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Loneliness is the worst feeling in the world believe it or not. Its the same as being hated, or not wanted but whom you want the most. Everyone feels this way at least once in there life. here's a thread to talk about the time that you felt that way and how you got over it if you did. and if not, how much it hurts and y'all can just give each other tips about it. right now, i feel alone.
Its because you are one ugly fucker
= )
arrrrr poor thing. I often feel alone, but I always try to remember this old saying;
"When you going through hell, keep walking"
Nothing lasts forever, just try to focus on the light at the end of the tunnel. Nobody is ever truely unloved, they just have yet to find the person that love them... more often than not they are right in front of you...
And if you are religious, their is always God, He loves all of His children, just pray and He will always listen.
Hope you feel less miserable soon
I felt most alone when I was homeless breaking into vacant apartments to sleep and robbing to eat in a city 60 miles from the nearest relative or friend. That's what happens when you think you're a bad ass and that you don't need to hold a job or conform to the system to survive... LOL but you know what got me through it? if you do tell me cuz I don't have a clue how I changed my life the way I did. All I know is I used to do alot of drugs.... ALOT of drugs. That only made it worse. Plus I was so close to being courted into a very hardcore gang out of Southgate..... then one day I just changed. Found God maybe, but I don't think that's all cuz I mostly believed in God my whole life.... there was a period where I didn't, and that started alot of bad things in motion.... not cuz of the lack of faith but that was a symptom of the real problem... depression. That's what feeling alone is.
^ Word..
Drugs catch up on you eventually..
I think the past 6 months have been shitty for me.. quit alot of shit.. and started staying in more.. working etc..
Tho it gets boring as fuck sometimes.. I just can't be fucked to go back to the old times if you get me. I'd rather be doing something more productive.. growing up I guess.. but in comparison it sucks.
lol at chrit. not everyone looks like you.
yea drugs are bad. but i lost my love. and that shit sucks. im afraid she won't take me back. i would understand that because i cheated on her. but it wasn't because i wanted too. its hard to understand unless you know the details but seriously, she meant the world to me and now shes gone. i pray she'll forgive me and take me back. i can't live without her.
I know there's God, but right now, thats almost the last thing on my mind. =(
Get a hooker
I'm never alone, nor do I ever feel alone. :D
Hmm, only time I can remember that I did was when my parents first left me and my brother, or when my niece's mom came and took her away. But shes back now, so I'm good.
You have to focus on the good things in your life at the present time.
If you dont; You will just carry on in an every drowning circle of gloom.
Therefore, you will get lower and lower, and eventually get so low you do not wish to be on the Earth anymore.
Trust me, it happens.
Everything changes so quickly.
Time is a bastard sometimes. It can change good to bad in the blink of an eye.
But..
.. It can also to the opposite.
Bad to good.
Remember that.
Good luck getting her back, if she is the one, she will accept you back.
But I doubt it will ever be the same again, as there will be no trust.
Unlucky.
^^word.
i hate being alone ..
Getting married in October. I never plan on feeling alone again.
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Originally Posted by Lethargic
Awwwwww. :love:
Can I come to the wedding? :)
I was 17, completely hooked on cocaine...
Living with a roommate that'd gotten us in deep debt with our boss/dealer.
(who was for real, I'd seen him kill before, knew he'd do it to us)
He (roommate) had a girlfriend, I didn't.
We ended up hiding out in a rented garage apartment in the Heights, completely across town from home so we could hide.
The landlord was all over us cuz we weren't paying rent...
And that night, my roommate had gone to stay the night at his girl's house...
(he did that alot when the landlord would bitch)
Well, about and hour after he left, WINDDOWN!
I say that cuz I can't type the sound it makes when all the electricity gets cut off.
It just makes a big winddown sound.
Landlord had gotten fed up, wanted us to suffer.
So, there I was, feigning for coke, in a dark garage apartment, with peeps looking for me cuz they wanted me dead.
All I had with me was my walkman, so I sat on the floor, keeping my head down, away from windows just trying to live in the music, forget everything shitty that was happening...and then...
The walkman batteries died.
Leaving me totally alone.
So, I left the apartment, walked to a pay phone and literally, with my last quarter...called some buds that I hadn't seen in ages due to my coke dealing/using...
And had them come get me the fuck outta there.
Never looked back.
That was the most alone I've ever been.
There ya go...
Peace
Much respect, Born.
