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Talking about manipulating a bitch into your plan for her against her wishes and decisions every time
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What? You think you can make me love you or something? NOT I’m miserable in this environment - my hell mate free why I’m not
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You just stay fucking with my head how many years now?
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Until they get the answer they want - that’s when they’ll stop
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Fuck all that… I refuse to submit to people that are less than me. You’re too selfish you think you can make my life be all about you
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Get them off me please I don’t know how to do that either
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NOBODY will tell me wtf is going on
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My mom probably signed legal agreement not to tell me idk idc yes or no… it’s that easy
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I wish more people could be point blank
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Feel like talking shit to my aunt but I’ll shut up… why did my cousin stop doing her make up? She was really good at it
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When I realized she knew what I was talking about… either someone lied about it and said I was or they have tied down with more than invisible chains
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Have me tied down with more than invisible chains… If you ain’t dead leave my body alone
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Yes
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Well no one told me about it but Jayme was there when my mom was on the floor
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We need some 30+ clubs
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She had a paw tattoo but never smelled so idk and that better be why or them bitches fucked
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I asked her if I found a vampire would she be down and she said hell yeah
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Why you wouldn’t help my best friend?
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It can get rid of the black plague but not cancer? I don’t believe that
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Get off my body and put me back to ghost taps please
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You can do all that and all that twisted shit though… I’m medical you’re fucking sick
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Get off me PERIOD
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First question for God… how can someone change your religion without permission or consent?
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I don’t want anything to do with them why would I ever be their friends again? and why they just won’t go away… well I know it’s because they are twisted and sick and evil and scared to leave the scene of the crime
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They just need to know that they’re not caught and make sure their lies are working
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I bet you one of them on this thread right now
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I have enough with the medical voices I hear and don’t need to hear them too
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Why do they think MY life is about THEM? Why do they keep poking me
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Least favorite friend, thought I had to friend knew she was a little off but not this bad
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I didn’t know them bitches at alll
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They pretend well… at least they know what the right thing to do is they just chose not to do it
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Yes proof I can go on a stand for that on 3 of them
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What do you call looking at and touching me with out my knowledge permission or consent… then dumb enough to talk about it… I caught BJ, SH, and KA
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Laughing in my face talking about it like it was someone else too… I get it
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I feel gross cause of that
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When did they turn me into a human toy then blow up doll and how and why and how do I know it can never happen again?
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How did people like them get more rites over me then even me?
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Second question for God
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Didn’t think stuff like that was possible
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Kept too busy to think or remember
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https://youtu.be/6g6nL14W3s0?si=CP0iYPk387oAgrva
If you were tied down invisibly and couldn’t push him off you while they were saying all that sick shit you might’ve thought about changing your religion too
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They still trying
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I know they can’t do it for me but they better stop trying
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Then he said it was the best sex? Out of here freak
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Cause I have nothing to hide I ai t ever do shit that I’m not prepared to answer for and ask god
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So you think I’m a lie to god before you?
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Get off my roof and put me back where you found me
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I’m mentally ill and don’t want to hear their voices
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Dissected a good one but why only on their command
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Disassociated*
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It happen again I’m going to jail
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Completely prepared for that
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Gonna try to sleep… services in a few hours
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Cause I blamed my mental illness on that weird shit and didn’t realize it was pastille
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Didn’t realize it was possible*
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Please make them go away and get their trash out my body
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Nite
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I can’t focus until they leave me alone - but that’s what it feels like
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https://youtu.be/Z45tr7HnSYE
I get it pac… just that easy you don’t trust him
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What’s wrong? EAT
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My brother a sister we’re both drug addicts when I was growing up… I learned to hate them and used to be really mean to them but when I switched teams they were nice to their customers and so I was too… my biggest mistake was reapexting a coke head because I then became one too… I think it’s best to keep the disrespect going to be honest
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My brother and sister both have over 25 years of sobriety now
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It sucks to be bad at something good… but then I realized I was damn good executive assistant too
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To be good at something bad*
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Yeah I used to be good at computers too lmfao and yeah just never fit anywhere always being sided for the next too
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Didn’t care… if it wasn’t real I didn’t want it either
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Yeah we were young like that 2
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Toio*
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Nothing on this earth would EVER make me hurt my family though
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Cause I wanted a club lol and a laundry mat so I started paying attention
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When the salon came in it was a wrap
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Hell no lol
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I know I can jump back in and get what 16 years? Fuck all that
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I know I can jump back in and get what 16 years? Fuck all that
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I know I can jump back in and get what 16 years? Fuck all that
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Not even for that $143.5M I’m determined to get out of all this
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It was my goal when I cashed in on my pension and 401k to move back home… my mom looked like hell on a visit
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You know she actually got me to eat fish today that wasn’t fried. It was good as all hell
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Lost the final remainder moving to Norwalk
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I cut 7 grams to 32 back then nah… he got a beat down lmfao
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So I shot up the wall with a paint gun etc etc etc
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Shit just got escalated way out of proportion - nobody give a fuck about that anymore
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Only custies like fish scale… it’s light as fuck
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I walked by a plant and my Nextel hummed
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I assumed it was the police watching and I was quit so I didn’t care
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Where did my wu track 10 piece go… do you know how hard I worked on that one?
