A Disciple's Thread

I can’t do this by myself anymore… I wanna talk I want help I want feed back. My old friends were lying and working with the feds I think and they let them legally hurt me

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Listen the only justice I need is never being stalked, tortured, sexually abused AGAIN… and I’m a need a lawyer and some money too… I’m calling malpractice on 4 psychs that I know of already

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Dr Fox, Dr Strahl, my aunt Lori, and Dr Pelosi

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Please help me to cause idk how

You either ride or collide and I can do it but only a few I’m cool with

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You either ride or collide and I can do it but only a few I’m cool with

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Dr stancov and Scott and Steve… that last day was the one day I did with it… it keeps me out the fog and I’m fighting too - you don’t know what it’s like

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I’m on 6 psych meds just asking for respecting the one drug of mine so I DONT abuse it with these pre steps that make me when

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TAF!!!!!! “Gods gift to you is life, what you do with it is MY gift back” not yours… you bitches can’t demand what I do or don’t give my life for

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I have every wit about to me to sustain my writing career they only times I don’t is when you l intentionally making me sick to drag down and rebuild again… are we ever serious right now? My dream was in Norwalk

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Not with ray… it all worked out and then bang bang bang

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the only thing I fear is being their bitch

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Hell no not with Kevin… you’re a trader that’s why we not cool ever again Kevin - how they know?

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Idek who was there anymore - what Dr in the hospital when I wasn’t even sick had me waking up being so stupid and retarded that couldn’t even figure out how to dial a fucking telephone

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There was no suicide note… I know I met who I said nothing to

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I think… new job, side business doing graphics and stuff and bang bang bang ‼️

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Which jealous bitch this time?

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Men are bitches too and in my girls are players too remix

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I’ll try to calm down I know they made him i think ��

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Mad cause I can hold my own usually get the fuck out of here.

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Just proof that you LET them ��♀️

Watched the entire thing and didn’t do SHIT … yeah I saw oh boy at Walmart too

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What I can’t shop?

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I can’t stand to be controlled and told what to do yet somehow it’s all I get and it makes me want to fucking spit

STAY AWAY FROM MY HELLMATE!! You’ve gotten to every single bf I ever had since the cursed ass day I met you!!!! I know how dope boy became king pin… cause his daddy is state and his brother is feds… fuck you die slow!

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He so caught in it he falls asleep at street lights and they let him go - fuck all that

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You’re a fake and fraud and trader and I want to go away and never come back… you don’t have to die just be dead to
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Dead to me*

Nah pac I never fucked with no one from work except Andy and that was only a kiss and a tease… I was young and dumb still

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https://youtu.be/_yBSWyUXlp0?si=lT6xPc1u10p8cUm3

50 thanks for bringing me back to pac… just like Allah always walks me back to God ����

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You probably don’t have time to sponsor me and my hellmate… but a check only takes 5 minutes and you can keep and go back to and use the material later maybe?

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How you going after runners and low levels instead of catching the people who raped and tortured me right in front of your face…. Why? Cause I won’t be with Kevin and want nothing to do with them… I don’t want to be arrogant but I want to see you fucking try

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Nas I still have the parking ticket to bail it 2 exact date in a state with no statutes - what do I do?

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I can let it go to some degree but how do I know I’m ever safe again with them still fucking with me?

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I found a marked bag in his car like oh boy was threatening me again and we been fighting again like he did if on purpose… he marks his bags on purpose and I’m not impressed I’ve been out a long time, I’m only jumping back to my old team to write and help other no other choices to go straight at the fork too like TI and Jay Z and Em influenced me. I’m trying to help the next generation of mental so this can never happen again too… I love the Black Lives Matter slogan… I’m mental and my life matters too

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When I say no I mean no and never I see your marked bags anywhere near me again… I’ll pull strings for real
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NOW I know why it was always here comes another one smfh

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I don’t know what’s goin on for real but what I do know if you all set up every person I practically know including
E this morning when oh boy followed me from Walmart to CVS… it was a threat from Kevin again or a set up and I’m not having it

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What can I say I’m antisocial

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Oh he was sure to add that degrading diss in too

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Well now oh boy knows where I live again… thanks bell mate

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Why do I still hear you when I asked you to leave me alone like 5000 times

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It’s so much I can’t fell the difference between voices now

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Clinical or magical

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I just know I’m crazy as hell and can’t trust or believe them

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They stopped for 2 weeks when I started the second antipsychotic but came back again… besides being defiled, disrespected, humiliating and defiled, the second worse things is the voices all fucking day and night

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I didn’t tell you she robbed you cause that’s the bitch you took shopping and not me!!! You almost deserved it

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I’ve always been about legal money cause I don’t have felonies to hold me back… my goal is to pull atleast 5 out

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They all said no to club and they right we probably would’ve gone back to dirty

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The psychic said I have to let you go

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I still cry when I think of it but now I’m just like no it’s was just pac I loved then and that’s why I keep getting it wrong and confused

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Pac I know now you made it… why does our adrenaline runs so deep… they did a adrenaline study on Jayme too the first time she beat stage 4

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https://youtu.be/OaaTSS5yuuA

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Pac knew my pen name was skye and they thought it was a lie too

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My screen names gonna be my pen names now

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I SAID TRACE THEIR IP NOT MINE

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Not that you haven’t been on there since 1997 being introduced to that rat

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I heard my electronics in hillcroft hymn and they all told me I was losing my mind

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Nah now I know how ceds message to me got on Shannon machine for real

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You not blaming me for this for real… I’m not down with you all at all

I asked him one favor no fighting until I get out of school and now he’s hurting me and slicing me on purpose again… WHY ARE YOU FUCKING DOING THIS TO ME KEVIN?

