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Ok... NOW i finally feel better. (exhale). Took my computer to Geek Squad and got remote hacker removed but now they fucking with my phone again. I'm just like what ever... I'm not engaging or entertaining that shit for real. Time to write again... when is everyone coming back?
I have that last line...
A good girl can never be bad... even if she try and if ever over a man that she never even had
(Replace the last line)
That’s what insanity is and looks like... I am calming down now. I’m really upset I lost my peace and comfort... he slept over one night when I was living in Norwalk before everything just snapped. WiFi disconnected, phone calls not able to go thru, calling back numbers that were out of state yet the lady who answered said it was the nurses station in the hospital I was at and shit like that... I’m used to being humiliated as a result of being crazy and having a reputation as such out the 20 people I even met of 500. Or how about that head that only 6 people even know about. Them just rumors ma... I have a lot on my plate and literally feel like I’m facing it alone. Everyone hate me fine I just wanna know why an administrator was even on my account to begin with. Again I never get answers and I’m sure I won’t now but to the few cool ones I did like on here... I miss you guys and I was really learning and getting better when I wrote too. I miss that. I miss the site. Where everyone at and why no one is coming back?
“Watch the body tilt when they hit the head”
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I’m so mad at you it don’t even make sense
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Not over that though...
Up.
I legit just laughed so hard at this I had to have woke someone up, and I came too.Quote:
Originally Posted by DixonButts
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Superb.Quote:
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Bravo. Chefs open-mouthed kiss.Quote:
Originally Posted by DixonButts
I don't think he gets enough credit... I be feeling his versus A LOT
Who was so upset yesterday? mad like mid to late morning and then sad in the afternoon all the way to late evening? Anybody from here? Like I feel them but how do I find them?
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Tap... I just want to know who because it’s not always friendly... almost like it’s multiple people.
It's really just one person. You.
The presence you feel, the disembodied voices you hear, the emotions you shuffle thru like an autist with ADHD and a box of matchbox cars he wants to show you...
All of that is a result of a chemical imbalance in your mind that manifests itself in such ways. Another side effect is becoming desensitized to how insane such happenings would be to a normal person and you think you're NOT crazy.
But you are.
And there is hope for you, through modern psyche medication, through breakthrough behavioral therapy and a good old fashioned hysterectomy to get all the menstrual demons, you can lead a normal, fulfilling and long life.
Take your meds. YES you DO need them.
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You have failed me.
Versus indicates a competition amongst two individuals or groups.
Verses indicate lyrical content.
You have failed me.
He's been devouring cock underneath the bridge by the high school. I mean CEASELESSLY DRAINING those unsuspecting men of their creation cream.Quote:
Originally Posted by A Disciple
Cool it, pal!
You see all the new account posts and stuff and names like he stalking me on here too... had to take my computer to geek squad because someone was remote operating it. I have pictures of him peeing on my bed all the way down in NC and the police said it was my cat. Because I'm mentally ill they didn't believe me when I said my plants were wired and was the same exact plant when I bought them. I even showed them to skus. I wish I bookmarked the thread where he said he can tell me down to what room of my home I'm even sitting in.
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@Doctor _steak
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It was on here it was on this site.
@Spartacus I love your assumptions and stereo type of that profile you just gave me. I have been in and out of mental hospitals since I was 13. I am WELL aware how crazy I am and a STRONG advocate of taking your meds. I've been in therapy practically my entire life BUT I HAVE PICTURES. But being the perfect victim as a person with mental illness is EXACTLY why they get away with tormenting me and making my condition even worse.
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I respect your opinion and you are absolutely right... however, I'm not playing
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I just lost it when I tried to show a dr my spy cam and she wouldn't even look at it and said "that sounds paranoid delusional would you like to retract that statement?" So i did... it was a "Marshall Marshall" moment that I can now laugh at.
LMAO... @Doctor _steak Yo dead up you got me there but usually I'm pretty on point with that type of stuff. I skipped english from 8th to college so I'm not perfect but I'm pretty good.
