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Anger eating up my soul like it was cancer
Must let go before it kill me what's the answer?
Feel like demons are following my every step
I feel like demons are swallowing my every breath
Try to be happy but they wont let me
Fill my mind with fear there's no positive left in me
Hatred gonna be the death of me, what's left for me?
When I die I'm gonna ask the angels who wept for me?
Man I been feeling cursed
Like a homeless man on crack
But I been feeling worse
Like a crack whore, what she doing that for?
Heaven ahead but I keep going out the back door
Man there's gotta be a way
What's the use to pray when I suffer every day
My lovers never stay
So I'm lonely
No love among me
Trying to figure out what I did wrongly
My soul is hungry
Life is too short like this poem be
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Here we Go, Give this Man Just a Minute on the Mic
Yeah I been To Prison, Jail, Done more than Just One Over Night
And That's been an Over Sight, Almost my Entire Life
The Fact is I Can't Handle It, Can't Figure out How to Live Right
So What's a Guy Got to Do, To Get Ahead in Life and Live Free
Do I got to Go Looking for Hand Outs, Asking for People to Give Me
Just a Nickel, Maybe a Dime, Even a Quarter would be Better
Winter's Coming Up, Hopefully I can Get Enough to Afford a New Sweater
Prolly Not, I'll Go and Use the Money for Booze See
So that the Pain will Fade Away, Hopefully the Memories will Leave Me
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ok hello world,
dear diary..
i already quit on life,so why wont the bitch just fire me..
rappers aint inspiring me, there like comedy acts..
hustlin allday in the Lower,you already know where iam be at..
my nerves on edge,homie iam not calm...
sometimes i just need my-space, i aint talking .com,
im 1crip,livin in slob city,
fucked up thing is iam crip,but i got slobs with me,
i love my colors homie,turk over my blues then greys,
still mantain a smile,on my bluest days,
i does this,to's my grave...
cant a nicca alive say,i aint get paid,
i dont adress you haters, im obsessed with paper
if we both died tonight,wed probly be nieghbors,
i know they'd love to C>UI>P me..,
but iam a C
ya dudes life is not real,ya blue screens niccas...
who life's be C.g.i.'
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internet conformists scared of a seperate performance
only use a small percent of brain intellect, my sections enormous
i never moved toward-this, i was the one lived on a different page
alot of RB members talk shit , cuz there real life is minumum wage
my real-life is under a grenade cuz im so close to blowing up
i dont watch tv and imitate what i see ive grown up
most of yall RB members gotta check the site to find whats in
i guess you so scared to be yourself you gotta connect wit some friends
i got two friends my left and right, thats death and fight im so real
all these negative muthafukas on this site just like my kids...
i just laugh at them you need attention go hug your moms
i only drop shit on this site to vent and practice, it goes on
cuz if you droppin written on the internet you must not emcee forreal
im steady workin on my mixtape , and relaxin thats my deal...
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See a fat ass and I give chase
Hound her til she give face
But face it, the lust for pussy and ass is really basic
My mind is divine so why waste it
Lust in my heart and its hard to erase it
Life is a struggle can I make it?
I dont like to feel guilty
But sometimes my actions make me feel filthy
I'm 'll clean up my act
Then we gone all meet up and rap
Pull a seat up and clap
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i can understand why you want to leave me,
but to truly understand me is to be me,
i dont know why i act as i does,
and i admitt money is my drug,
but i came from nothing, to getting major bread,
and me going back to struggling is something id never do,i always said,
falling in love something id never do,
i dont catch feelings,id always find something better to do,
but now i did caught feelings,and no one is better then you,
your special,my world life and love.. your incredable,
i know that i slack up,need to pick the slack up,
but little things you do make we go "woah...cazh...you need to back up"
you dont catch these things,like they fail to exsist,
knowing if i was doing those things,you wouldnt fail to be pissed,
i rather die then fail to be rich,but i been quit on life...
guess i failed to be this...
