The Shelter (Freestyle)

i understand you walk in faith but whats the cost of faith in a sham/
i try to stay with the lambs/
dont wanna be called the g.o.a.t. unless they put it infront of my name in a jam/
but to each its own/
im not tryna preach right now i keep my zone/
my reason for poems is deep in my bones/
deep in my marrow, pardon/
walkin on a pharoahs carpet of pure gold-my insecure soul makes careful comments/
i used to mix with the gothic ways/
while you niggas change when the trending topic change/
nah, you dudes are lies i scrutinize with microscopic aim/
only right now i want my pockets raised with franklins, sense the recession../
i dont trust banks so i retain my money in my posession/
this is obsession staring me/
its so hard to be completely honest in artistry if ya heart aint free/

I could never see myself in a depressive state
but with these notes that been sent this way
leave me thinkin' I ain't been so perfect
cuz the nights seem, and been so worthless
soon as I figured out shorty could be pregnant
and I'm here discussing this in my head...it's
somethin' I never thought I'd come across
simply cuz I was smart and one to many shots
so we make the wrong choices like you want it?
you really want me do this? sorry it's off topic
but her hair had one of those amazing fragrances
and I can see myself holdin' her for days on end
but at the same time how do I stop a nympho
from going out all night, and jumpin' out the window?
is it possible I'm just trained to overthink it
maybe it's cuz we seem equally distinguished
yea we on a higher pedastal then most
when I went she was such a incredible host
so I wasn't bound to just leave that spot
because right now this might mean a lot
like how can we be doing this, we just met
we tryna make it work, since the seasons left
a scar in your mind....or somethin...like that?

New kid in the game, just fifteen years old.
MAK-11 the name, makes the glitters as gold.
I got a little bit of talent, but there's still a mountain to climb.
I rock a steady flow, but I still practice my rhyme.
But you don't gotta check this, one day I'll perfect this.
I ain't got to worry I eat optimism for breakfast.

for breakfast, i had your local rappers necklace
stole a lexus and drove it wrecklessly thourgh a red fence
head tense from med-cin and red gin
they asked,"what do you want to do when your grow up" i said "sin"
i said " maybe some cheatin and prolly some lyin"
im an asshole, i know, and this im not denyin
but im lion and im not here to monkey around
get off my balls im of the wall like when humpty was down

stuck in the system, no one will listen
tryna hold pole position, cruisin' at a hundred
theres somethin' on my mind, keeps me slippin'
another road to cross, shout out to DMX
I've been seen as less or my beliefs is best
percieved as somethin' a bit more f'd up
how all this led up to this? I just can't get up
I can't see myself bein' this way, so fed up
I need to escape from this route, keep my head up
but fuck this shit man I don't want to hear it
what you call a dope song I know based on appearance
you don't see it, you don't see the soul in these lyrics
so fuck outta here with all that shit talk
cuz I'll leave them kickin' it without those dances like a crip walk

stuck in the system, no one will listen
tryna hold pole position, cruisin' at a hundred
theres somethin' on my mind, keeps me slippin'
another road to cross, shout out to DMX
I've been seen as less or my beliefs is best
percieved as somethin' a bit more f'd up
how all this led up to this? I just can't get up
I can't see myself bein' this way, so fed up
I need to escape from this route, keep my head up
but fuck this shit man I don't want to hear it
what you call a dope song I know based on appearance
you don't see it, you don't see the soul in these lyrics
so fuck outta here with all that shit talk
cuz I'll leave them kickin' it without those dances like a crip walk

double

lost in space and time inside my mind so you know i spit classic
constantly stay smokin pine i leave these bitch ass niggas damaged
worship my shit like a shrine most rappers spit that muffin cabbage
i stay rappin cause its grind time sendin bitches explosive packages
lyrically i mentally damage kids even lucifer couldn't match my wits
its sad that you fags even exist ya counterfeit dry mouths cant spit

it's like everyones missin' facts
walking a hidden path
while all the other kid's will laugh
I spit this indiction fast
sayin' you didn't do it, you didn't last
you couldn't get this far
I read through pages of this, flippin' trash
diggin' backs like a well known pet
wobble kinda like a cellphones neck
I don't know I'm bored tell those vets
I need my thread I ain't developed flows yet
I'm just getting started

leave traces of anthrax in my posts i murder kids
im burning spliffs as i grip grain and turn my whip
youre sure to miss swinging at elfi is a death wish
ill burn your kids then make yah wife suck my dick
ive learned some tricks so my spits sick like syphilis
ill rip a bitch then grab ya chick an' stuff her lips

i got an oven mitt and crumbs and bits on my own plate/
so cold im literally freezin even my bones ache/
in need of a loan of increasin' my souls faith/
thank god i can talk to you thru these times/
and i dont know how i come up with these u-nique rhymes/
must be song driven so long winded that i blew these chimes/
blew these minds and hope it scratches the heart/
and if your heart is honest then it matches my art/
like im hip-hops cupid and you catchin the dart/
my verbal rachet'll spark/
my fashion is wearing a termal attached to my heart/
that means i wear it on my sleeves with a saftey pin/
beggin' god to forgive me for my daily sins/
mercades benz passes me and i dont feel envy/
cuz theres still plenty of pride thats filled in me/- my skills illie!

sometimes i make myself out, to be just like the sun,
setting in the evening, then rising to become,
higher up in the ranks, slowly gainin on number one,
seasonally my lines are like ten huge fucking tonne's - worth of earth,
and my turf is controlled real easy,
yeah, child birth i guess, for my wife was still queezy,
but you can see me, almost everywhere you look,
on posters or on leaflets, man i even wrote a book,
and took them around everywhere, i gave a few out free,
one day watching TV, maybe you'll see me.

maybe i will see you on television,reppin'/
my life has been discussed so much that my legend is a legend/
been everywhere you can think of but i never been to heaven/
and i never will but im in peace as well/
pain in the pits of my stomach cuz my niece in hell/
molested and shes barly seven jesus tell../
my sister how to weather a storm of hurricanes/
ppl curse ya name till its served in pain/
hypocitical then i bet its heard in vain/
kind of like me sometimes...

Yo I may be young, but don't doubt my flow
Only 14 years here but I won't say no
All the others here are gonna overdose
once they hear me spittin they'll be like "oh fuck no"
All I want is some respect I want 'em to see me
I want 'em all to know that I'm the best MC
And to all of those who really just don't believe
I'ma kick all there asses; they'll be crying for mommy

im bustin,out of time my minds disgustin
im trustin these rhymes to find my suction
a rap sentinal i attack and wrap tentacles
around the penacle of weak but synical
sillable fill you full of holes like aged swiss
ya bitch played miss suck dick and get laid quick
sage flicked through out my dish of chicken
ya bitch just glistens ofter my dick quits spittin
ive been trippin for weeks on fry and mescaline
im poor and broke cause i tried investin in stocks
but it seems poverty reins so all change has stopped