The Discovery:
Age:23
shadow lurking,many things are creeping in the darkness
hallucinating, my mind is losing its edge,its sharpness
many times in the night i hear voices speaking
the smell of death and blood is constantly reeking
some say its my drinking,but i think someones out there
i'm aware,my eyes are open,searching for solitaire
the air is dense,muscles tense,it dont make sense
my fears immense,i have no type of defence
so i wait,sitting as bait,waiting for the right time
my fate is such a debate,should i conceive this crime?
the monster,stalking upon helpless people
an imposter,covered by the darkess of a steeple
if i uncovered it,no i cant,it might kill me
i dont decree,not at a leael of danger at this degree
Living with
4 years later
age:27
I notice,...things,creatures flying with hellious screams
tattered wings,shattered dreams,as it evily sings
i see the dead walking,begging and pleading for help
crys of pain and sorrow are heared as the yelp
a gift i think not,seeing these things torment the mind
the darker side of mankind,the good and evil combined
sprits linger in this world unable to cross over
like animals herded together in groups like as by a dover
the night brings doubt,evil intentions wander about
cruel ones pout,cuz a heart is what their without
i can feel them,but noone else can see them
in darkness their sent,thats were there condemned
not accepted in heaven or hell,so here they dwell
feasting upon the living souls,trapped as if their in a cell
Dieing with
50 years later
age:77
age has crept on me,still wittnessing demons kill
the blood cup fills while humans blood spill
this life was horrible,wished for one more adorable
but never seen one,just the one thats deplorable
unable to warn others,i was just too scared
so they just lay there unaware,as if visually impaired
as demons crossed their paths,obvisly not felling their wrath
and me just awaiting the begginning of the blood bath
destruction,death,and unhappiness,the way i lived
the same things occuring since i was a little kid
i got use to seeing the undead walikng in the street
now i lay in my death bed,awaiting my defeat
and just before i die,the demons gathered and said
"all of this has just been,In your own head."