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https://youtu.be/dD-jLqHLK28?si=FU9jedDVXZhII47Q
If I was in the industry… I’d switch to bonuses and salaries while branching all together like a corporation to add benefits too
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Show money your money
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Like a union
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OK… everything under CLA919 for a fully loaded 2026 blazer and to pay off my student loans?
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I can write more I write 90% more than I trace
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I traced for murderers and fell asleep trac Ng their confessions - my mom found them and took me to psych lmfao
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Pay off loans and credit cards - I ruined my credit by accident again
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Everyone know the first fire the best
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I said I’m not gonna speak on it so I won’t but I’m pissed
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Ice cube hasn’t made me smile like that since a good day :o) yeah my ex favored him a little old crush
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Officially on pause despite the break up
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And after that cop - I will NEVER attempt to date a white man again - and I’m not the reverse racist - they are!
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Just every time I try disaster
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And Lu ex that’s Puerto Rican he treats me like white guys do too fuck all that
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My ex*
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Some of them I let cause it doesn’t bother me and then some think their entitled and it makes me REAL mad
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My body I’m the boss… so how that not happen?
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Yeah they found PACs crazy baby mom but I’m only 75% sure now again
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Yeah why I probably flipped out the first 5 minutes of ps I love you
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Nah that’s what makes them crazier then me.. I AM legit mentally ill despite them
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Just… it has nothing to do with authority - it’s you only live once and I have to
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I want my mark here too
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Somethings to say I’m here and I made it for you too God
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“Cause gods gift to you is life and what you do with it your gift back”
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I want to fix jail and mental so that they can actually fix us not cage us and mask symptoms I’m living proof that there is life after insanity
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You can fix us
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I hit insanity like 6 times or 9 in one year after getting shot - will someone at least tell 50 cent if I was or was not shot cause they won’t tell me
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If they robbing people or selling drugs give them an education and job and if they raping people or hurting kids cut off their dick
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Group them together so they don’t learn how to commit new crimes
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Keep gangs away from each other rather then forcing them to share cells
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Stop aggregating us talking shit on purpose cause you don’t know what it’s like to pop off
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That should be a hate crime too
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NOBODY likes losing control
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It’s like you make fun of us for fucking up probably just like you did only we got caught
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Every co has its study and honestly - I’ll shut up but I didn’t forget you either or how you treated me
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Every co has their reason why*
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Why they became one
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My mom stoped doing the basement cause she thought it looked like the padded room. LMAO nah I never got the padded room but been tied to the bed twice
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As form of punishment I wasn’t violent at all
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I’m at fucked up in there
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It’s fucked up in there*
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It’s not because you all did it on purpose it’s cause he had someone on deck that quick and I’m tired
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For every bitch he give the opportunity to laugh at me and say I’m stupid like they better
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I haven’t been able to eat since my boyfriend left me Friday… scared… don’t want to have to go inpatient - but I can’t even stomach an ensure
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I know one thing… when I heal… I’ll never give a man the opportunity to do this to me again
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https://youtu.be/djoR8Sj86rE
Yo I’m really feeling uncle Murda though… OG just stepping in killing them young bucks… you go boy
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I can’t wait to ghost write - I’m a be freaking everyone out like Pac did me lol
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As a virgin getting pregnant and making my confirmation pregnant - that Hail Mary really freaked me out
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And patiently waiting by 50 too
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Got so sick when Juno came out - thinking it was Magic
Kicking my ass - not my own life story
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I don’t know if it was my own coping mechanism cause my whole life when I was hurt I’d say to myself delete and move the fuck on
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I sat in my car for 14.5 hrs going off on them on Instagram just bleeding
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The I wake up and feel embarrassed - then I get hurt or mad and do it again
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Dizzy and nauseous as fuck!!! But it really makes me want to throw up just thinking of food right now - don’t want my mom to know cause if she find out she would take me in so I’m praying I don’t pass out either
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I hate that I feel I have to lie to my mom so much just to protect her - she hurt when I hurt so I pretend that I’m ok
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One thing I’m proud of.. I finally kicked drinking again
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My bf called me sleezy but the friend he left me to fuck isn’t sleezy for fucking her friends man? Yo I don’t get that
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He twisted
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When I was in my “torture” cell in NC my phone disappeared - I went to get a new one and my dad came to the store and said no it will be back… 2 or 3 days later it was on my bed room floor - HOW DID HE KNOW IT WOULD BE BACK??