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They’re fucking with my head and electronics and pre setting fights and making me sick on purpose - I just want to know who and why

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I despise reality tv cause of the stupid fake drama… whose serving me my worst nightmare intentionally and why

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They’re fucking with my phone on purpose and won’t tell me why… I just wasn’t able to send my ex a text

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For at least 24 years now and I’ve been legal 20

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What right do they have to do this to me… who and why?

I deserve people in my life that love me to death and wouldn’t - when the fuck do I just get out of this living nightmare?

They fucking prepped him and told him ways to get me to trust him like the tree family sayings even felt peace and comfort

You guys do know you gave me bran damage and still won’t stop right

I don’t do drugs like that and never did - ask strahl if I ever got one dirty urine, or how they would set me up the day before they force me in patient - I can prove I was clean and my father would’ve been able to too… now I do a 20 a day in the am just to function thru the med fog

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Maybe another in the afternoon… if it’s legal for your snitches I have people of better character that deserve it’s legal for them too

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Because what black man do you know that doesn’t have a felony? It’s the only choice America gave them it’s the only way to dig yourself out the guttter… and maybe when they get straight they help us thru the oppression too… we deserve to get better not worse

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Too

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That’s not my fucking plight either but you have everybody shook now

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Los level mother fucners vs human trafficking and torture… hmmmm

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I think giving people more time if they go to trial is robbing people of their civil rites too

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Your bribing and coercing them

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Because they can’t prove it probably why guys… I used to be scared of trial too… it’s a new day - don’t deny it just tell them why

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Why are they allowed to set up innocent people too

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Cause I’m a pop the mother fucker that was raping me

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Because you won’t help or make them stop

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I got follows home he knows where I live now

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It didn’t click until like 6 hours later

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I can prove it’s legal for their snitches too

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IE kevin and Melissa

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And what extenuating circumstance did you tihink you torture and rape is legally ok and not stop it?

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BRAIN DAMAGE! Why do you think that’s ok to do to me too?

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Why are they still fucking with my phone and my head?

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Because I had a career? Is that why you did it? I don’t even know who my enemy is or why

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Yes took my life and dreams and made it so I’ll NEVER get them now

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You*

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My own family and my family back… my gma disinherited me

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I burned out 3 stars wishing so hard

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It took me 5 weeks to save up for McDonalds and how much money does it cost you to keep me caged and trapped like that this? Why do they refuse to even give me disability or retract it and lie and say I didn’t send in my prooofs when they did

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I think some rich bored pedophile made damn sure I’d have no one but them… no buddy if they don’t put a needle in your arm you taking one in the back of the head cause you don’t deserve the respect of eye to eye either

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I want every last penny that’s in your account

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Spend that shit the right way… if you’re responsible for the cost of changing them church steeples in front of all us poor folk

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Never mind

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I had a great day despite my mom let me go shopping and I didn’t have to worry or be thirsty or hungry for hours cause I’m broke - it only cost like $150 - got clothes and new make up 2 outfits I had fun and gave her a thank you card

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Hey I really can’t function other wise with my petty $25 dollars - it does make me feel guilty and low

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Everybody on ONE psych med… how you think I take 6 - I’m not walking around being your blow up doll

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Or drugged up so people believe you

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I hear that man’s voice and cringe harder then when I heard digital underground

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I want to know who was raping me and why you let him

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50 I even had a cut on my vv and they still threw me in mental

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Just pull my medical records psych been thru say theirs I bet but to be so above the law they listed not to he used for non medical purposes when they tried to kill me in rex

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It’s in my Facebook evidence pictures

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Both proving I was sober as well

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They tried to kill me on the birthday Holly hills hit, when they gang raped me in mb, when they shot me, and Rex it’s the only ones I can prove

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Now I know why they laugh at me and final destination but it’s really not funny

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I’ guess to us it is

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I know now he killed pac or tried to too

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They said he’s been on me since I was 5 years old

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They still fucking with my head on IG

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They still fucking with my head on IG

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They still fucking with my head on IG

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They still fucking with my head on IG

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nobody gonna rape and defile me and get away with it ever again. I thought my step father was doing it and blamed him to press charges - he just preset that up to take the rest of my family away too

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I really have no one at all ever now that Jayme is dead and Magic moved

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How am I supposed to trust people and drs aver again?

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Just nite nite that freak

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Someone be dragged down with him will

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Yes Jicera you were born the year Silence of the Lamb came out and I had a friend who named her dog precious and I used to crack up about it until I found out what they were doing when I was with god

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I would love to if they let me - it would be my first

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I can’t all I asked was for him not to do this until I graduated school at least and he couldn’t even do that

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I can’t all I asked was for him not to do this until I graduated school at least and he couldn’t even do that

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Stay on my roof please

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Female rapists can die too… idgaf either

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I think it’s actually funny that you’re whiter than me

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They have my body tapping inappropriate again too

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It’s possible I lost time time and it was suspicious but not sure

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I thought it was my baby dad

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IT WASNT

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Will you guys let me handle it on your lawn again? Do I get permission?

