Suicidal Thoughts Spartan Ft. White Out and ADR
Suicidal Thoughts
Spartan
The Burning In Side of Me Kills me and Wish Death In Thee
Just As Cutting Open My mind and Think Of The Relect in Me
Saying What If and Knowing the Presents or of a PassTence
Just As The Shadow of the Unknown Presist of my Existance
Holding a knife close my eyes and still think of a Homicide
As The Thought of jumping off a Wall and Commiting Suicide
Comprive Open My Eyes Back Seen Nothen But Black Death
Blow From My Breath and The Wind Thats Trapped Swept
Flowing down Like Rhythm and The Water Ways Opened Up
Start Dribbling at my Finger Tips and then The Soaking Stuck
The Passion In Side one Body So The Devil Have Taking It
Deprived In Some ones Head if the Mind That have Mistaking Quick
Spinning around like a Cow Boy and wrap the Rope Around My head
And Ask What if i Jumped Off This cliff and got Found Up Dead
Devil has Tooken a Part of me and God was my Attempt
But Hell wasnt Risen Yet So Heaven Had My Last exempt
ADR
visions seen with eyes closed~desiped those that no how life goes..
it mite show but threw lifes glow~pain drives me to die slow..
sliced throats?is it mirly an image presumed by people who no rite..
its no lie~shakin and shiverin,colds sweats deliverin,my demonics behold knifes..
a known cry i've played both sides of field so when hopes dies...
all evils inscribed and deaths past shouts fast screamin cold sighs...
lord no's y~threw the slain~insane thought leave me darranged..
reframe my state of mind~cause the sickness cuts threw my veins..
what remanes is simply a shame~the way i feel mite be concidered a sin...
but as i grasp with in~killing my inner voice is only where it begins ....
so where does it end~no need to pretend my dessperation never commends...
makin amens with the devil~so if i die and reincarnate ill do it again...
please tell a friend~i have no one to talk to the reapors my only issue...
living to die? provided the consiquence when talkin my path~will they really miss u?
is it officiail~does being away from ur body really feel like heavens past...
must be trust me~if u cant see death like i do ur wearing a smoother mask
WhiteOut
The Sick~Twisted thoughts stormin, Attemptin to have me Dead...
Got me goin Insane, from the little voice inside my Head...
Evil Controllin my deepest thoughts, i just cant Escape...
This Mental Labrynth, leading to Darkness as my Final Fait...
Excorsism~Mind and it just Kills me to Think...
New Thought of Self Mutilation, every time that I Blink...
Asking myself that same question, Shoud I do it Fast or Slow?...
Whisperin Voice always telling me, to Slit my Wrist or Slit my Throat...
This Mental Devil always influencing these ~Suicidal Thoughts~...
Hang like a *Wind Chyme* or just Heep over with a couple Shots...
Voice grows louder, from whisper to Stern to SCREAMING IN MY MIND...
Fill the Bath Tub to the Brim and Let the Electrical Appliance Wires unwind...
Feels like a Blender inside and i Cant fight it at all...
This FUCKEN VOICE persuaded me, to go and take that fall...
Rushing forward from the Roof Top, Falling to the street I SCREAM...
PLEASE DEAR GOD RID ME OF THIS.............................................. .
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