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a failed relationship
i thought i had it all, when it was lost i was mad at it all, playin on the court wit my 69er ball, runnin in my mind was my failed relationship, do me a fav hommie pas me the nine and a clip, cause iam gunna sink this failed ship, i wasn't fit, i let it all go to shit, she left me if only she could see, between her and the dope game in the hood its all the same, pop shit here and there, one of my hommies went down over near there, it was no sight, i could barely get up and fight, so my girl left me and created a failed relationship, never bailed from jail, but i was still spittin, and ya ya hommie i was still gettin, sum of that booty boo bum bum from the huns outside, they come in my inside, i'll give em my wammy, shoot sum poot nanny, but in jail we still jamin the beat, the beat thats out on the street, ya that black and white sheit, a failed relationship i can't stop worrin, so if you dont give me the nine i'll shop for a gat, and take zebs bat, and go kill that nigga fat jack, he desrves to get jacked, he caused zebs death, and fucked me ova, but it ain't ova, untill my failed relationship gets on the hip trick, then it'll be all sick, it'll all be good, then she'll see, that a failed relationship can be fixed, if the reasons rite well fuck its all mixed, so up it pup it cause this shit is spit, all that iam sayin isn't nonsence, so don't be thinkin that, or u'll have a failed relationship that'll be sinkin, WACK.
NEXT= If i died tonight
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If I died tonight dont even trip
i didnt want to be here in the first place, lifes a bitch
just take what you learned from my life and apply it to urs
and never be afraid to bang on lock doors
those doors just keep us suppresed
let me be a marter for the oppressed
and when im gone still listen to my lyrics
theres knowledge in them u just gotta listen hard to hear it
so if i go tonight dont trip because my whole life ive been prepaired
just know i got all yaw backs and ill see you when you get there
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next=I can see the future/ or the future dont matter/ shit anything bout the future
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Time
it comes and goes...who knows
we live we die...wind blows...
slow and slow i wonder why
how, when, and why i'll die
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my music is my topic:
the magnitude of my logic is the exact opposite
of any matter insinuating or containing microscopic,
the norm for form and bars i have already screwed and chopped it
leavin the byproduct of prose, makin all the young niggas joc it
dumbs niggas claimin that they cock shit
after a couple mill them same niggas don flip flop to pop gig
i want 50 cent to stop singin like a bitch
for simple fact that he diss ja rule for doin the same shit
im on point folk sorta like a steve harvey high top
blowin weed in the air jordan, worth more than these mothafuckas
with major deals and my album aint recordin
next topic sellouts
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sell outs
code of the streets why would u break it,
u got offered money to rat and u decided to take it,
if ya partners only knew u know ud b dead,
but instead u took that bread and told where he lived,
now ya in th clink see what the FBI did to ya,
but u diserved it it wasnt the streets it was u who snitched on ya
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no topic above this one
Last Words to a wife
Dont leave me now I fear that my time is wearing thin
I just want you right by my side, until my breathing ends.
I'm sorry for the arguements they seem so stupid now
I'm sorry for the pain I caused when I went storming out.
Tell my son to remember to never run from battles
even when it seems like the whole world is on his saddle.
Let him know that I am not the one that he should follow
to follow God before you or I, that's his best role model.
I'm growing weaker now I can hear my savior's call
good-bye my love and remember that I'll always love you all.
Next topic.............Losing your job
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hours depleted, at a rapid pace, as the realization sticks
the cut back of hours has me questioning the late days and shit
the boss is an asshole, yet that's at every Job
You'd have to die to get a day off, sympathy cry's no sobb's
Although new to the workforce I finally learned the ropes
Get to work on time or your ass is smoked.....
N/T.....................A man raped by a woman.
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man raped by a women...lol
walkin down the street,darkness engulfs me,basiclly blinded
i stopped to tie my shoe,felt hands feeling me,source not finded
dont see noone but the hands were there,long nails scratch my back
what to do,run allow molestation,fight,unsure what to do or act
pushed down,unsure,is sit and wait,tryin not to anticipate
im actually horny,female hands rub me,i start to participate
my senses kick in i try to push her off but i cant,the raped faction
this female having her way with me,not a consentual action
lol ummm...next topic....unwanted attenton...yea...
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Unwanted Attention.
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Mithered and Exposed.