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Don’t do it I will lol

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But only if they let me cause I’m not goimg to jail over the pedi and old friends either

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It was my step moms cousin Vince glasser black mailing my dad when I was in 5th grade

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I’ll never forget his face at the dinner table that night when I told everyone he called

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He told me he can get me into ATT long distance something… that’s how my gma got her money in stock

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Yeah the ponzy if I was Effie

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I used to be nice with computers

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I fucked up a copy and paste on an interview and told myself I’m never trying or putting
Myself thru that ever again

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I only touch one in class - I despise them now…
Is that the resentment I need to let go cause she didn’t call
E back either

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Me*

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Excited I’ve been working for free at school for 3 years now… can’t wait to get my own money again

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My mom gives me $149 a week for gas, food, and entertainment

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But not being drugged up or over eating is more important to me

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140*

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Please I lost my prices 4 years ago I’m fucked I’ve been fucked I’m used to being fucked and I can’t stand being forced to be poor either

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Guys I literally have like 5 loyals and that is it and I still go to bat for any of them

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My dad was private though so I don’t want that public

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I think they trying to make me run again on purpose

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Not gonna happen I take money from my moms before I let you out me in jail over a false set up

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You’re paying her every dime back too and I know my step dad keeping count of how much I owe

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You fucking with my head, family, and phone still now adds mentally torturing me to brain damage too

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Who heard the physical?

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Who kissed my forehead?

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What conclusion do they need for me to be free again?

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My phone being crazy cause some changed my Apple account password and I can’t figure out how to change it

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Hey… at least they can’t find me

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Hey… at least they can’t find me

I’m not the only one that can’t read an old school clock anymore… a girl at my school ironically said she can’t either

Who the fuck builds a multi million dollar house on rocks 6 fucking inches from high tide - you don’t deserve to have money and we want it ALLLLL

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Kevin told me to leave that way and that’s wheee my navigation took me

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Never spoke to his ass again

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They making noises outside again…

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Money doesn’t impress me character does… and I ALWAYS had a 10 until you got to them too

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My ex he’ll mate said my location showed as my house when I was at school and then they changed my Apple ID password

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I catch you fucking stalking me and you’re fucking dead and I never meant anything more before

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Get off my phone, leave me and my family alone and fucking pay me restitution as soon as possible… my moms sick and I never got my dream of getting her house back I’ll be damned if I can’t pay her back either

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I was gonna write a book with my and my gmas emails back and forth and she died bating me too

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Hating*

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I loved my gma every time I checked her for how she was raised she always said ohhh and listened - she actually used to collect rent in black neighborhoods and even had friends… Thad’s how she knew how to rag my hair instead of curlers

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And my father was only 3rd generation in… I’ll take the hit for the cause but if you don’t get them racist assholes away from me I swear

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She died the day she met mg hall mate… I’m sorry I’m confused and thought I finally found my one

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AGAIN

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When I was being raped I sewed that cookie doll and asked God nor yet not when I’m like this

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She even gave me the angel I bought her back to me

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What the fuck kids did you tell my GMA?

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Lies*

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Them bullies forcing my type like this gonna die too

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It’s the only time I get this sick… when I start typing wrong words and die to myself and shit

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It hurt and I was really confused and my family won’t tell me anything either

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I just need him until I get out of school but you can have that one too… any fucking one you want cause mines wouldn’t

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They knew how close me and my gma were it’s the same time my cpu started saying jwww to me

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Thought it was just the song

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I don’t want to be in their world like this… when do they stop forcing my body

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Because you watched the entire thing and knew I was innocent and you helped them… you above the law freaks gave me brain damage on purpose

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And still won’t stop

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I have 39 tests to prove I was not a drug addict - why does that bank torture and rape anyway?

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Why are they legally allowed to do anything they want to me

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I had a gold silk tank in my license picture and the one they sent was me in a yellow sports bra I was too stupid and forgot to say anything cause I was sober

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They always try to take my cosss and make me trash

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Idek know when or how or who did that - I didn’t even notice or miss a beat like usual - I don’t want to live my life forced to share my body while they try to type thru me either… it’s my body and I refuse to share it

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Idek know when or how or who did that - I didn’t even notice or miss a beat like usual - I don’t want to live my life forced to share my body while they try to type thru me either… it’s my body and I refuse to share it

Because I saw the same people at Walmart then cvs u forget to check if they followed me home and my coffee went missing who is fucking with my head and body and why?

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Are they coming into my homes again?

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Pac if Marissa and Kevin are with you I swear to god im out even if it’s you CHOOSE

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Melissa*

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I don’t want anything to do with anybody ever again… I’ll talk to my hell mate until I get out of school and won’t be stupid ever again - I don’t understand why people even pretend to love me… I’m glad I’m not like that

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This shit not a game and I never even signed up for it

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They take my class and give me trash and it’s not fair that I just want my god and body back I just spit up a pill

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How did THEIR cod get MY body?

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God* I just want my god and body and free will back

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He’s cross

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Gross*

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And ugly and weird and a heorine addict - wuy are they trying to surround me with heorine addicts anyway?

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Not since like 05 wtf

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Never had NOTHIJG to do with heorine EVER and never will

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I left when they went to crack

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I don’t want to live like them I don’t like it and it makes me sick who is trying to force me to and why ?

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How do I get my body back and stop being forced to share my body with some disgusting enemy

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I hear them all every day and they make me ugly everyday too… why are they allowed to change how my god made me look?

