Sessions of depressions testin and mess my mind
Tommorow's sorrow shall thrive to tha test of time
I'm losin grip of faith, losing all the guests of mine
The worst strings of fate follow, comes the best in line
The times I had rejoiced was when I was less than nine
Everything has been trashed, all I have rest are rhymes
Guilty Conscious devours me, must I confess my crimes?
I lay below dirt, underground, lyrically blessed but blind
My pain hurdles over me like a turtle unless I die
Will I always drown in the ocean, though I get to try
But it never comes, forever hums, I never get to fly
I'm never just right with my rhymes, too wet, too dry
Somethings always broke, too poor to bet my dimes
I've been on both sides of emotions, swept and strived
Despite my gas would be empty, I always kept my drive
Under the dark, I shoutout for no reasons, rep my guys
Too many times overlooked, sometimes I let my cry
But despite this, I kept one thing, my rhymes been kept alive
Losin faith, choosin gates is a hard decision
Rules n playz, foolin ways with a smart precision
Seeking for amusin dayz is an impossible mission
Fuck hearing all this shit, its my time to be listened
On the brink of shrinking as I continue blinking
Sinking my ink writing rhymes while thinking
Never hear my phones ringing despite what I'm bringin
To tha hip hop game, talkin bout all blinging
Man these big shot's lame, their rhymes ridiculous
Tha game is fucked up, at times I'm sick of this
Beats is probably only why guys be pickin shit
To sell out is such a sale to be gettin hits
Forget this kid, to get my name known needs sellin?
But I find it better than being hidden, no need tellin
I need this, feed this, bleedless, my bleeds swellin
Cuts widen, thrusts fightin, I'm breakin walls
Writin, must tightin for the sake of us all
Too long has the shadow blinded my sight
Searching unlimited, trying to find it, my light
Rewind it then write, always been binded so tight
Too long have fingers locked around my soul
Don't wanna age and linger, rockin a town so old
So old its forgotten, abandoned, no more standin
Need to be landing blows harder than cannons
But as time goes by, losin hope is my road
Abusin ropes that limit me, falls my lyrical abode
Losin faith, choosin gates is a hard decision
Rules n playz, foolin ways with a smart precision
Seeking for amusin dayz is an impossible mission
Fuck hearing all this shit, its my time to be listened
Cloudz shroud the sun's light, shadows are the brightest
Always fail whenever it is tha battle of tha tightest
Talking about where things go south for all of tha rightous
Cuz it might just go north or be left with tha lightest
Colors fade away, left with shades of black and blue
Mindless, creativity now just fades to a track or two
I slowly close my eyes, waiting for hands to open
A grand to slope in, unless its another man thats jokin
Tired of the games, wired with the frames I possess
Higher goes my fame, watch all tha cats I address
But that's far away, a far day that will remain distant
I close in, nearing and fearing it'll be a faint instant
My main mission is to escape this fantasy I live
Gotta gain food for my family, the man in me, ya dig?
But till then, my hands slip, dealing with this shit I take
Tired of caskets in baskets, I'm losing my grip of faith
Losin faith, choosin gates is a hard decision
Rules n playz, foolin ways with a smart precision
Seeking for amusin dayz is an impossible mission
Fuck hearing all this shit, its my time to be listened
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