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I know in my heart it has something to do with why he drunk himself to death
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That’s why I don’t drink anymore
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My dad loved me to death!!!!!! We were VERY close
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Ok guys last butt shot if I’m a be accused of being sleezy anyway
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He said my ass isn’t all I think it is… the tuck it ain’t
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Just kidding… I ain’t gonna play myself
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Just cause you a snake doesn’t mean you’re grimy… it means yoU have venom
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When can I strike?
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I hate him because any other night my parents would be in bed by 9
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I’ve been hated him since he told me I’d never be raped again and if I was I could kill them
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I posted I was so blessed for having my boyfriend on fb then he finds a way to break up with me
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He took all my money before he left me too
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My last friend just died and he fucked the other two I had… I recognize it’s the same game Anthony played and I’m tired as fuck
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I didn’t do anything wrong to anyone and don’t deserve to be played with
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I am never dating again
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I didn’t even want to get married in the first place but he tricked me. I think he was prepped on things to say to make me trust him and I want to know why
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I can’t eat I can’t sleep I’m sick as fuck again
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I literally have NO ONE and if I ever talk to him again I’m just using him for company but I doubt it… all the sudden he is ugly as fuck to me and the thought of him makes me want to throw up
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You pay people to hurt me why won’t you pay me?
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There’s nobody left and I’ll never trust again
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You get to every friend and bf I ever had
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The voices in my head say my old friends are going to prison for the rest of their life but I’ll believe it when I see it
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They got away with gang raping if I was shot they got away with it too and then human trafficking
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When are they going to stop and leave me alone?
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Leave me and my life alone*
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I literally have nobody but my very small family left
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I’ll never trust a friend or boyfriend again and just have to go back to learning how to be all alone
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I want to press charges on them
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Mellisa, Bobbie Jo, Kassandra, Kevin and ikon - I want to press charges
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Kassidra^
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He’s out… when am I free?
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What did I even do wrong?
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My life has been their joke and game since 1997
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TAF
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If the dope head asks me to marry him one more time he’s getting shot
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Get them away from me get them out my flesh and give me back my body and freewill
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I have no clue how they do it
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I want to know how my father knew my phone would be back in a couple of days and is it related to him drinking himself to death
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Get them out of my fucking flesh I don’t know how to
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I don’t think I’ll ever understand or forgive god
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Almost every day for 3 years
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I stopped counting at 863
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If you knew what was going on and didn’t stop them you helped and are accessories too
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https://youtu.be/cx9DZuPseNQ
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Styles it made me cry
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Been Around
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=edCFSozN6LM
I used to say I’d never do a bid, and ain’t nothing in life more important then the kids
That the code of the streets was more loyal then your profile is
And that id give my life if it would give him back his
I’d say hit, shot, smoke when I’d stand in their circle
Then I lost my mind and they only cared how my birds call
When your walking or marching or just airing it out
People see you different then their reAsable doubt
They think your spoiled or special and can’t understand the fall or the respect due
They didn’t know It was half faith in My God that I was trying to show you too
You Look them in the eye and turn, tell them to shoot you in the back that’s how our law do
Or living by a code we seem to all lose
The only codes we ever understood or respect
Then they look me at can’t understand the harsh deck
And I say it’s prolly when my family left that I died
Smile and wave...
And it’s in only in secret when And if I ever cried
I’d say I’m still a lot like you
Just different, that’s why the respect too
My own seeds hate me, and I didn’t trade my life instead that’s just how fate be
And if I did it for one I did it for all... but I guess it’s just how the fallen and the walking dead fall...
Link one: http://rapbattles.com/forum/showthread.php?496671-Poker
Link two: http://rapbattles.com/forum/showthre...?496657-Return
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Turning my back saved my life once
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When I had the green dot on my forehead - it’s disrespectful to yourself to shoot someone in the back
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When I had the green dot on my forehead - it’s disrespectful to yourself to shoot someone in the back
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When I had the green dot on my forehead - it’s disrespectful to yourself to shoot someone in the back
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One time we were in the parking lot after the club and my bf and his friends were standing outside the car… I got slow mo so I sat up quick and saw a red tinted car and saw the barrel peep out the window and I screamed and they all ducked and the car got confused cause they ain’t shoot yet and sped off - that’s my favorite save
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I don’t like that I don’t miss a beat when they hurt me and that’s not fair
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How do they do that… I still get fades and slow mo and prefer that cause that’s god not man
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I don’t respect no man on earth that claims to be god or a god
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I just have some ideas for belly v (bitches skipping scenes) then you can do 3 and 4
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This one of my angry songs
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https://youtu.be/2S_kFeI-B3s?si=lBybOb6yXDsR7zpe
Yes I caught him
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Well ask Jay… he would know who
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He was my neighbor bestie
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Ced was my best friend / boyfriend
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And they won’t let me go to the other side… I barely know my other niece and nephew
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Tired of the voices for real and 2 antipsychotics too dangerous and Evan the drs said no
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So I deal with the voices… I know they’re not real but it’s annoying and as fuck and will wear you down
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Noise has been bothering me for like a month now… I can’t watch tv unless my hell mate with me
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Hey start drama when they know how sick I am… if who ever is typong thru me would just leave and stop disrespecting me would be great
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Did they kidnap me?
