Tearing at the Seems
In an enclosed room, I'm tearing but seems an inescapable route
Incapable of fleeing by all means, suffocation rips at its root
Scared, I need space to embrace, but space is none, therefore..
my calmness breaks, body aches, as I sweat in heat at my pores
Darkness in this room, it overwhelms, succombs my body as a whole
as I look for cracks of light, to seap through, but its held at the walls
I sprawl angerly, like a wild animal pinned and trapped to a table
its worse, its the unknown, sight unseen, to reach my bodies barely able
Used to be a peaceful place, atleast I thought... used to be coushined
And I'm not mentally disabled, not a hospital, forget- insanity is not pushin
Actually I don't know anymore, cant remember, maybe it's just a dream..
A dream with no means of life and death- to live I'm tearing at the seems
As I wait... No a dream it's not, I lift my leg & pinch and I feel it
Must release myself from beneath, clostriphobic to my death, I won't deal it
Fucking walls of solid matter, I don't care I'll peel it, eat it, I'll escape..
Gouge holes steady with my teeth, & fingernails I'll scrape until its too late
Fuck, can anybody relate, this unexplainable day.. & no drugs to sedate
There's no point to continue, breath heavy, helpless... to my doom I wait...
Just at one moment, I feel awakened in this room, from a glance never seen
What is it.. but a beam of a substance, white & yellow seems, looks so clean
Peaks through and spreads apart, like a lunar eclipse- moon unblocks the sun
I reach for this light & air engulfs me at the sametime I see someone
I barely see them, but the space breaks wider - the start of something new?
A large hand appears, quite tight but not severe, this woman says "I love you"
Smiles all around, I'm enbraced with love, setting in this emotional place
A story of babies vision, tearing at the seems of life to start at its base