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I hear his disgusting scratchy voice

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I want them all in jail and away from me once and for all

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They get to everybody…

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I want some type of life back and not living like this

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What do I have to do to get my god and my body and my civil rites back? NOW

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I rather kill then be like them…

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He’s repulsive and thumbs make me want to throw up they’re so ugly

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I get so scared my thumbs are starting to look like that

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No way in hell stop trying to change me I rather kill then let them

https://youtu.be/8p0fhiIY9_s

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My dream was to get married in a traditional family and I tried to sell my soul for kids LMFAO but now there is nothing he can offer me… I don’t want kids anymore - just the daughter I never knew I already had

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Idk how the fuck they did that for real… but it’s funny looking at the pics like the throw up on my school pic

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On my shirt in my school pic*

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I also wanted to work in the city and as a personal assistant too

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I’m the movie “the devil wears Prada” and “a good day”

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I loved being an executive assistant and I really hate that I’m too sick to go back

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I want to write now and get paid for it and not giving up until I do

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My hell mate has a story too… I’m trying to get us both paid… I understand why he didn’t take the 5 years and snitch… but they didn’t have to give him 26

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I think threatening people with more time if they go to trial is bribery and not fair and is against their civil rights too

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Because the constitution says we have the right to a fair trial - that shit not fair

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He likes older woman she was sucking his dick and her daughter walked in, he took the charge and she dissed him and left him in jail anyway type bitch and I believe him - how somebody force you ro suck their dick and not even have a weapon

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I want him off the list too

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He has the snitching rule confused - yes with your boys - no to that bitch

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He’s a bitch magnet - it’s actually really annoying how many woman hit on him

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Guess it’s not my problem anymore

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His other gf is older and I put up with her because I felt guilty about leaving him in jail when I started getting hit

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But 3? That’s when I say hell no… but the fucked up part is he left me and I want to know for who cause he’s not getting me back now either

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Friends and that’s it

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I don’t even trust him as a hell mate anymore

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26 years AND the list? Oh hell no… wish I was a lawyer he didn’t even kill anybody… but he’s “get your ass in the trunk”

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Robbed them and put them in the trunk when he left… I’m probably saying too much though

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He was 17 or 18 when he was arrested and put in jail (maybe 19 by the time he went to jail) and that’s SOOOO fucked up

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His 2 kids are prior and I’m really glad he had them young too… even though his son that I loved hates me now too

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We were in the car and my roads cut off and I kept screaming at my bf who was driving, then I called and cursed him out in front of him by accident

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You halluncosnt when driving and it looks like you’re gonna run off the road… I think that’s what happened to Ming too

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Ming died in a car accident a couple of years ago

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If I was driving that night all 3 of us would’ve been dead

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I tried to send back the sick shit and seen accidents everywhere after… that bitch is so fucking stupid for real

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It’s all about her right?

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I said I was tired of her ugliness meaning attitude but it’s funny cause the more evil she did the uglier she got body wise too LMFAO

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I fine with the break up cause I’m loyal to pac but I need to know if he’s alive or not cause otherwise if I need to move on I never will… I waited 8 years

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I’ve been dodging car accidents since like the 90s… my ex used to laugh like how you do that but I don’t think that shit funny at all

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And my last thing to add… you should have to take a test to be a psych like the army give cause most people are in the field cause it interests them for themselves and the education makes them lethal too

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My dad told me what went on in his house growing up

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Cause when I woke up at the wedding breakfast my nieces friend was saying to her that you know working on family members is illegal

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Here not regulated and can purge their files every 7 years… my Brain damage as a result does not go away in 7 years - I think they should follow the same rules as medical since they can fuck you the hell up too

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I’m trying to figure out how to sue for malpractice cause strahl had a legal obligation to tell the police about my rape and didn’t… they found out when I stole the Lex running for my life… now I laugh like damn you can fake the girl out the hood but you will never take the hood out of her lol

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I went to an alternative school and obviously was a juvie too…I guess I turned it all around when I got into IBM I knew it was a long shot blessing but I was good at something legal now too

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I aced a computer test by accident but used to be really good at computers, they were intuitive to me

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I’m mad that dissavkry won’t approve me cause they don’t know what it feels like to lose a job cause you fucked up - let alone like 4

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I’ve been in school 3 years and it’s a 1 year program

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I can do hair though… I think… as long as it’s not a morning ful time position

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I haven’t ate in like 3 days

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I wish I never tried to date again

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It would’ve been my 6th divorce - it just doesn’t work with anybody and I’m fine with that now

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I would’ve said yes to 6 of them

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My bf asks me why I wear make up then and it’s because I’m not gonna let them make me let myself go… oh hell no

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Fuck love, I’m staying single until I die… unless pac still alive

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They joy doesn’t equal our to the pain- it’s actually what causes it

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I can’t believe how long it’s been since I’ve had a psychotic episode but it scares me too… what if it’s the big one, the one they can’t bring me back from

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And WHO?

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Nobody will tell me what the fuck is going on

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I don’t have any friends left cause Jayme died and everyone else think it’s ok to disrespect me

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I want to fucking throw up again

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I just want this shit to be over… can someone just pay us so I can run away?

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I still don’t know who was stalking me who still is… I just want it to be over it’s sick and not fair

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Why everybody just let him?

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How do I just make sure this is all OVER!!!!

