Stars In Orion
"Stars In Orion"
[Verse 1]
While I read this harmoniously,
I can see it obviously and in all honesty you haven’t done what you promised me.
With no experience I know it's hard to see which way's right,
Though your answer's tough to find, it's still there like the moon in daylight.
Rule out the unnecessary, see what your choice is then,
I should of left, but it’s too late when love and its poison sinks in.
Is this when, I should know to take another route, I don’t doubt,
The more I throw myself in, the harder it is to get out.
My heart's in plaster, fractured and cracked,
Unsure to ask for it back after you made the same mistake twice then 5 more times after that.
I knew it was comin so why wasn't it obvious,
Gettin you back is not what my hobby is, still I tried changin your mind like I'm a lobbyist.
She probably missed, my tips and coming to grips,
I sit strugglin with this while she's laughing with her friends like I dont exist.
You didn't realize you were losin, someone who loved your every movement,
Truth is I only got back with you cuz you showed improvement.
And I was persistent, cuz you seemed so different to me,
When eventually, you'd bring forth in an instant your instinct to leave.
What was sweet turned sour, look what the future lead to be,
I'd buy you flowers not cuz I love you, but cuz you're dead to me.
[Verse 2]
Look how you set us up ever since our start, without regard,
Why go that far if in just a moment you part, you have no heart.
Cuz at the end you failed to find it and each time you left I was reminded,
Breakin apart was always the plan and you were the one behind it.
I'm shattered, never thought you'd rather not look at me or be near me,
Though you deprived yourself of words I heard how silence said it all clearly.
You left for reasons unexplained and uncovered,
It’s strange how time maintains us with no words being exchanged amongst eachother.
I'm in, hours of thoughts that for weeks I spend,
Thinkin how to decide over sweet revenge or to seek an end.
In your memory I'll forever last, as time'll pass,
I only ask how could we of had a future if you kept throwin our past?
How'd you never come back to me, how did you not miss it?
Why is it that you cut all ties and strings everytime that you did it?
Though now I've known, it doesn't matter cuz all was thrown,
We were supposed to give eachother our hearts, but you didn't have one of your own.
[Verse 3]
You kept shootin blindfolded at my heart as the target,
Should of stopped it before it started, but sometimes the easiest way out is the hardest.
On this journey to happiness we could of been that short cut,
But I had my work cut cuz you insisted keeping that door shut.
To me you were ideal, now you're just a real shame,
Only question that remains, how can you change so much and still be the same?
After it all I wanna cause disasters,
Im forced to hear your laughter and recall what builds up all this anger in a rush.
I wanna slap you against a wall but that wouldn't be enough,
It's just, I'm crushed, I feel like I should forget love and blindly follow lust.
I wish I didn't need you either, to leave like you do at your leisure,
You had a type of love that’s like an oven stashed inside of a freezer.
Cuz a heart I thought was warm turned minus degrees celsius,
Your words are ice breath leavin me seemingly lifeless, please don’t tell me this.
I'm dyin, the pain I'm hidin is visible like the stars in Orion,
But always remember, it only ended when you stopped tryin.
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