Say Goodbye (letter 2)
https://youtu.be/g3IZEaypk0M
Dear M,
It’s been a while since I checked back in.
Been getting my ass kicked proving I don’t have to win and not in sin
Been getting my ass kicked sticking up for us
Been getting my ass kicked just because... just...
So many things I wish I can find the words to say
But I’m going thru so many things and so deep I even forget to pray
And it’s in any way...
I’m not petting fighting for this or for that
It ain’t over a man or even a tit for a tat
It’s that...
C
They had no right to say that about us
Or to make us a game like all in or bust
They had no right to insist on my culture
And they had no right to circle me like a vulture
If I say it’s torture, the bitch get off
Like some sick SNM with the freaks laughing I’m soft
They’re making me sick and not sick like a cough
More like I want to scream in my own skin
Cause I don’t know how they got in or how to get them off
I too left a lock of hair in my picture book
So I know it’s a bait so readily took
Forget it...
C
I don’t want to say too much
Just that I realized I was always following a touch
And I was switching and shit too
And I’m not mad at me
And I’m not mad at you
I get it, it’s just that I never get much
I always just accept what I let and such
And just... just...
C
Maybe if you stop letting them block
I can stop being the soldier marching in shock
I walked it out enough
And I’m tired of always having to be so tough
And I’m tired of life always being so rough...
I’m learning patience and how to trust again too
And how to be less like me
And more like me when I was with you
Without you
Regardless of what they say or do
And obviously to tell you how much I miss you too...
EVERLY
Love me,
C
Link one: http://rapbattles.com/forum/showthre...496479-Too-lit
Link two: http://rapbattles.com/forum/showthre...6486-Execution