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I think they think their project of me is more lucrative… don’t you ever let them get my body for science please
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I woke up in the passenger seat and told Ray to boy me a hat my hair was a mess
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The rest is on ig
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Yes they tried to shoot me and the police knew it because they were waiting at his house to arrest them
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How to sit there and watch and don’t help though?
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You’ve had Cameras on me since at least 2001… you know I’m not guilty or them
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My hell mate actually lucky he was in jail cause I’m sure they still try to blame him too… he may be a whore trying to stack but he’s not them and they keep coming in between us and I know in my heart I can’t go back
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Bobbie Jo, Melissa, Kevin, and now kassidra did this to me
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And everyone else since
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Kassidra gets a pass if she does the hard work… she failed a personality test and I realized that the way she was raised she really doesn’t know the difference between right and wrong
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I think she was a victim too
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Yes do you know how many people I caught snitching lmfao
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I’m mentally ill of course I fall into it every time
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Yes.. he did it for them intentionally
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My phone got caught off
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Said that was her babies dad and didn’t realize until I met her baby dad like 12 years later
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That you all look nothing alike
I don’t remember anything but passing you in the living room on the way out
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Then they blame the coke… what the fuck is the big deal about Coke? Oh wait… I know… cause then they get away with it all if I don’t dabble once a week and get out the fog
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Idky either and I don’t care…
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I can’t stand feeling like other people either or giving myself the finger… if you make them go away and leave me alone I have a chance to get better but they make me sick on purpose and I want to know why
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I want to know why nobody will tell me what’s going on either
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Every round gets worse for me and they refuse to stop
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I got mad when pat and bardo kept playing cypress hill or black sheep it could’ve been the past that said “caution when having sexual intercourse with a girl like Cheryl be sure to wear your jimmy hat condom” and I get mad… I don’t know if I remembered my daughter or not then
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And I know every word to dirty nursery rhymes
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I don’t know how to get thru this alone now
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I’m just delayed I get it now
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He cheated and turned off his location on purpose
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The car seat I made him show me was not his car
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I prove it to him and he get mad at me
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Since I’m sick and have been getting worse these past 3 weeks I will assume that Kevin is around and put another trick on him
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They swear they invincible cause they the police and feds and that’s how they get away with it
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I think so
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I was trying to get help
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Guess I figured out why everyone gets arrested behind me too… I’m not the snitch it wasn’t me
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It was my old friends and Kevin
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I’m mentally ill… why would I want people in my head too
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Crazier then you
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Why the fuck were you letting them publicly torture me?
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Why did you say my cat was turning on and off my tv and that the cat peed my bed and put the Bible on my floor?
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I read some of their false psych reports and if everyone hate me or kill me rhey tfhink they get my body for science
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To finish their project
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The reports are more ridiculous than I am
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They said I was married and mg husband was trying to kill me
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They never investigate… they knew I was accused of attempted suicide and they knew they drugged me and did it and let them come back for more
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How much their science project pay? Cause it seem to me that everyone gets paid for hurting me
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What did they tell my hell mate that he don’t give a fuck about me anyone either
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They made the perfect victim
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In an elementary school parking lot with a cop on the side of me driving our… why would they do that to me? What do they think I did?
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I don’t even trust peace and comfort now
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When do they leave me and my life alone?
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It’s starting all over again… what’s worse than human trafficking? What are they going to do to me now?
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Is there any way to stop them cause I just got lost again tonight
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Same thing they make my bf hate me and distract him so they can hit me
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Yeah my nephew who is marines on my page
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Melissa, Bobbie Jo, Kevin and Kassidra better talk
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My body is my temple so how that not religion
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They refuse to stop, get out of me, or take no for an answer
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They’re fucking with my phone again
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Why do they antagonize and remind me they can do what ever they want to me?
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Why are they allowed to do what ever they want to me?
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At least you got to do what you wanted to do today… the realest words I ever heard
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When are my nightmares over?
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Check the tolls I don’t know how many months or weeks they came down before to show Anne how
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I need to know if you prepped him or if we are real or not
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I’ll never fuck Jim again for this
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He records everything
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So I thought I was safe but talk to him I know in my heart it’s Kevin and my old friends again
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I woke up when she was bragging about the psychos in her house
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Because I’m still trying to get free
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They fuck with my head every single fucking day
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It got worse after I got shot but I went down in Myrtle beach 2919
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They deal with spirits too
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They did it when you weee in Jamaica so that I would think it was you… and I did and I thought I was safe but obviously not
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Why they hate you so much too?
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Why they don’t want me anywhere near you?
