Suicidal thoughts... opan collaboration

Verse 1
Standin on the bridge lookin down at my fate
thinkin how my life can so quickly disintergrate
you never know who someone is until you bout 2 die
so i'l take a picture of this make you look deep in my eye
the same ones i share with my 2 aborted kids
i had to find out off my friends what they did
stupid bitch you shudda asked me first
infact i shouldn't dive into pus 'head'first
shit i meen shouldn't have aint gon be nomore of that
coulda spilt my blood coulda used a gat
but hopefully this way they wont find my remains
and no reason to clean up blood stains
fog round my feet i coulda turned this-into-great
now i'ma just dis-inter-grate...

hook
Suicidal thoughts as i sit home alone
lights off no hook for the phone
on the edge of my world you can call it drop zone
shit runnin thru my mind as i sit home alone

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As I sit slumped on the floor, switchblade next to me
watching my life fade away as my wrists bleed continually
All of the pain will soon be gone, I'll see that light eventually
My eyes start to roll and I hear a faraway faint voice
Sister cries in horror as she views my death of choice
Trying to speak, all i hear is a sickening gurgling noise
Her tries are in vain as my faces changes from disdain
to a somber happiness and just a hint of me being insane
my life is at it's end and it's better than i could have imagined
No bullshit from anybody, i'm glad that i chose how it happened.


hook
Suicidal thoughts as i sit home alone
lights off no hook for the phone
on the edge of my world you can call it drop zone
shit runnin thru my mind as i sit home alone

i think of all my flaws, as i lay em out/ let me analyze the situation, see what its about/cuz i have a dark cloud/running over my head/ and as the rain pours down /the drops burn through my skin/constantly reminding me of everything ive done/ the only piece and happiness i have is alcahol and drugs/and ive finally had enough/ of this false sense of love/everbody walks away when push comes to shove/and im all alone, in the dark with these thoughts/and thats kinda dangerous cuz my mind is like a tarantino plot/my shrink scared to tell me were this depressions coming from/cant get up/ cuz the weight of this world is too much/and if its not enough/ that time takes everything you love/ good things come to an end but this bullshit never does/ and i hate when people say that lifes to fast/and that you gotta make the most of it untill the day that you pass/fuck that/ all you lil sheep could kiss my ass/im happy that the doctor perscribed me some prozack/ cuz i swallowed the whole the whole pack/ smoked a blunt and relaxed/i may be dying in an hour but with a smile thatll last

hook
Suicidal thoughts as i sit home alone
lights off no hook for the phone
on the edge of my world you can call it drop zone
shit runnin thru my mind as i sit home alone

first post im up for some pionters.