Letter for the Close Deceased, Feat Withersman
HOOK x1
Dear john dis letter means more then if it where to ma mom// a letter from da heart, loved ya homie as if we met at the start// nothin can ever tear us apart// dis letter is spit in da lyrical art// from me to you with hope we never be apart//
HOOK x2
Dear Paul dis letter means more then if it where to ma mom// a letter from da heart, loved ya homie as if we met at the start// nothin can ever tear us apart// dis letter is spit in da lyrical art// from me to you with hope we never be apart//
Zainy....
To ma dead brother, so close but not from the same mother//
loved ya more then any other, cant wait to see you again//
cant think how ta communicate wid ya so im spittin u dis letter//
u where better then any other, understood me new ma mind//
brother it wouldent matter if you where blind, id lead ya n help//
n we'd still be tight, inseperabal, un-breakable, two of us//
unmistakable, always n forever, u where clever i was big n brutal//
i always whanted to settle wid ma fists, u whanted to settle//
bein a true lyricalist, i considerd you better, so man please get this letter//
unimistakable, ma brother n me, little n large back in da day//
meetin in skool, me always actina a fool, u ma calmin influence//
us meetin wernt a coincidence, as a consaquence we stuck to one another//
became tight as brothers, many men tried to come between us n break us//
no chance, they where committin suicide, u wid da lyrical genicide//
me wid da bratality to match stalin any day, ripped challengers apart//
we did both us together wid pride nothin to fear never had to hide//
beside the hood n skool, we always actin kool, we where so funny//
you remember?, always had da same shoes n suites, bitchs lookin, we new we where da cutest//
then that fatal day, day i never forget nearly sent me mute, no longer cute//
why where you their brother?, why wernt you with me brother? it was nothin//
we always fell out, balled n shout, made it up no problem, why brother tell me//
it was a stupid row over nothin, u said u needed a break cus u had a head ache//
i said so go, u did upped n left room was mellow wid out ya glow, we had plans//
had to go meet our girl fans, but u never showed, i waited an hour, whent home had a shower//
never relised what happend i never new, only a select few new what really happend to you//
then ma cat told me, bitch i thought she was lyin, tryin to fold me up inside//
i ran from ma room all the way to da hospital, most inhospitapal of places//
every corner brings a dozen new faces, but not yours, where where u brother//
walked the wrong avenue, ended up meetin new mothers, but fuckit i only whanted ma brother//
then outta da blew i found u, this looked worse den da flew, i knew---- right away//
i could tell ya face was all grey,,, saw the docter thought come what may, wasent prepared//
he told me i just stood looked n staired, glaired, felt scared n empty, all alone//
please brother call me on ma phone, wake me from ma nightmare,, but no u aint never gunna be their//
shit this aint never fair, i couldent beleive i was never seein u again, whanted to turn the clock back//
to way back when then, but couldent, new i shouldent feel sorry for maself, couldent help it//
ma heart just upped n melted right their, was determined to find out how, needed guidance what to do now//
whent to ma hood, tryin to find out, be able to understood, met some kid, he told me what happend//
apparently u met wid some cats, tell me brother is this a true fact, shit didnt stop their//
u where angry wid me, so u got in a stolen car, u guys didnt get very far, before you where spotted//
police on ya tail, some unkown male-- drivin dat car, to fast n to far, left da road, hit da wall//
u where thrown from the car, onto the pavement, head beat in, died instantly right their//
so now no longer a pair, just me left alone wid da guilt of ur death, wishin for mine//
feelin empty body reelin from the news, 10 years gone buy, ma pain is as fresh as ever//
forget you never, please read ma letter, i really need to make shit better with you//
need to no ur proud of me, still lovin me completly, i dont no how u can show me//
but maybe ill just no, ill never be complete, lovin u was ma biggest feat, shit i gotta go eat//
so ima end dis shit here, i hope one day your show me i got nothin to fear//
until that day, ima love ya more each n every way, never push ya memory away//
and when ma time comes, dont no when dont no where, but i aint gunna be scared//
we can meet n greet at those whight gates up in heaven, feel complete whenever god plans for us to re-meet//
Hook
Dear Paul dis letter means more then if it where to ma mom// a letter from da heart, loved ya homie as if we met at the start// nothin can ever tear us apart// dis letter is spit in da lyrical art// from me to you with hope we never be apart//
Withersman......
Yo, John was my nigga died about to years ago//
didn't know it would result to this I didn't know//
He was always down for whatever, through any level of beef//
even if it resulted in him being deceased//
he had it worse thasn any of us in the crew//
broke, homeless, no love from his parents, we were his family that was true//
he would always come to our houses just to stay under a homeful roof//
he was on an everlastin struggle to always stay proof//
why did it have to turn out this way?//
I remember the even as if it were yesterday//
I told you not to fuck with them, yea you were bein hard headed//
but you went behind my back, Dave said it//
You don't know how much that act pissed me off//
but I understood how much steam you had yo blow off//
when we found you....it wasnt a pretty site//
didn't think you would be out here at this time of night//
TJ drove us to the hospital, we saw the blood on your shirt//
you don't know how bad it was for us to see you in fatal hurt//
the doctor said that you passed away along the trip//
when Dave heard those words he punched the wall and flipped//
your funeral, I couldn't believe it, your mom was ballin'//
your dad couldn't believe you were in the casket stallin//
Dave got those mutha fuckas back, hell we all did//
we all graffitied your name and picture on a wall, it still stands there without a skid//
signed by all of us, TJ, Dave, James, Martin, Caleb, Marcus and Me//
John a.k.a Outlaw rest in piece//
Hook
Dear John dis letter means more then if it where to ma mom//
a letter from da heart//
loved ya homie as if we met at the start//
nothin can ever tear us apart// dis letter is spit in da lyrical art//
from me to you with hope we never be apart//
Hook
Dear John dis letter means more then if it where to ma mom//
a letter from da heart//
loved ya homie as if we met at the start//
nothin can ever tear us apart// dis letter is spit in da lyrical art//
from me to you with hope we never be apart//
