The darkness of Hell constantly prevails in my life//
its sharp as a knife, and fills to the brim with strife//
struggeling to live, through darkness so deep//
as i rest in sleep, i feel my heart take a leap//
this world i am in is dangerous as can be//
scares me everyday, from alot i should'nt see//
This age is hard to stand, kidz like us need a hand//
cuz we feel like were slippin, falling into quick sand//
I look up to the skys and pray i'll be there one day//
hell if i may, i could be there today but i'd rather stay//
god if you will forgive all my sins, its my heart to cleanse/
lets come to amends, i will never purposly sin again//
lifes so hard, feel like i have to lay out my card//
I try to dis regard, but its hard when it hit the backyard//
touble is on the double its everywhere yo can go//
its hard to show, as you should know its on a steady flow//
lets try to think, feel like im drowin in the earths sink//
i need to get my life in sync, cuz im not what you think//
when darkness comes up i try to run and hide//
from what i abbide, its just really hard to let slide//
the deepness of my soul, i have to let these feelings loose//
verbal abuse, i feel like i should just rest in a neuss//
suicide isnt my thing, i love my life its just hard to live//
i learded i have to live with whatever they must give//
when the darkness of hell arrises i conquer face to face//
my life isnt the right place, i need my own space//
so from here ashes to ashes and dust to dust//
i live with lust, from which hells darkness must//