Like its some big deal.
Yearning love disclosed.
Whole world knows, but still unreal.
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A Quick Key :)
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Next Topic : A Pool Of Dead.
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the underworld the pool of the dead
forgotten souls lumber,in the sea of red
the damned cry loudly in anquish,then vanquish,disapear
dissapear in the dept of the pool of the dead,full of fear...
^^topical king nugga
brutal death
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Brutal Death.
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Left magled in a sea of Red.
Chopped to pieces and spat on.
Its the feeling you hold, that uncanny dread.
No remorse in that i'm gone.
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Easy.
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Next Topic :The Night Runner
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cloked in the nights shadow i jog
running thru forest filed with fog
to reach my goal im must fufill
i must run in the night,must get to landfill
next topic
ummm...im not good at this
failed dreams....
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Failed Dreams.
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Childhood Dreams.
Failing to come true.
Hopes shattered it would seem.
But still i have you. :love:
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Next Topic : I have the right to write.
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the right to write
power to the people i have the right to yell
fuck the authority i can write and sell
i can do anything in my power,my freedom
let my self write to get in the lords kingdom
u sure do still have me:love: lol...
umm...im runnin low on topics...
engagement...
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Engagement.
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Teenage Sweetheart.
We are finally to tie the knot.
It kills me when we are apart.
But i'm happy for we've got.
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Accept my Proposal :love: lol
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Next Topic : She layed motionless.
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she layed motionless
i said i love u,what she did is just sat'
motionless no words,my heart cracked
i repeted it,no reponse,she must not feel the same
but its not her fault,it my self i have to blame
ummm...
repetive speech
and sry thomas im already married...:(
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Repetitive Speech.
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Blasting my guts tryna get heard.
But still i get ignored.
Even she ignores me.
And its her i really adored.
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OK :(
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Next Topic : Last time i was here.
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last time i was here
i was completly bored,nothing to do
all i did was stay up and cypher wit u
writin lyrics,postn them up it this thread
i think last time i was here was dead
why smokey call u a girl?
and next topic hailmary
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Hailmary.
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Most Gracious Mary.
Free from sin and is Divine.
The body and Blood of Christ.
Mary and Jesus, Straight from the vine.
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Blah :)
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Next Topic : Weeks of Deposit.
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witdrawal,desosits,money comin in and out
more out then in,the tax collectors are winnin this bout
losin funds and housing,things to drink and eat
deposits for weeks,i have been beat
u aint answer my question y did smoke call u a girl?
nextopic, marathon
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Marathon.
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Starting to hit the wall.
But i garuntee i'll make it.
Get there no matter what, even if i crawl.
Not giving in, I garentee ill make it.
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Just a joke lol :)
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Next Topic : Leaks of Tears.
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eyes watering,cant stop cryin
my husband,my dog everyones dyin
tip up the glass inishin the beers
fuck a river this is a lake of tears
ima call u girl from now on,lol
next topic, cant get it up...lol
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Can't Get up.
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Lying there helpless.
Can't buy a muscle for movement.
Struggling to no aveil.
I strain but still no improvement.
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Ok :)
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Next Topic : Fast Forward.
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Fast Forward
Sometimes I aim to go deep, with endzone wishes
..& superbowl dreams,
so I drop back in the pocket of life to throw up dishes
..w/ soup & salad bowl greens,
and I've soiled more jeans than a quarterback
..throwing bricks up
on pub screens, so I pump fake and cut lean
..to play make,
my guts keen on hailmary's cuz I tend put my
..trust in the bomb!
I'm not Terry, Joe, Akmid or Ahmad
..I'm twisted though,
& set up to go deep to reach open recivers
..to make believers,
w/ the bullets I fire, to catch a message gone deep
..& forever retire,
my hailmary style in the halls of fame & elite...
& fast forward to icy hot commercials & true pain of d'feet.