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Just pay us so I can heal PLEASE!!!!

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My Alexa went off for no reason - he’s still doing it the sick freak

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15 fucking years… when is it just over?

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How did they make hurting me legal?

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I hate when you want to cry you can’t and when you don’t want to you do

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Nobody will help me get free

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Make them stop stalking me ��

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I guess im a try to go to sleep…

https://youtu.be/4ui3HvVzgA0?si=b7N2hG1ceZ35mRgM

I don’t box shadows cause the shadows I see are kids… I did swing once and still feel bad - anyways I was in NC thru he worst of it and knew I had a child shadow there… anyways I’m watching tv and I feel her run to me saying sorry sorry and I got lit the f up - it was funny but we feel things physically - it felt like static like the old tv buzz slash fire.or disintegrating, burning, etc - taking notes for movie too

I didn’t have a step dad until I was 21 though and

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I didn’t have a step dad until I was 21 though and

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I’ll chill

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They started again…

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The song keeps glitching

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Or dismissive…

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Both ways… and it’s all good I already testified

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It was wet

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You can’t but and check the time every second - I may be powerless now but I believe in God way more than you

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He not gonna go back to jail for Kevin and Melissa trust

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Yeah that might’ve been the bitch to set off the bomb in 05 too

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You think I should go to the hospital again and get drug tested? I don’t wanna risk getting put in mental

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I already dodged that bullet tonight that’s how I know help might be here

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I’m pressing charges to the FULLEST extent of the law

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She prolly gumming his dick right now the ugly ass trick

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Nah she really is a prostitute

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I always picked her up or took her to the hotel yet she live by herself

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I had a feeling when pac said that the other day

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She got to spell to get a man it will wear off again soon but she can keep him… he already used up now

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I might go fuck with her when I stop shaking - I might kill her with one punch by accident though right about now

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Waiting for the same cop to go on duty

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7am

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Wanna meet me there bitch?

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It’s already proven

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Did he give her my taser? Is that where it went? You’re really gonna laugh when you see a picture of her

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lmfao and it’s crack right? Is that why my teeth keep getting numb?

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She’s a prostitute and smokes craxk, does e, shrooms you name she do it

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Men too… ain’t one you man I know fucked her

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Ain’t one man I know that ain’t fucked her

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I respected that atleast she started charging

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I shouldve known she was back when my hair started thinning MY FUCKING MOTHER SAID HER HAIR WAS THINNIG TOO

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We need help for real… that’s my mom and how they able to keep coming in and out my house

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She said her hair was thinning too

My phone won’t let me take off my location

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The dreads look great Jay!!!!

https://youtu.be/ldERY-x2tFA?si=SDkkVmb3LdRiHT6u

This is my baby nephews band - trying to help get them on

I used to call ice cube drs… so dre I pray you say no way and kick dope boys ass so I can say today was a good day too… cool?

WTF DOES IT TAKE TO GET THAT DOPE HEAD MOTHER FUCKER AWAY FROM ME

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If you ain’t on my team by morning…its fuck you too and I swear

It’s me cla203, a disciple, cla919, and nonun2

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Where did my where im from go?

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Where we moved to LMFAO

https://youtu.be/5B9LEPxu6f8?si=jN8EbO9YcZEZIxwL

PAC I’m not gonna lie I was trying to break thru to 50 then I got mad when you wanted to trace thinking it was the ones that made me let go of the wheel and close my eyes looking for angles type shit

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�� you better put that woman first (I’m not doing anything for him to lose trust in me cause I know what it’s like)

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PAC I have a scar on my left wrist that I have no clue or where or when I got but the fucked up part is I’m a lefty and can’t cut with my right

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You see how straight it is too?

I had a fun night writing it just makes me mad that these drs think they are better then me to take my life… I can prove they are lying and repeatedly try to murder me too

I can’t tell the difference between death and insanity

I can’t tell the difference between death and insanity

I got one for uncle murda to spit…

We just laughing cause you it that
I mean everyone’does just no one admit it

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I guess hit it sound better

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She gonna let lies and intentional set ups be her one shot to make it too? I’m about this money and you have talent - not to be a butch but why ARE you acting so stupid?

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That spit was to missy flies

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They took mayonnaise off my ig and her - wrf is going on and why are people trying to communicate by stalking my devices and fucking with my head

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I’m 47 years old… how old do I have to be for someone to tell me WTF is going on

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And how this shit legal

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Why are they allowed to force me into a life I don’t want or have anything to do with?

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Why won’t anyone make them take no for an answer and make them leave

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Does to death on words true? It might stop lying in court… I want the transcript of court that night when I woke up flipping out in the cop car

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I don’t know how to get them out of me or to leave me alone

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The voices

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Get e on boy game I ever heard of was hustling

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Then only game I heard of was hustling*

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Who think I’m gonna let them do that to me and shut up? FOH

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Wish I had $10 I want fries

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I hate cooking.anything really

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Can’t sleep again

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Even if I was hallucinating and god can make vile sperm come out my vv and butt - yoo still have to tread me like a normal citizen, investigate, and report it like Naug did… it wasn’t my step father

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How does sperm come out of you when you didn’t even have or censent to sex

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Almost every fucking day everywhere j ran

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I don’t remember I went insane 9x the first year alone. Maybe 3-5 years

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And every fucking time j think I’m finally safe… they do it again

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We nipping this shit in the bud right here

