Bottled up inside(Credz, Fanta, Topic)
Bottled up inside(Credz, Fanta, Topic)
These emotions trickle down...deep inside my bleeding soul...
Wanting to be bursting out...Keeping me from being whole...
Tears of pain and fears of change...Stop me from letting out...
But im here on knees from the pain and I'm begging now...
As I look up to the sky..through the light..please god help me...
But theres no call..as I fall..with this pain growing so wealthy...
My heart beats with wrath...as i slowly stand one last time...
Leaving a brutal path...to a vast find...that will contrast minds...
They see me explode from the pressure of these bottled emotions...
And with no motions...I stirred this commotion...with devotion...
He still found love tho, But his love, was to much like him
She was silent when it came to feelings
White,white wedding, the pale blushing bride,
With torment and anger hidden behind her false smile,
Tearful emotions, memories bottled inside,
Scars covered by dress tails, as she walks down the aisle,
Hand in hand with the man that promised her a new life,
An escape from the voices, she'd been hearing at night,
A solution to crying, once he'd made her his wife,
An alcohol fuelled maniac, when others were out of his sight,
He forced her to surrender, and keep secret the bruises,
That were all well deserved, as he explained in excuses,
But it puzzled her, the hand that feeds and abuses,
Could bring her to loves peak, while the pain still diffuses,
To confused to let go, so the hurt she denied,
And if friends saw the wounds, it became easy to lie,
And she kept those foul feelings, all bottled inside,
Put on a brave face, and never let tears quench her eyes.
But the man, Was first to explode, and a few years after the wedding...
A day makes his rage oh so furious
But who would have guessed hes serious
He drinks beer with us, a great sense of humor
One time he even joked about having a tumor
But his kids make him bluer, the way hes holdin his breath
So at night he lays open eyed untill there arent thoughts left
He tells us whats going on in his life...laughs over everything
Like how his wifes PMSing
You know the deal, and his ordeal
But he pretends like nothings real
And as time progressed, he noticed he was stressed
Pulled his family together in a room and confessed
Really, he didnt actully confess, he screamed
He nit-picked at each member like in his dreams
He always wondered what they mean., and now
You can find him in the same house
But where are his kids? Where is His wife?
Where is every person that made up his life?
Well with bottled up emotions, he exploded
And impersonated the devil and floated
Among the clouds as he drank away their souls
And now he visits them in 3 very deep holes.