^^False...the worst feeling in the world is getting a needle shoved through your eye while someone cuts off your family jewels but stops the bleeding so you dont die.Then they set you up and tie you up to continously put a drop of water in your head every 2 seconds, non-stop.They dont let you sleep and they dont let you eat or drink.You'll eventually crack up and a few days after that, your brain will shut down and you'll die...thats the worst feeling in the world.At least when your alone you can wack off and watch TVQuote:
Originally Posted by Ace of Aces
^word to that. glad to see you're doing good now tho man. and thanx freeman. im only 16, but i still feel that shes all that i need to be happy. she fullfills me in more ways imaginable. this just happened yesterday, so im in pain. lol. don't wanna sound like a pussy, but its the truth.
No problem, man.
I know what you're going through.
Been there, done that scenario.
Get at me on AIM, your supposed to be cool, so ive heard.
:).
whenever alone I resort to my teddy bear for comfort.....
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.im kidding..=)
i was lonely today but then got a text...
but it said my free texts are up...
You truly suck, RASCAL.
RASCAL you need help. May I suggest institutionalisation?
Can't remember ever feeling alone. Well maybe an hour or so when i was younger. But i can't remember it.
Maybe something that touches on loneliness a bit. But not lonely.
Just to note (for no apparent reason other that the strength). I'm eating the most horrible Strawberry-Oatmeal crunch serial. The strawberries are HORRIBLE. Yet i still eat it.
Read what Born wrote. Harsh reality with all it's sweeping ugliness and beauty.
yeah respect to born
But i like that feeling of being alone sometimes, but im am kinda depressed sometimes i cant stand being with people
Dont u guys ever feel like when u just need to be alone, im like that all the time
Been right there homie. Glad you made it back.Quote:
Originally Posted by Born To Kill
word to that. thanks freeman. yea i'll get on aim wit you if i knew wut it was. mine's is Ace of 1Spades1, hit me up.
pz
My goodness, kid, your only 16... i know you probably feel like shit, being hurt and all, but know that you will get over it with time and that it will happen again. eventually all the sadness will pass.Quote:
Originally Posted by Ace of Aces
i've never felt alone persay, I felt lost and out of it. more so inconvenienced.
i know i will get over the depression. but i know for a fact that i won't get over my desire for her.
yeah you will, dude, there's 3 billion women in the world, there has to be one that is just as good.
anyway, i don't think i've ever really been anything but alone. if i died tomorrow i don't think there would be anyone at the funeral. i've got friends, but not any who would really give a fuck. been like that for as long as i can remember. im not a very religious person either. but the thing is i really don't care. i don't live my life around the approval of anyone else. people gotta learn to start drawing on their own strenghths instead of depending on other people for it. in the end you're the only person you can depend on.
to quote my favorite line from my favorite movie "you are what you love, not what loves you."
hey, sorry that you're alone all the time. but unlike you, i hate that feeling. i love the feeling of being wanted and loved more than anything. most people do i think. its strange that you don't but hey, its coo.
i felt most alone when i spent all my money on weed.
I felt like i didn't have a friend in the world, and i was a fuckup junkie. but when i got through it, i felt abit better. I feel all the shit you been through born to kill,
but we made it through, and i wont feel alone again.
thats cool. i'd vote but mycomp sucks sorry. and yea to the other kat~ even tho there are 3 other billion women. i want only one. and thats the truth. =)
it takes time, but ull be over her eventually, just done do anything stupid or rasional, ive been throughit dont woory theres more things out there to do
I don't feel lonely.. Never really felt lonely.. Maybe "detatched"?
^yea any feeling of isolation sucks. whether its slight or not. it leads to things such as the Nazi conformist party. ever see the movie 'The Wave' thats based on a true story. damn, this worlds a mess.
^Cheer up. Remember what BTK said? (at least I think it was him a while back)
Who will care in 10 years?
God and all those are involved.
But thanx tho. for sayin' to cheer up, it helps in a way. =)
Just remember
Life would be borin without pain and heartache
I've felt alone a few times.......when my family split up, when my uncle died, when I lost my girl, when my friends became friends no more etc.
But no-matter what, you always snap out of it. Yeah sometimes you wanna be by yourself and sometimes you need people around you but I promise that one day you'll wake up and you wont feel half as bad.
Time is the best healer in the world........but you need to give it time.
You dumbass ^
You're saying that the things that make life interesting are pain and heartache?!
Fucking idiot.
You need to live a little and learn what makes life worth living.