Life sucks when ur a kid
I just can't wait to get big
get out of this hell
to me my home is a prison cell
waiting a few more years to be free
to get of this house is like a creed
to have people who like me for who i am
not just for people to use me for a scam
I want people to give me respect
some people think this rhyme is a big aspect
I'm sick of tire of helping others
but to do something for me they don't even bother
I'm sick of these bitches asking me for a favor
they all look up to me as there savior
most of my family has never care
to control this emotion it's hard to bare
I'm surprise I'm not in a gang
lucky to them I think gangs are lame
I tried not to let the things my mom says to me get to my head
but sometimes at night I just to kill my self while she's sleeping in bed
she hates when I write these rhymes
she acts like this is a crime
I look to God so many times
and he always helped me
he's the only one who sets my soul free
I been traveling this adventure alone
waiting for someone who could stop me and put me on hold
I live a depressing life
the only one who excepts me is Christ
I went through wall through wall
waiting for the right person to call
I don't deserve to have a living
all the things I been through is unforgiving
peer pressure makes u insane
I guess I don't have that long until my life gets proclaim
when these mcs probaly read this and think I'm crazy
if u do it just to show u when it comes to my life i ain't lazy
I know something like this happen to yall
it's like when mcnab drop the ball
but the ball represents ur life
willing to give it all up in a useless fight
thinking damn none of our problems will turn out right
fading away and losing sight