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Even before they kidnapped me
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No this isn’t what I wanted to do today
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I’m not strong enough to fight them or how they make me feel and get sick and stuff
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They never even asked me my permission to turn me into their science project
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A limp went thru my parking lot at school then the next day I went to the store and passed the same limo… how would you feel? Get the fucking freak away from me
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Yeah they’re fucking with my account confusing me agaib
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Had to wait 9 days to cash a check type shit
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When they get out of my body and give my body back to me
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I just want to live happy and drama free
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How did they know who I was when I didn’t even
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They didn’t find out from me
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Nah I’m not going to my appt tomorrow… seems like tha same scenario last time they tried to fit me in
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Why?
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I’m trapped in this artificial bubble and they refuse to stop or let me live again… how would you feel?
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On top of my mental illness too?
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My atrophy is in the back of the head… the only drug I use it coke so that would be frontal not back
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They won’t treat me on purpose
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Please don’t ever let them get my brain or body for science
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The first time I got confused was before myrtle beach when it took me 8 hours to do my homework when it’d usually take one
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Nah actually ibm and that voice mail
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I can’t fight drs and I have no defense
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I can’t fight my old friends or who ever keeps trying to type thru me
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Please just get them away from me and you’ll see how much better I do
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Writing… why they always change this shit to over a man
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Because I found a bag in my exes car that was marked like Kevin’s with a red or black marker
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And he’s cheating on me again
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For the last 3 weeks when I’ve been getting sick again
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I don’t know how they would’ve met
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It’s better than dying alive so they not gong to scare and threaten me anymore either
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The first time I was in mental on my birthday when they OD’d me I tripped over Melissa who was with her computer at my bedroom door - she said it was the only outlet and I forgot to ask why not the one in the doing room
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Called and said I got it and then they denied me
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I don’t know what he was on but it wasn’t weed and I’m worried
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I have to learn to stop caring about people who don’t care about me
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He helped them make me sick today
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Because I couldn’t sit there feeling like I was tied to a bed inside
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I wish he could feel what it’s like in here most times then tell me I can go to school
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Sometimes it’s so gross I want to jump out my own skin… that’s when I feel like them
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They say I’m righteous but I’m not… I’m just not them
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I think I have a team of drs I never even met
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I think it’s when I told Dr strathl that it’s one thing when I see it faded but when I saw it sober that really fucked me up
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I don’t like it I don’t like them and they refuse to stop or give me my body back
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It hurts cause I can’t forgive people and have friends again… they get to everybody even Heidii
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Jayme was gold and she’s dead
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I can’t wait to drop 15 bronze for that
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There’s definitely a Satan ob me that’s sick like a beast - that makes me feel gross inside too
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It’s starting all over again… smmfh
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I have nobody again
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Is that why they make them fuck all my friends?
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How do I face everybody at school tomorrow?
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I wish I could just get away for a few days but I’m not wasting my school money it’s all I have
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He did it on purpose again like that work shirt… please help me to remember that and stay mad
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I don’t know how to get better
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How to feel better*
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I e been in and out of hospitals since I was 13 years old… how you not know I’m mentally ill to begin with
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And you won’t stop fiuxking with my electronics and head
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You’re making me sick on purpose
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Go away and let me get to the other side of my family without blocking me
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Did my daughter watch and see this shit too?
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Maybe I’ll take another leave if they let me
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I really loved him and he betrayed me too
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I’m fucked up right now and don’t want to go back and scared I will cause I’m bored
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I don’t know how to get my head right now
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Yeah maybe I should go play cards tomorrow idk
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That’s why they fuck all my friends right… so I have nobody?
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Then Mr desperate comes along right
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Why nobody will tell me what’s going on?
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He was fucking with my head making me sick on purpose too
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And got caught cheating on me and was doing some type of drugs too
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I’m done… I just have to make sure that when I feel better I don’t go back again
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Nah I trusted that $19 in my bra… fuck you too
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I wish I just left then
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I thougt he was trying to help me
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$10*
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Why he had to take my money first again?
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I owed him but paid extra
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Nah you don’t look like them you are them
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Just like last week… I’m not going to be able to sleep for days now
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I don’t want to write about it… is that why they did this to me?
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You’re going to stop lying and tell my family the truth… even my mother brought all my pills to me today
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What are you doing and saying that everybody hates me
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Suicide is not an option if you want me dead do it your fucking self
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FUCK YOU GET OFF MY PHONE
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My GMA died hating me too… she didn’t leave me a dime
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I heard my mom say something about splitting the money to my brother and sister… it’s all good it’s not the money that’s bothering me. Me and my gma used to be close
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I know she knows now that I didn’t do shit wrong
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It’s all good just let me make my own money
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Just tell my mom the truth before I’m dead ok
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I used to have to drink to cry
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Some of my tattoo meanings changed too - wya?
