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it is a topical after all....... needs lines
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ADr will drop in a day or two
ill drop now
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20-60 lines
it is a topical after all....... needs lines
500 posts ta vote
ADr will drop in a day or two
ill drop now
checkin in so u no that im down with all the rules
topic for those that dont no...
SEX CHANGE
g'luck and drop ill...ill try my best to drop tomight but if not def tomorrow mourning no later then that
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o i forgot to post the topic.... oh well
checkz in for me
A waiting room is weighted due to the patience of patients
With anticipation, anxious faces dreading what may slip
Out the Mouth of a doctor or a nurse that erases
Every shred of your past life before you were placed in
This line next to a blind bum and a sick kid
Rewind back to the time none of my sickness
Inflicted the change that estranged family ties
I denied the fact that I became mad at these guys
These guys...who..despite my cries!..I fought em, I did!
No not me..HIM..HE got raped, they called HIM a bitch
Told him to sit on that..dick..with a dress and a wig
Wearin momma's bra, stuffed for a breast when a kiss
Square on his lips landed..dammit!..I remember it wet
Like the spot on his skirt from the cum and the sweat
But thas the past,..jus dreams, GIRLS get fucked in the ass
Not a little boy who watched his sis suck dick in her class
Not a little boy who's father dressed him up in a corset
Not a little boy who's mother helped the bastard enforce it
"Your a little girl!", if you insist- I acted like one
"You brought a BOY home!" so he started slapping his son
But not me!..I've always been Daddy's lil princess
Never a victim of my Uncle Sammy's incest
"Ya mechanism's defensive from adolescent displacement"
The shrink said to my face when he first witnessed me naked
"Your body is sacred", but it never quite fit right
He'd congratulate me if he saw me here this night
My current state of self-hate didn't change when the wrapper
Was ripped off and exchanged with the one I was after
The laughter and mockery that batters is haunting me
With the ghosts of a past that this patch has constantly
Denied, but what belies is a need to return
To what God gave me first which I so easily spurned
Sexual escapades left to wade in the mired memories
Of bliss mixed with hate from the lovers my identity
Confused at first, so I'm named 'deciever' and a 'fake'
Abusive words made me hail the reaper and his blade
With a razor for a bible and the sink to be a pew
Plead a favor from a rifle or a drink to see the J.ew
Whose cross my family thought I dismissed and insulted
That 'rot' the faggots taught: "RESIST and REVOLT IT!"
"Dissed with expulsion", the result of my life choice
Funny that I enhanced it two times at knife point
Homophobes stroked the same spot the doctor would
Lumberjacks with a tiny axe to chop the wood
I can joke now, but hope drowns as self-pity rises
Like the tides they tried to stem my shitty life with
But I'm pharoah..forced to look back at the feminine
Which I almost died trying to drag out of hell again
Don't care If I lose it, my instrument's the music
That's a reminder not of man or woman, but of human
"Maam, the doctor will see you now, step through"
Dad'll love me when he hears the surgery was successful
word yo
upping for ADR's verse
bump so adr sees this when he goes to post his verse
dat was tight pharoah....damn can't wait til he drop
thanx........... yeah he wont drop till later though........
well both of yall got skillz I'll check on this later............
word...........
still uppin for ADR's verse
my bad for the wait dogz...i got in some shyt ima start keyin now ite...
***inner feelings***
gas mask~lifes flash,from a back with marks to a nice ass
born with a deffect~my secrets the sex i once had in my past
born with nuts~minds gone nuts from the thing i can cluch..
could it b~felin free can only mean for what dangles i most certainly cut..
my whole life~cries had shed form the lies i've held with in my head..
my sex~incorrect not knowin what to do like a retardeds intelect
always affraid~does a chest with no breast comply with my braids..
say i walk diffrent,talk diffrent, but yea my n females have similar ways..
since birth~this curse gotten worse ive had switch out visions..
long hair~strands of genetics replaced with out the force a mans decision..
imprisoned~feelin sorrows,my life been borrowed im not what i am..
a man,programmed to react a certain way?confusions dealt first hand..
**the makeover***
woke up~pains felt all through my body,families in the lobby..
a swollen chest,lived my last breath ,once a guy named bobby..
atlast im free,but at the cost of thee i've be-shamed my family..
catastraphy?how so im living happly while loved ones mourn like tragidies..
rapidly~growin into a women i once knew i could cope with..
no longer hopeless,focused on the future,the past shall go un-noticed..
**the mistake**
now bobbie,tears shed from joy and thoughts broadcasted..
this what i wanted to begin with?so much for the happiness,i thought lasted
upping for votes.....
.........................up 1...................
whas crackin peoples...
pharoah dog...u ripped it again...................
stfu^^ stop clogging the thread since u cant vote anyways
uppin 2
Dat shit was dope if I could vote I would give it to ADR. Phro shit was tight and I felt it but I can relate more to what pharo said. I really like when I get visuals in anything that I am reading "Not knowen what 2 do like a retards intallect" made me laugh and drew me right in. U can be serious and funny and the same time so dat people feel u more. Think about Marvin Gay, most of his hit songs were protest songs and people still danced to them like he was talking about making love. To be an emcee a poet or what eva you have to be able to keep duel interest in people I fill ADR did dat alot better and that was the deviding point fo me. Good shit both of yall!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my bad I ment to put I felt adr betta sorry. 2nd line
uppin 3............
whats good people stop sleepin on this
word
Dat shit was dope I give it to ADR. Phro shit was tight and I felt it but I can relate more to what adr said. I really like when I get visuals in anything that I am reading "Not knowen what 2 do like a retards intallect" made me laugh and drew me right in. U can be serious and funny and the same time so dat people feel u more. Think about Marvin Gay, most of his hit songs were protest songs and people still danced to them like he was talking about making love. To be an emcee a poet or what eva you have to be able to keep duel interest in people I fill ADR did dat alot better and that was the deviding point fo me. Good shit both of yall!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yo this is the wiggles are you a giggles, shouby douby douby do
How you think you can come up in here thinking your cool when you pee in the pool, man your a fool, you gool. Maybe you should go drowl
uppin.....
#4..........
can we get some votes peeps this mad old
wtf...........
why the fuck dont any one fuckin vote....this is some bull shyt
uppin#5
Uppin this for you guys.......... lets get some votes in this biatch
yeah ill up this...
damn can ya get votes in here...its been ages...wow
I'd Vote homie but...
*Looks at the crews we rep*...
Sorry :( And Pharoahs banned so its all fucked and he can't upp it for yall...lol...