i dont know why i hurt you,i never attend to,
at least i keep it real, if i didnt love you.. then no reason to pretend to
i admitt in the past,
ive treated woman like trash,
seen em all as a piece of ass.
but you i see as a piece of cazh
like ive been missing you all my life,
i should be your husband,an you should be called my wife,
i never claim my wrongs are right,
and you aint the only one ballin, alone at night..
my prayers are with you,wish i was there with you,
but im here with no you, to prove i care,
nothing i wont do,
im nearly back to former self,back to my former health,
we should be making love all night, to the walls in the corner melt,
why would i ever discieve you,its not a want i need you,
i treat you like an equal,you subtract me to a zero,
this is the only time iam able to speak my mind,
but iam ready to go where love will take me...
for you, i let it lead me blind,
just clearing my mind,.... real theoroputic
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I admit when I spit yo the shit be daring
I'm a beast like a bear and niggas be staring
cuz I'm slaying all these niggas and I aint even caring
I'm even knocking heads off without even swearing
I'm the brother on top and I'm not even sharing
I'm shining and glistening and niggas is glaring
Its apparent that they want to be in my spot
Want to walk in my shoes and pee in my pot
But to be me you gotta be a G and you not
You a hater in your heart and I'm 'll see when you rot
When God sells props best believe I'm 'll cop
I might as well be a bomb best believe I'm 'll drop
If I see a fine chic best believe I'm 'll stop
If your chic look better best believe I'm 'll swap
My flow is hot but you gotta wear a coat cuz I'm cold
Niggaz know they be sitting at my feet like I'm old
telling stories, I'm taxing niggas like I was owed
you can't ignore me cuz I'm dropping shit like a commode
I was born with the gift, aint like I was showed
Just glimmering and shimmering like I was gold
You outflowed and it doesn't matter its not a word
Your brain splatter and fly out ya head like a bird
with every verb that I speak you get weak I'm unique
In the cypher just call me Hercules like I'm Greek!
Yes I'm hot and I got the illest rhyme format
If you a gorilla you'll make a really fine doormat
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I come equipped with lyrics i'm sick with
Flow smooth like a liquid, imagery so vivid
I'm making niggaz livid, but i'm just livin
Accept the consequences given but fuck prison
I aint gettin any other oppurtunity, shoot police
They shooting me, life aint how it used to be
Cops abusing me, brusing me, but fuck the cops
I'm bustin shots, i never trust the blocks
And when you wanna fuck with this rap master
I'm just merk everyone of you wack bastards.
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dear...
today iam jotting in my memoirs,
not everyone is loyal,..... so watch who your friends are,
cause then niccas will watch ya watch,and jock ya car,
but they dont want you to succeed,...and do they are,
they take for granted all the time you took to freed them,
how you jepordize your freedom,.... just to be one,
a friend...shyt nicca who needs one,
i was born alone..and alone ill be dead,
least alive i never be alone... not with these voices in my head,
they dont understand the process of slow progress,
all they want is nonsense... and thats a nuisance,
i aint got all day to get high..and waste my life with ya,
i thought we was suppose to ride,split the pie. and get a taste of life with ya,
but you stress me out like my wife,and that aint right,...cause i dont even spend the night with cha..
iam a loyal nicca,death before dishonor,
bu how can you disrespect my honor,then expect this honor,
to honor the respect of our honor??...
dudes is slow,and iam feeling like a brain surgeon,
my dude i dont know,right now my brains serging,
my problems are to much to deal with,to much to live with,
and iam just talking man to man,your niccas emotional... on some bitch shit,
so i act like i dont know niccas,so now iam a ho nicca,
but i still be in the same places,that you wont go nicca!,
dont front like i wont show niccas,how real it can go niccas,
my razors like a bitch on its knees,ready to blow niccas,
but i just let it go niccas,i cant teach ya how to be men,...
all i can do is show niccas,... so i dont believe em..cause they to easy to trust,but fucc my fake friends,lets just keep that tween you and us,
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venting time...
each line for line im lettin aggression
this is my mind on anti-depressants
im confined to time of essense
ive be tried ,they decided to bless-it
you a lie if you dont like the message
in my mind im right so except it
im pleasant, its evi-dent i bend the rules
im heaven sent amongst us few
we residence beneath the cool
and dido, as i wither away my feelins parade
livin my life within a charade
a victim of self my vision delayed
its hazardous, the never do i trust face
stuck in its unjust place
ive succumbed to the dust in this uncertain faze
....and the mirror do speak
unless i was to geeked
to even listen to the beat.......
