"Welcome to my hell"

yo am improvin in my open mics and poetry so i kept going................peeep

Roll out the welcoming mat..I threw my self deep in hell's abyss without a glance...
cause to My community I'm so deeply trapped up in my minds infested immunity...
deeply polluted ..i'm condensin my roots almost into a stand still...
cries of help I shrill and you could hear my echoes without any reply...
such torment so unidentified...
which intensifies its effect but no common dialect,.....
could ever translate the determination that my pained soul has felt...
My heart bleed passionately in tears just to sacrifice but still never its never accounted for..
how am i supposed to patch this up,when no one understands how i feel and how i self distruct..
i dont mean to interrupt but so many has been abrupt before,im a veteran of the silent war ...I'm an Aries
passionate passages explore a mind deplored...
im so absorbed in goin in circles my lifes state of renewals written in explictic curvise..
so deeply intraverted in my minds depths deserted...
labels of hopelessness an worthlessness,really offers some encouragement,
im determined to keep my word in this..
you disturb your reversed into the tourniquent..
that a silent soul exists in...wounds deeply inflicted feelin sadistic...
lookin at pictures of me years ago and reminiscin.I was in Harmony ..the involuntary smile,that now seems to have never existed...
but i continue my existance....attracting Hellish pain like Alpha males with blue balls seing pregnant B*tches....


“Welcome,” “Welcome to my hell”.......................