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Between drs hospital and police j tried 8x

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I’m sorry but my life and health and body is. Not your probably likes to fuck corpses blow up doll

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It’s fucking hypno

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I have proof my plants in my apt was altered

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Everyone after 2010

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They started at ibm and the voicemail playing creepy opera music that confused me all day

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They always come back and I don’t understand why

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My life my body my choice and yes but I only have two or so left of the spy cam and the one with the white hand sipping ice coffee is gone I think

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It was too close it was next to my bed so just a hand

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They had my apt wired and using hypno and I’m scared cause my Alexa dings sometimes - just dings

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I tried to break the hypno with YouTube myself - played right into jf and. Made it worse

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I don’t want to change and live in an enivorent that makes me sick over a man that I’m not attracted to

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I’ve heard twice this week maybe 3

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Even grosses me out

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Please I’m trying to get out of hell not a worse one… my hell mate laughed when I said I rather be raped than that

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At least I’m not there and only feel the pain after

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Tupac Shakur DEFINTELY doesn’t want me with a heroine addict either

I’d like to address my minimal cocsine use… I’m on 6 psych meds and I can’t stand sleeping 15-20 hours each day - it helps the fog

You get 6 and I have a feeling j get to keel my one on busy days

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I can’t stand sleeping that much either

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Most my nightmares comes.back in dreams

Her mom came to me that’s why and she took me into her family, didn’t treat me different to my face, and she has talent too

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I don’t trust you either right now but I trust W

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She seemed confused

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Money not fiends like that that’s take privacy too much to repair for a minute if we even want to

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Promised her I wouldn’t and I counldny cause I’m confused too

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It was never him since he left when I put my dishes on the porch

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LMMFAO we can laugh they can’t

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I’m not the one saying I’m not mentally ill… I know I am still too OBVIOUSLY

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Was it the creeper that was filling out my menus and wrote their number everywhere?

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After I accused my step dad of take and almost lost my family too

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The drs were telling my mother to kick me out

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She passed out LITERALLY

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I’m scared that cause he’s institutionalized too that they pull the wool over both our eyes - he’s smart and strong enough not to be - one of us has to and he is more quolifed - he’s very smart

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If that bitch laugh one more time I swear

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If I could should in the dark they’d all be dead already

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Got not a ounce of love in my heart left for them bitches other than d need to talk to his wife and find out where and when she was set up too but no way in hell I want the friendship back

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And if you don’t think she set you up roo… you’re even more pathetic than me… what happened though? We used bounce around metal detectors at the club to this… why?

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Yeah that was funny we were in vip that night I didn’t notice until the song said I knew all them - it was one of the best nights of my life

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Cause we just walked in and sat and they didn’t kick us out… I’m really not a dancer I just like to sit and chill and lean back and. Hop

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I don’t want to be a vampire anymore - I only wanted to save Jayme and she dead all bets off

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I don’t owe anybody but pac and my family a thing

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Did I lose time again?

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Pussy mother fucker can’t even come to my eye

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I’m in moms house Chris and a John please help

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I’ll never fear them because I don’t respect them

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It’s like fucking a corpse asshole

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Nah I was on my ig

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We good but that’s the rest of my life now too

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Everyone after 2010 - you’d know better than me

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I realized it was him when I locked myself in the bathroom to call my gmas when they were taking me to mental at the gas station

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Just want him to finally leave me alone and stop making me sick

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all of them… pac where you at

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Traitor we just moved in I doubt cameras wete up

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And no pac… I didn’t get sick I actually woke up in a great mood

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Until they lied and dragged me to mental against my will and they wouldn’t even check my computer that I didn’t write a surlicide note

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Different levels of hell and you not dragging me into yours… I hardly even fucking know you

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Wasn’t even sick and woke up couldn’t figuring out how to dial the Telephone

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Yo a lawyer contacted me today but didn’t practice in those states - I’m above to send the file to disability like listen I need the money ASAP

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They know how stressed I get over money issues too or being controlled

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He refuses to stop or get out of and off me and really guys please nake him

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I don’t know how to protect myself from hilm

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I don’t want to live in your world dope boy

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I bet you anything they doint for the pedi

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That old man is sick I can go to weird incision friends when I was like 5

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How old was he? Idgaf who you are you’re a pedophile too

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As well as a rapist

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Tired of hearing his voice on my roof can someone kick him out?

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I started hearing it after the mb assaults

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I was behind a Camry today and wanted to lace it - prolly was my old car you fucking freak

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I’m classy not tacky

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I need me a new bubble not a hoop d

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I don’t want to live my life feeling like people I hate in my own body

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All this money they spend to trap me and keep me sick how do I get my own so I can be free again?

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You should pay people for good deeds not evil

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I hate these wars in my head too… but maybe if they just stop fucking with it

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Nah I told them my cop dieter than their cops!

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Dirtier*

I’m scared but the new ig is cla203ct

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Not trying to be famous just free and paid and create and get back to happy things

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My sister gi Jane and if she scared it’s serious… I’m not scared cause I’m crazy

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I actually can’t said to face them

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Wait* fighting for my body back too

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It’s why I refuse to tap or trace

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I don’t tolerate disrespect and it’s MY body that MY God gave to me

The genuses cut my left wrist and im a lefty

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A perfecrtly straight line on my left wrisg - it mustve been wgen they zhot ms and i loast 5 weeks

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Pls dont say over a doe head i met like 15x my snftire life

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Please tell me what i ever lied abput sonce lyong to pac abpur my age

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Thats ahy i have that cardinal sin

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I guess at 13 i shouldve known better - wjhen do their sins get tagged Lord?