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I just wanna get paid to write
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A white guy hit me again… he knew right where I was going too.. I’m sueing the fuck out my phone and roof
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Wasn’t awake just felt the black eye
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I heal quick a little make up and my moms heart wont be broken
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Trying hard not to cry… they did it again.. they went another round
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I didn’t hear the gunshots again
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Yo if they start that again idgaf I’m killing EVERYBODY
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https://youtu.be/14nHP-9Yve8
I loved it, it made me smile the entire time
Someone hit me in the eye today
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Idk.. can we fix that? How they able to do that to me?
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Not going to lie it hurt he’s losing his empathy… he don’t give one fuck about me
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Literally have no one… he slept with all my friends
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Well I only had 2 but
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Same game Antony was playing
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I got confused cause it was peace and comfort
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I hate being by myself all the time
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It’s been a hard week
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But I can’t take the bait
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They won’t let me get back up
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She’s blocking my third eye I wasn’t ignoring you
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I heard from my gma too and that’s why she died hating me
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We can go tonight if you want lol
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I need money to support myself pac this is ridiculous they have all this money to torture me and fuck with my head and they expect my mom to pay for it too… how does that happen?
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I was mad at Nancy cause her friends were making fun of her at the beach and I stuck up for her then she turn around and wanna act hard with me
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She always started with me I even spit on her to make her throw the first punch - I see now I was really mad at other things
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Had to*
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I think it was the funniest fight ever we were all swinging and missing until the bitch kicked me in my face lol
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I hoped from the car on her without even touching pavement - Jayme couldn’t stop laughing
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Good times I miss J
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She said that’s the Ho and pointed at us - just didn’t understand wtf her problem was - was it over you?
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Idk how I didn’t though
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I don’t like and refuse to be on the side he is on
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I ain’t with that bitching shit
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Tired of it myself
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Humble what ever the fuck they wanna call it
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I give up on it anyway
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There’s no one for me cause you’re gone
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I don’t even want it it’s not worth it
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Money please
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They were making fun of me and humiliating and degrading me then making fun of me that I forgot or didn’t notice
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What type of task force is that? Who was doing that to me?
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And why?
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Cause I don’t want crack head Kevin
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My navigation would drive me in circles until I’d cry type shit too
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Or it would take me to houses like we pick houses
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It used to make me so mad
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And then to watch them do that to me… and not help? Are they even human?
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Never… more loyal then any man I met
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One day someone will check the hospital and police reports and believe me
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If it help the next FINE what ever… mental is dead wrong and fucked up
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NEVER
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When someone don’t like you and you push it repulses them even more - at least me
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I never ever led him to believe that at all
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Barely even knew him
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Why would I step out my time zone and be sick over someone that came in scheming from day 1 FOH
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Leave me aloe or watch your dope for real
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I won’t suffer for no one beaides my family
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Never did consider he never even was my bf type wtf
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No and give me my body and my god back please… my body not for sale or rent freaks
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Get out of me
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Only when Kevin and Melissa are around
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Did you see all the charges LMMFAO DAYUMNNNNNN
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We all shove the law… it just depends on whose paying type bitches
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Above* I just ignore them and let them type whatever
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Until I focus and get back control of my body
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It hard… the chains so heavy they drag me to the ground with no one even there sometimes
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Yup my own ghosts started to choke me too after i got shot idky either
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I got judged twice when I was raped in Myrtle beach was shackled to a chair fighting for my head and pinky all night
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How he victim get charged though?
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Them bitches need to get the fuck yo off me I never was in their circle
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I’m not their trash can either
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How did they get my freewill though?
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They all swear I want attention… cause I get none and I’m just like nah I’m different I want the money
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He even started talking shit if I wore lipstick I’m good
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I’m not letting myself go for no man
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Waiting for pac to come back a minute
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I have to thank the site for all they did for me to get better with more dignity lol
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I still say $9.99 a month though for the sky drive and scouters
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I personally can’t afford it yet but
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How would you feel if you got to heaven and didn’t even know your own life story cause a bunch of wack bitches took that from you and drs
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You flip the fuck our when you realize every nightmare was real and they defiled you while everyone watched but no one helped
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Did not speak to one officer about it either
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I stole my moms car when duff put the mattress over the window and had to go to mental… they didn’t think it was a good idea to tell me then either?
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I hate psych I would NEVER donate my life to it
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Now I only do to help the other ones out there like me
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I trusted my drs and they betrayed me too… who I ever betRay?
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Hollins or Solomon woke me up shaking their head no when I was telling the psych in the hospital
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It’s how they’d keep me more trapped like giving them the blueprint
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Low and behold I ain’t been insane in a minute now
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Don’t let them get my brain either
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Only about 25% of them care about us and they are mostly nurses
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Pac she’s ok… imagine a world without pac - she’d understand I think her parents already told her she’s adopted cause she was writing the rules to the game wishing for my birthdays back
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I just pray they didn’t crucify me in front of her
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I want to find her but I need for facts dates and hospitals or they’ll throw me back in mental
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How you have an entire baby and not know it type shit
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She was talking shit to Magic one day I think unless it was the shadow I got after being shot
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The atrophy is in my memory but my head hasn’t been shaved since idk how they do it just don’t let them do it anymore
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It makes me literally retarded
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They knew that too and didn’t care
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Low level salt dealers and all we’re doing it - how that happen?