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I know I can be good one day... cause even in college it was only 1 english class I had to take. I want to be good - that's why I need this site.
It's embarrassing to me that everyone know my head game is strong... especially when only 6 out of 30 would even know that. How I look deep throating everybody especially when I'm so cautious of being burned to begin with? Lies, just a bunch of wish I dids. But now that everybody try it's degrading. It made me not even like it anymore.
You got this babe
No doubt you were referring to Frannie's quest to taste every penis.
Uh... what the fuck?
I don't know if I should laugh or cry... What does that mean?
Means you need to find mood stabilizers that work for you.
You probably right... my dr upped my meds a couple of months ago but I never had mood swings so bad before.
Long story too... again how do I post pictures to show you...
Finding the right blend goes a long way. Helped me curb my alcoholism, I was often drunk when on here in days past.
I'll just take your word on it.
Beer?
Do you see how in that one post you stood up on something only to immediately contradict yourself and step back down?
See!!! He found the perfect victim - you don’t believe me either!
It's all good but if the feds still on here they need to rrace an IP cause I can prove it... but fuck it. No big deal - dealing with crazy is worse than him fucking with my head and electronics. You wanna watch? WATCH freak... who give a fuck about you still? I just don't want to end up in some cellar like that book the "Girl with a Dragoon Tattoo" (In short I had him RIGHT there and my dr bipassed the ER)
Him or them i have no clue... CT, NY, NJ, NC... let me find out they were SC too. That's 4-5 states and federal homie. Not a matter for police - I heard the message loud and clear... but nah I'm not going to even try or think about doing shit. I'm waiting FOR my freedom, not to give it to you. My God will get you back for me!
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Not to lose it over you*
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Not a fucking clue... I have no fucking clue for real.
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"Ask the trifling whore who blacked out in a mall using a fake credit card"... well not her but someone like him how that even happens to begin with.
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That one? He was mad I felt that a pic he asked for was too far and I said no... so he showed me his phone like "I got it any way" and then showed me another pic that I KNOW FOR FACT I would never. My boy that refuses to speak to me or tell me why he's mad at me (which happens to me all the time) said I'm probably not the only one he did or does it to. i mean Lord... we can start there. IS THERE MORE VICTIMS OUT THERE FOR REAL? WHY DO THEY GET THAT RITE?
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Guys... why are we (I ws guilty too) so hard on gay men. I was guilty too because one of my boyfriends were bi I realized and was mad cause I loved him but can't be in that arena. We need to shift focus to creepers and sex offenders I feel. Who care who is gay let's care about who is abusing people on a sick.
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Nah no one will tell me what or who illuminati is... but I pose triangle if that help getting me to a sector where I feel totally safe.
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Again... totally safe again* It's like I woke up on the wrong side... that's what it feel like.
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I mean do we run out of time? I peeped the extra 8 year defer....
These extra 7 since I woke up too... so that's 15 years.
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I'm 95% sure I have babies w my blood to worry about too.
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You'd be stuck pacing too!
Not at all but I just peeped that hysterectomy comment... I'm not tainted. Believe me I know I am crazy but at the same time why does "Love BYTE" how I contradict myself?
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BTW sir... you not blowing up 30 cars on my lawn LOL (It's somewhere between the 'Black' Album. Ems 'Ressurection', and 'Get Rich or Die Trying'
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You mean step back down iike a bitch or step back down in tact?
I stopped being able to get drunk off of beer many, many years ago.
My dad drank himself to death... it was easy to curb my alcoholic tendencies.
If babies were consuming my blood I would be concerned, to say the least.
LOL...
Blanco was actually Mildo
Guys IM DEAD FUCKING SERIOUS... it really has been 9 years from that point. @Blanc o why? and WHAT do you know of the creeper for real?
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At first I thought it was the police because of my ex so I didn't sweat it.
When you have witches that didn't even ask permission to tie to your body - how do you get them off of you? I feel a flush of THEIR embarrassment thru MY face and I'm not sheilding anybody but my family.
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Their souls ARE ugly to me and it feels gross when they run thru or circle too.