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You know how pisswd i was when i wenr to the witch store to send it back that ue asked if i trid moving? I said 3x but what the fuvk i got to move for?

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Please give me back my body amd get out of me

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Because bitches like you should come with a warning sign

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Dp yoi guys stkll have tje tape of the fight on the police statiom lawn? We need a good laugh. Please unte me too

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Human traffickbg? Anyvody who watch and Llow thar is sick and needs mentap

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Just wanted to know why he said oh oh oh. And then came to my window

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Like the army you should have to take a test to become a psych they’re too dangerous armed with the knowledge in my opinion I look what they got away with doing to me publicly

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My cards literally said the same thing like 5x in a row the last time he was in my house and I realized how dangerous he was

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Evil secret and people around you

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I never was in their circle and didn’t know they were witches

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I’m not against them I just don’t like it personally

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Witches I mean I am against my old friends and shocked they did this to me

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I can’t believe the stupid bitch Hypnod me in court

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That’s why I was flipping out in the cop car cause she woke me back up outside I just didn’t realize it was pissible though

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Yes Darby goes to jail and I want all of his money too

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Fatboy*

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He acted like it was the only place he could live

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Never not with my knowledge permission or consent

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I wasn’t even friends with her she tried to od me like 3 years prior - I thought it was an accident but realized it wasn’t until recently

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Then she called to apologize to make it look like we’ve always been friends

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I want the fucking company that makes that yellow shit too

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Thought I was dehydrated

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How did the entire world know I was a hypno patient and get the word or phrase though?

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They were writing it down and giving it to each other

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They made the mistake of giving it to my hell mate and he showed me

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I hear his voice since the gang tape and hellll noooo would I ever sleep with a white old man

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Make him shut up and leave me alone

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Please reference my pink dick comment

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Since the rape it make me wanna throw up

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A patient does what ever they ask when under hypno whether or not your entire core being is against it - I want my free will back

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Some bodies down stairs but I’m not leaving this room

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That’s exactly why they won’t let me make my own money too

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They’ve alienated me from EVERYBODY

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Please if I die you plll getting the needle

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It worried about nothing

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I want to see the videos too

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Their defense is my evidence I know for fact they had to be telling me what to do

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I think hypno should be illegal

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I was 14 the first time they did it… it was Dr fox the day he made me look at the ink splots

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I guess when they got away with the lisence pic it was a rap

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Then they got away with Myrtle beach and became invincible

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Entranced myself to jay z and heard a lyric and slammed on my breaks on a divided highway after the gang rape

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It’s against Hollins religion so I respect that but the psychic told me he still watches over me

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After the first time they brainwashed me my it was 92 and I remember my dad being pissed but it went back up to 120 so they hit me again

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Iq*

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I read they intentionally antagonize their patients

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That’s why they fuck with my phone

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YPU GUYS are the baby killers

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You not gonna make me pop too

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I hit insanity 9x in ONE FUCKING YEAR

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I’ll never get better now do you realize that? I have fucking brain damage and my neuron doesn’t even care cause they lie and say I’m on drugs

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I bet you my eyes look funny when I’m under and that’s why they starred the I’m on drugs rumor

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Or they did it so nobody care

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Reds been watching me since 04… good luck with that

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When i saw the truck sign that a child gets human trafficked every 9 seconds someone has to help us

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In my world we go to the death if there is an issue I think we should use that in court you lie and you die like us

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Put your life on your word

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Lord knows ain’t shit admissible these days with splicing and photos shop and shit

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I know I sealed out in police when I realized I was a liberal commy too

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Changed my major IMMEDIATely

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I freaked out in polo sci*

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If everyone loves hheor jobs and wasn’t financially driven the world would be happier - I wanted to be a teacher but the pay is too low

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It want a passion I was considering lots of jobs

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Ok im back thry cut my connection j eas zaying.zz i i caught the loop hole the firzf year u dsmsmcee my uncow bully didtn believe me abput tue elite theoru i wanted ti throw up then too

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I aanted to bd a lawyrr thr most but didnt want the moral dilemma of beinf good and convxtimg an innocnet man or letting a guilty one off

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We did a mock trial jn 7th grade and everyone rrad thr book and knewy defendant was guilty but i inventted evdnecr to proge they didnt ans my class rraply chose oue side

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I thouhyt it was funny

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Ibhad to walj by the bath tub god told me i was ginna die ub every day

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Iy changed me

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Wueb time starts skippong like now u hys be like cant thnk of that cant check the ckock rvery 10 minuted that in itslef will drivie you insane

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Tjey deleted the pic of the day i grew strong of me gicing thr midddle finger ib frobt of the tub

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I uust wqn tto know what rheu made me do that has efwetone thining i deserved it

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Tjey even rapef me in a schoom parking lot

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Cop drivng riggr nexf go me oyt

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Just promose me if i xie they all gst the chsor

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Chair* csyde the deforb hurt wayyyyy more thsn gettong shot

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Niw i know wjt tjat man came up to me axkinv if i remember him… I can’t believe they were really pimping me

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Besides missy flies and fat boy I want ti know who

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I had a career and a good life aunt Lori FUCK YOU TOO