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Over a man I never even wanted
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Change the best and do another one to easy on me
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Beat*
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You don’t know shit until you take a deep breathe now your head and make them swap soit
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Bow*
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While them bitches laughing?
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I assumed they were trying to give me aids thank god they didn’t but I still get scared every test
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I stayed with the people who weren’t like that but would get hit in between
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Just started running state to state and a few weeks later he’d catch up to me
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Every where I ran
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I need to know hes either dead or in jail
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Now that my hell mate is gone here we go again and I’m scared
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Why he punch me in the eye to even begin with I got a freaked out feeling
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What story were they feeding my father?
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Well I assume I got punched in the eye cause it’s almost black
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ThI fuck it is here we go again
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I don’t know how to sleep now I always laid on him
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I don’t want to go to bed or lay down
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Nah I don’t want him back either
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I thought you cosinged it pac that’s why… I’d never put someone over yoY but I can’t get to you either
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I’m so scared for us… I saw us all in hell.. find them!!!!!!
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I used to write fast like you too
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Why don’t they want me writing?
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A baby was my dream
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3 actually
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Pac it’s not your fault that you died or hid
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Every birthday wish since I was 15
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Or try to sell them
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Over it… I have jicera
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He crosses me out though type wtf is he even doing here
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Where does he come from and how does he know
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I can’t tell the difference between insanity and death
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I always liked her
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That’s weird unstable pump wanna be bitched attached herself to me somehow and I can’t get her out of me
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Or the vulture
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It hurts he doesn’t care anymore so I’m trying not to too
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What it mean that I didn’t hear the shot again?
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Was it him?
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I thought I could trust what I feel
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Can’t even trust that
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They was shooting at me in the parking coming home and my b neighbor and duff ran out but I didn’t hear shit then either
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Why are they going to arrest her so I know I’m safe and she’s off of and out of me
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When are rhey*
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Sometimes it sucks when you can’t tell if you’re dead or alive
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If it’s god or the feds
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Etc etc etc
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What story did they feed you that you let them?
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Not me I only drove i haven’t sold weed since 99
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I’m all about legal money but nobody wanted a private club with me
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I’m too sick to run a salon - I’ll do it part time
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I waited to but don’t want to set my self up for the fail
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I can’t let people know that I’m happy or post that I’m happy cause then they hit me? He really said not to too
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But that’s exactly what happens
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Like the trying to be like us and trick me not realizing I’ve been us my entire life
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Fuck with my navigation again and I’m a freak out on someone
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Why pac doesn’t ghost like us though type weird I see him different
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I saw you as a ghost I used to do it to Ced when I was worried
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Disguised myself with red hair but I think he still knew
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Good thing I did though… she our put all the clothes in the oven and turned it on
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Nah I’m not going back to any of my friends they all disrespected me one way or the other
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How did someone as off as she is become my authority?
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Both them bitches for real
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He didn’t even leave me weed
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They won’t take no for an answer - as a matter of fact I rather be dead than to let them
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They even tried to do that sick shit and sell for me
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Praying they done fucked yo now
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Up*
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I ignore them cause I don’t want to share my body with them
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Or I scream at the top of my lungs JB the car
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Cool as fuck never hurt me
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The only one that ever tried to tell me
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Besides my dad giving clues
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And pac
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The first time me and Ced smoked a blunt for like the first time in months or years
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My bed isn’t actually that messy… it’s the first sign I’m sick
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Once a week for 4 years
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I think back to the time when we first met…
I remember every moment, I can never forget.
We fell in love that night, laying, staring at the sky
Who ever thought me and you would be the ones to say goodbye.
And at the time with all the things I was going through…
You just stole my diary, stole my heart, and made me part of you.
You introduced me to a life that helped me to find a way…
And from that moment on - every day for you I would pray.
Every struggle I felt, every hit I took with you,
But now that you’re gone, I don’t know what to do.
Sometimes the pain would take me to my knees…
I’d just look back up to the sky crying and begging the Lord please.
With you, I’d always compete.
I’d ask - you’d say no - I find it my way - then repeat.
It seems like we were so damn happy when we were building
But not everything that glitters is gold, it’s just gilding.
In the beginning, all the girls, I really and truly didn’t care.
Because those bitches didn’t have shit on us, and of that, I was well aware.
But then it, they, them, it all became too much…
I became jaded and my emotions became out of touch.
I have never been as much of a soldier, as I been, when it came to me and you…
With you by my side, there wasn’t a god damn drill I couldn’t get through.
I’d give my life for you, for this game, but it wasn’t ever returned…
How many times were you gonna sit back and watch as I got burned?