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im rollin through ur hood and im choppin bitchs up,up,
u no i stack them bodies in the back in the trunk,trunk,
hear tha bodies kickin so i turn the speakers up,up,
step to me muthafucka thats where u fucked up,
ur dome piece is goin to get straight lumped up.
i rep rejects, three,five, muthafuckin two,
i bet u dissrespect u be blone out ya muthafuckin shoes.
o shit man another mother fucker made it on the news!
u should of never fucked wit this set,
bet you wish we never fuckin met.
if u wanna bring ur crew we can do wut it do,
im not goin to tell u wut i got but its more than 2.
o yeah i lied i got 2 fo fives and couple of AK's and hand granades.
im shy but i love takin lives ill put a crumple in ur days and rain on ur parade.
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Dear....
on my grind, another day another dollar,
on my mind today?,another day another problem,
i aint speak to my girl...for three days straight,
it just be that way,when you in this mind state,
and i dont rap for applause,i rap just because,
fucc the lime light,trying to get my mind right,
been thought,to tie my neck..with extention cords,...
death aint the answer,iam a rider,gotta stick it out,
but iam stressed,with no answers,to these questions i try to figure out,
niccas talk all the high powered gangsta,
like anyman cant out power a gangsta,
i dont need to talk wreckless,...yeah i cant talk weapons,
but lets talk guap and how many carrets in the necklace,
shit we all can lie bout that,but you cant lie bout fact,
like i rather die on my bacc,then live life as a rat,
you worth about 50cents,and aint a G in your unit,
i dont believe i need to repent,but they say its worth doing,
i do this cause its theroputic,you to this to rape the music,
tell lies and abuse it,...,
some times i wanna captain save a ho,and save the hoe...
but something tells me dont do it,....
cause if she aint want you to,then she wouldnt let you do it,
i cant save the world,shit i cant save my self,
how can i shower the world with love,shit i cant even bathe myself.
change the world? shit i need to change my self...
do i love my girl?,Yeah.. but what is love if you dont love yourself,
money is the only thing to calm my insanities,
i thought money would make me a god,..
but she says it shouldnt even matter to me,
"cazh money dont make you a man to me",
but shit cazh monei,made a man outta me,
i think iam rambling to much,....
i just go listen to voices,an light a dutch....
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how many nigas must get Merked, how many Claimed dey Cursed?,
be real the truth hurts, when the real disperse, look it gets worse,
talk to em', I am im the last remainin, only 1 maintainin,
knocked off the family tree, fo marks in the indusrty that left stainin,
i aint complainin, all you old heads jus stop let the mic drop, quit,
cuz the only time you spit hot if herpes was on ya top lip get it?,...
so i dont got time fo soft shooters, only beef provoks,
if ma flow went through ya pipes you choke,
ya funny..cuz all you is good for is jokes..broke...
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Its just I dont get time
Its not the reason I dont rhyme
coz im so busy i gotta play so late
I Think its the way my life goes its ma fate
But still my mind speaks it still wanna fry
Sitll It dont give fuck who might cry
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That wasn't a hell of a try, I'll push a shell thru ya eye
I'm the best you'll testify, I'll make you yell til you die
Beating me? I'll make you smell if you try
Better than me? Thats a lie, I can tell that you high
Battle me and your fam will be telling you bye
Its all over like when you go to jail and you cry
The wolves see the tears and they'll bust you up the rear
You can't see me you just fuckin up the mirror