Father. Where are thou?
Father I still wonder where did you go?
you’ve been gone since I turned 4 years old
you said you were gonna get me some ice cream
Since then you’ve been gone so at night I scream
Thoughts pass through my mind as I day-dream back
And ever since that day mommy started doing crack
Now I’m 8 and I’m a failure at life and school
Rejected from being cool, mind flows like a pool
I need you daddy where did you go, I want to know
As I think my life is down hill and hate I bestow
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Father 5 years have past and still your gone
Still the anger continues as devils start to spawn
Hate towards the man that left me age of four
All the tears I poured, mom a crackhead and a whore
The blunt my only way to relax my strained mind
Hate towards any other human being of this mankind
Plans to find the man, and get it right between us
Find any way to him plain, train, car or bus
Find him to make him pay, where ever he lays
Look for how ever long years or maybe days
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Once I was 15 searching for my father
Now 19 I decide man really what’s the bother
He doesn’t love me I don’t know him
Maybe he’s my father but to great he has sinned
My mother dying of hiv-aids, me drop out bad grades
On the corner block making trades, ducking house raids
Father where are thou? Never will I really find out
Never found a house, mind to full of doubt
Really I should never care, he was never there
Mother dead father gone, its to hard to bear
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