Abit long but well worth the read,, Ill try n post up the audio version later next week its awesome and you can see the choppy flow,, reason the flow is choppy is cus every stagger n out take is an emotion,, you dont get that you dont belong here....
True story dawgs pz
(*Intro*)
Words spoken asunder from a woman with a toungue as deadly as thunder//
Slap n crack no revoke living this nightmare is no joke//
Chokin back the tears after all these years of undisputed longing//
an eternity of pain you like to play me like a devil sent game//
No shame in your mind how the fuck could i be so blind//
And yet i find I dont mind your bewitched personality//
seems my life is yours with alot of finality I suppose im just another fatality//
(*Verse #1*)
You did me wrong in having three affairs//
Dont you relise they still give me nightmares//
Climbing those lonely stairs to bed laying so still kinda dead//
I was kinda thinking of ya reasons, like "we aint been together so long"//
Girl how could you be so wrong?, All that stuff with Jorden who was their?/
Girl this kid wasent even mine and still i stood by you//
got you over it to the best of my ability//
laid that miscarrige to the darkest history//
dont you see you loosin that baby hurt me too?//
and yet all this preceeded your affairs//
how can you stand n stair n justify your reasons?//
Girl you committed to me treasons of the highest order//
you crossed my border of tolerance n morals//
Girl i dont care about the stupid quarals//
im here today to make you see how you did us wrong//
Understanding and fore-sight is a gift from above//
and yet we all got it but you//
Accept responcibility for your actions n pay another day//
relise it wasent all me and you was at fault too//
lay this bastard relationship down, 6ft down its over//
Yes i commited some offences against you, but relise most was in self defence//
I would beat the shit outta the wall and furniture again rather then hit a woman//
your attitude is pathetic n ima make you live to regret it, so just forget it//
(*Chorus*)
Girl you did me wrong, so im writing this song//
If its in my vocalbulary to make you see//
Ima hold it up n preach it let my boys see me//
(*Verse #2*)
So now its over n choices gotta be made, mistakes gotta be payed//
You gotta pay by bein wid out me n i gotta pay by bein widout ma boys//
I miss them dearly, dont you see its displayed oh so clearly//
sometimes i wanna kidnap them n steal um away but im stopped nearly//
My feelings wont subside wid time n bad mouthin from you//
all i get is angrier n more determined//
I moved on and in my opnion up the food chain//
all you wanna do is see me slain, didnt whant me but no one else can either//
Why cant you see my boys need me,, all little boys need a daddy to respect//
what the fuck do you expect? cus ur dad didnt whant you u think im the same wid them?//
your wrong and every day that goes by i grow more determined n bitter//
You say you whanted me back,, cooked that meal didnt slack//
Brought a bottle of win and showed me triumphantly//
I had to decline and it left you pained,, dont you see you and drink leaves me scared//
I think drink is your downfall, you have issue's with parents and family//
Maybe oneday your grandma will see what she does to you//
n you mom will relise her mistakes n ya dad will die and do the world a fava//
BUT dont take it out on me, i love my boys n care about you you fool//
no words of damnation can change it,, i cry myself over you//
relise that we wernt to be cant you see?//
Please think about it n reconsider//
We could be friends n forget this ever happend//
Lifes to short for lack of thought//
oneday god will turn the page n its over//
(*Chorus*)
Girl you did me wrong, so im writing this song//
If its in my vocalbulary to make you see//
Ima hold it up n preach it let my boys see me//
(*Outro*)
One day i will prevail and make it ok//
heal the pains with you and me//
see my boys n love them how i should//
be your friend if only i could//
Chapters in history are layed to rest//
Dust settles n we move onto the best//
Forgot the rest n live n jest//
I dont wanna wear this verbel bullet proof vest//
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