Next topic: expensive tastes
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i gotta taste for fast cars and even faster women
silk sheets on my bed cause last night i was fucken on the lennon
kidnaped a cars sales men he tryed a slick move to sale me a lemon
locked him up, smacked him around with gator boots so he can taste the way Im liven
next topic-some girls cant take a hint
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i am a woman
some chicks can take a dick better than they can take a hint
but i take hits of blunt and say fuck a nigga before a second split
most of these bitches like missy, a beep me 911 hoe
loveless supadupa fly hit em wit the hee and then i go
who say only females can be the ho's
its been plenty of niggas that gave me head then i tell him hit the road
n/t oral sex
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wow at bounce comin in this bitch
oral sex
the oral fixasion of mouth on a dick
some like it the best some think it sick
sloppy,messy,no good head givers
some clean,neat the shiver me timbers
lol...
the prom
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i'm thinking, can my heart beat any faster?
sweat dripping. nervous about when i'm gonna ask her
Does it matter? yes. once in a lifetime chance
feels like i'm asking for eternal life. but it's just a dance
i hope she's as nervous as me about this endevour
because this little get together will change lives forever
finnally, i summed up the courage, got rid of the strife
and had the best prom nite of my fuckin life
^^my first topical. ever.
next topic: lost in a forest.
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Lost in a Forrest.
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Captured deep in the wilderness.
Scavenging for food.
Hurtful pains, difficult to suppress.
Looking desperately but still no joy.
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Judging me without motive.
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I'm sitting there silent emersed in my book
Laughter I hear, so I take my attention away to give a look
At times I feel because I'm black people dont accept me because I read
So when I hear laughter I feel its usually about me
Knowledge is power and this power is key
To survive the idiotic trends of some societies
Like at work I have to be nice and smile to ease people minds
But still all the while because I'm black they think I commit crimes
They think they know me but TV and skin color is all they notice
And if something comes up missing they'll judge me without a motive
next topic--Shyness
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My girlfriend remains shy
The angels wont say why
They say she doesnt know
A habit that wont let go
A fine physical being
"What does talking mean?"
I tell her its what I'm doing
She replies "Its soothing"
I tell her that I know it is
Then we finish this convosation with a kiss
Next topic: Gone To The Darkness
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darkness is all I see as I grasp nothing but air
yet to realize the reason I've been placed there
cuff and chained in fetus remains with futile brains
engraving the pain sustained from my life inflamed
when I noicted a light switch dat didn't click
I noticed I was in 4 some shit
NT..........................WACKNESS !
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Wackness
jokaswild you know.
chicho
El bambino
yea that ho
take him in and grasp it
he's the def. of wackness
next topic: without a soul
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with out a soul my body's deterioratin with out life
with out a breath, I could no longer do whats right
My soul floats alone..ponderin through the streets
Lookin for an outlet off this Earth.... I call a beast
I wanna release emotions, no body for an outlet
So how do I know if its still soul if I can feel it??
Maybe I conseal it in mind, but my mind is obsolete
Gone without a trace of life support like concrete
Next topic: livin in a lifeless body.
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I lie still as if paralization controlled the whole body
My dick still works so wackings my new hobby
hard to control the shit as it runs threw my adult diapers
just me myself and I, more so, I have no whiper
Thinking Y don't I drink myself into a coma
Yet I can't reach the several bottles of liquor
That Lie in the corner
Nt......................................... smilies in text
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thats an odd topic but I can wing it
after a long day of school, or working my ass off
i sit and watch survivor, to see who got cast off
and after that, i got to go and check my messages
im so bored, I light a cigarret, like im stressed and shit
my yahoo messenger is open but i havent rallyed to check it yet
"BUZZ!" hahaha its my shorty saying hi with a smiley in the text
next topic-shes nothing but a politician (good luck wit that one) haha
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Easy!
Look.
She was a polititian, always spinning her web-of-deceit. Something I never-did-see comin'... She was too clever-for-me! Whenever-she'd-speak, I'd be hanging on to her every-whim. Lets-begin with how this political affair bred-with-sin. My head-was-in the clouds as made-her-speeches. Her name-was-peaches. Our love affair blossomed, but this ill-favoured-secret became-my-weakness. I hungered-for-more of her wonderous-aura. When she walked by my tongue-hit-the-floor. She'd wander-the-floor of the congress building to thunderous-applause! But I wasnt the first,
Nor indeed the last to find what was hidden under-her-draws.
Peaches was a transexual!
Rofl.
Quick key, only took like two minutes. I just wrote it off the dome.
NEXT TOPIC: You're a blackman, walking through redneck county...
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Blah.
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Hated by many.
Loved by none.
Abuse shouted everywhere.
But what have i done.
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Next Topic : Widow