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I graduated college with a higher gpa than you

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I can’t even figure out my new phone how

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Were you the one black mailing dad? I think it’s funny he lost his license bad going about to too

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And you are about to too - there must be a reason why it’s illegal to work on family members and I refuse to be the one that suffers

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Wtf you care you just at retirement

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I remember in patient telling me the laws still when I was 13

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And none of them follow them

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YOU HAD A LEGAL OBLIGATION TO REPKRT A CRIME AND CHECK ME WHETHER YOU BELIEVE I WAS RAPED OR NOT

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YOU HAD A LEGAL OBLIGATION TO REPKRT A CRIME AND CHECK ME WHETHER YOU BELIEVE I WAS RAPED OR NOT

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The only reason why police was involved with my gang rape is because I stole a car. My Dr did not report it and my drug seat was black from internal damage

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He knew I was raped and didn’t report it or even tell me

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I didn’t remember unto I got shot

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I started having nightmares about it and I know all these Visuals of what they did to me will come back too

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I keep hearing a white old man say he didn’t rape me I have my entire town that knows I wouldn’t fuck you even if you paid me a trillion fucking dollars

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It makes me nauseous to even see it since the gang rape they tried blaming Kkkk and 50 for

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I don’t fuck with me I got Malaysian in me.i think

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How much money do they spend keeping me trapped and caged like an animal with my phone and stuff - why don’t I have any money or allowed to make it?

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My mom doesn’t deserve to fund this

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Well at least I know I can live alone again as long as my house isn’t wired

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Only when I’m in a bad mood - not when I’m happy

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Flex they had your name on the blue tooth trying to blame you too

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Mooch they tried to blame you when I got beat into the Houston.the day I talked to you

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Hospital*

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I only knew of 3 people I slept with or chose to sleep with in 3 years… L magic and kiss

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8 years*

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Then I met my hell mate and never cheated on him either

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He doesn’t want to be with somebody that this can happen to… I don’t blame him either but can I ever get fixed?

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Dope boy not since like 05 I let him go down and it was gross

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Only one time

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So gross it actually tuned me off from it

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L recorded but I knew about that that’s the only one

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Technically magic he was the first after I waited a year for my babies dad to come back

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My hell mate got his wings back and you better give them back to him who knows what they said to him

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I wouldn’t be with you for a trillion either dog

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A story of angel watching another one fall

I watched through my looking glass, the window to your soul
Helpless I was on the sideline, I watched as you spun out of control
Material things destroyed what it was that you had built within
Bartered through faith – evened in sin
The crime – Possessions
For my life, I swore, and a promise will be kept
But who will forever own his soul I asked as I quietly wept
We’re trapped in a world where there are no bars
We are our own prisoners of wars
My soul too became a prisoner, once I realized what was true
Stuck behind virtue and pride,
I watched the hidden key so closely given, yet the key they still hide
Slaying your demons, I watch you fight… so I fight, for the darkest of our knights
Knowing many of them never had too many chances, so we defend their rights
It’s as if contracts were signed with wagering of souls
As soldiers on the front line we watch helplessly as they jump in and out of an abyss of weary holes
I forgive, and I love because I understand what the makings are of the peace they dream of
And now through his eyes, the torment showed to me became my secrets to reveal
But superficial wounds are only skin deep, the scars on his heart I could no longer conceal
You fell… and upon your decent you didn’t feel my wings trying to catch you
Without an ally in the upper echelon your betrayal should’ve been punished too
They trick you and tell you that even your shadow will leave you in the dark
But it doesn’t, it’s just temporarily faded, hidden as well as the angels will hark
I hold you as we stand among the chaos, examining the justice you have been served
Do you know that as you fell, I jumped, for this is an injustice… I don’t feel you deserved
My white wings have now wilted, I only ask you return them in black
I no longer want suffer on the sidelines and helplessly watch as they attack
All we have left is what they haven’t destroyed in the trust of me and you
I promise you I will never leave, only if you promise to make that promise too

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Fuck that I’m out

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Im losing time like a mother fucker is someone in my house?

Losing time like crazy and u think they slipped me heorine again - why are they trying to make me be a heroine addict now? HELL TO THE FUCK NO DOPE BOY

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Just feels like the sleeping piles I hate I’m pressing charges please help me to

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I did hear someone petting my dog

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I want him dead for this

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Noticed my tissue had brown on it

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I’m really mad right now

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Man I wouldn’t down try Shrioms

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I don’t do drugd like that just coke to get me thru the fog of 6 psych meds to functioni

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They still down stairs but I don’t wanna go

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Just weed coke, e a few times, and wet once by accident - that is all

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Wait I took my finger taste Mali once too

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Coke scared me with the addition so I knew better to try anything else I don’t like feeling drugged up

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I’m not acting like a rwtard like they do so I might be wrong

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But why he didn’t bark?

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He even barks at me

Yrs they fild agsib my ubferwear is wwt

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Wet

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Safe no safe no safe no its not over ubtik theyre all in jal o dead

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Ibad sage for 3 ursrs whej i was wih tim nownthat we dont speak rhey hitting me afain safe no atoeast ii haf 3 yeads safe

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Wake me up for one second and ull hanfle it

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Why i cohldnt just write andnit br abpt that why they uace to rape and publicly humilaife me again

Yo are you ok girl? I mean, obviously not, but have you got any support in place? People to talk to about this stuff irl?