return to sender 2003

I know you are out there sad and confused
wondering why you had to lose
If you could hear me the things I would say
I think about you every night I lay
trying and trying to find a way
to hear your laughter one more day
the sound of smashing as you play
watching you sleep made my heart gay
to see you once more please I pray
untill then this is all I will say
in my brain your memory will forever remain engraved
I will keep you safe inside my heart
while my life falls apart
the pieces of you shall still remain
as a guiding light thru the truest pain
I am sorry I cant see you now in all you are
I envisioned you tall, cocky, funny and smart
You will allways be my little boy
my shroud of hope and my veil of joy
I only wish I could tell this to your face
so you could see daddy never lost faith