forget attack- there’s nothing I lack that can’t
be fulfilled with a bottle of whiskey- it kills
me that I have to take it with pills see it spills
down the bills I produce & the barmaid stills
glaring at my face she shrills when I fall till
the barman comes over to play host to my ills
Kills me to see the look on his face when he
notices the dribbling me- lying to his mercy
I curse when he smiles so sheepishly he isn’t
bothered about me finishing my meal- a fission
occurs when he wheels away the mission
men hold mission bells & they hold signs of hell
drifting on smoke they toke on leafs- so broke
that their tops only cover their knees- coked
out their brains they speak of me as a gain
for them to please some entity again
out to notice the grey day yet isn’t it May
no sun nor sky & birds fly away
as I sway like some voodoo
doll I go dark in spots
blots of crimson appear in parts
of my body I’m too smart to stop