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Life of the cursed, expect the worst
Anything better is blessed
Lost hope... nothing hurts less
I mean, the fuck the point of a throne if you all alone?
Worried about my eyes cause my cry done last 3 years
I mean maybe 3x prior but this ish my worst desire
I seem to get opposite of what I pray
I still refuse to reverse, but yet, no one here what I say
Or what I mean...
You got people spitting two sided, the 2 faced I laugh about being livid like so divided
But I don't even know my own story or why I'm unforgiven
And still... but how they livin?
I snap so easy cause I care
Everything I love and live for is right there
Realizing now my sisters kids do understand my blank stare
But what story been told? And why I'm the only one that wanna go there?
I saw the game, i know where I should've went only I don't like what they implied and said...
In fact... I'm SO against it... I rather be dead
They're not surprised even though I never really advertised
The virgin blessed and then hexed
I mean come on
Kidbapped, then shot, then abused the fuck out of here how much worse does it get and what's next?