get off the phone with you,
And my smile turns to a frown.
You won't be able,
To hurt me now.
I will lock you out,
And this is how.
I will ignore you for now,
Until you make up your mind.
Until you feel like talking,
And with talking, your kind.
Why can't you talk to me?
I promise to talk back.
But you won't let me talk,
And you throw me off track.
So why should I try?
Do you think its funny?
Well here's somethig good:
Keep sending the money!
Keep sending the checks,
And don't even think twice.
Cause the money you send,
Keeps me looking nice.
So don't bother to call,
And don't even write.
Cause you know if you do,
We will just end up in a fight.
And if you decide,
That you want to argue,
Then go ahead and call me,
Cause this is what I'll do.
I'll yell at you back,
And tell you how I feel.
I'll tell you the truth,
I'll keep it real.
I'll tell you how much,
You've already missed.
And I'll tell you exactly,
What makes me pissed.
You running your mouth,
You going non-stop.
No body buys it!
So why don't you stop?
We don't want to hear it,
We know you are wrong.
But it seems you don't know,
You've been wrong for so long.