Even to this day, sometimes I forget who I am, without you…
But I know it’s not reciprocated so what was a girl supposed to do.
I called you when I saw them outside; I needed help, now I need to know why
You left me with the decision get robbed, go to jail, or die.
I chose to do the laundry because at least the decision was mine.
But I can’t believe of all people YOU were the one to put me on that line.
But I am not going to sit here and cry. Not one more fucking tear…
Cause with me and you gone, I swear to fucking god I have not left one more fucking fear.
They say once a good girls gone bad she is gone forever…
I say no, she’s just mad, or sad, and to be treated that way again – She just says no. Never!
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For My Unborn Child 2
I pray you never know the loss of a friend
Or the ones that are fake and just pretend
I pray you a heart to stick up for what is right
Even if that means an ass whooping in that fight
Never be afraid of a whisper in the night
Cause maybe that is God showing you the light
Fuck what the books written by man tells you
Would you be mad if a few religions I bestow you
Or just keep it catholic cause though I don’t agree
I can’t deny he’s always been there for me
And let me tell you now…
I want so bad for you too, to feel what its like when the angels carry you
But to put you in danger, do I have the courage to do?
I want you never to be scared if and when you look deep into his eyes
Cause people like us, sometimes we just recognize
And if you feel lost, just know these words are right here
No matter, what, no matter what, never you fear
Persevere
Sometimes life isn’t always what is seems
Never let them tell you, you can’t follow your dreams
You pick him out
He’s got to be real and he has to be strong
And he has to be able to admit when he’s wrong
Mommy is a little more than innocent
So he has to understand that when you are in bed some nights I wanna get bent
Family… that is one thing that is sooo important to me
And if possible, can I be the only babies mommy?
If not cool, because I know just what not to do by watching mine
In fact, mammy is a great role model too, she’ll show you the shine
I hope you have fun each and every day
Fuck those mother fuckers that say there is no time for play.
If I don’t ask, then please, please don’t tell
But you can always run to me if life feels like its got you under that spell
And if I ignore some shit, don’t act like that means that I don’t know
I hope we never but heads and to the realness we have to show
God I pray you are not a brat
I pray I always see the real you so I can change that
I hope your Daddy is such a man that is something for which you aspire to be
And he is just as dedicated to you, as I am, to our family.
And you don’t have to cry wolf
He’s here, he’s near you
This why I want you to know they should fear you
Revere you
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“Went back to knock offs that pusha T didn’t think I’d do”
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Him
“May we each walk the paths we have chosen”
Lord, we both know the only reason why I came back home
It took many brethren to rescue me, please let me face it alone if I roam
Just how heavy the stakes were I didn’t realize
Who I became when I left I could hardly recognize
But I started to see it…
I believed their book and who I was, was wrong
Now that I ran I don’t know where it is I belong
Too scared to be betrayed but the betrayal came from me
Can you understand if I never left I never would truly see
IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN I WHO COMMANDED YOU
WHAT DID I SAY
It’s in my heart stay true
WHAT DID YOU DO
Became too scared to even talk to you
WHAT HAVE YOU SEEN
My family go to all lengths to make me see
WHAT DO YOU WANT
To finish our plan and live out my destiny
LIKE YOUR MOTHER AND FATHER YOU WERE TORN BETWEEN THE TWO IF YOU CANT MAKE SENSE OF IT ALL HOW DO YOU EXPECT THEM TOO
I forgive and I love because I understand what the making of peace that they dream of
But they call us demons because we fight for the darkest of knights
And because we disagree with them, they with withstand our rights
While living with you I was allowed to be real
While living with them I began not to feel
All they did was try to down their brother
Even I was wrong, mad, because she didn’t chose work over being a mother
He stole my soul, the core being of everything I believe in
Even told me to send you away and deny my own gift I was given
THALL SHALL NOT STEAL
but I was so thirsty and no one would help me
THALL SHALL NOT MURDER
I only wanted to stop them from humiliating me
THALL SHALL NOT TAKE MY NAME IN VEIN EVERY ENEMY IS A DEMON IN SOMEONE ELSES GAME
Lord I was wrong , but thru the fog I knew the difference between the two
And if you must take my pinky or head by the sword I honor that too
BUT PLEASE ONLY YOU
I am no longer afraid to stand true to who I am
No longer afraid to fight cause I believe in for what we stand
I don’t want to take for granted that you will just forgive me
But please try to realize how complicated this was to see
WHAT HAVE YOU LEARNED (pride)
Vanity isn’t wrong if it makes you feel good
WHAT HAVE YOU LEARNED (envy)
Jealousy only inspires as it should
WHAT HAVE YOU LEARNED (wrath)
Sometimes we need that fire to motivate us to fight for what is right
WHAT HAVE YOU LEARNED (sloth)
Be compassionate to those that are slower than others
WHAT HAVE YOU LEARNED (greed)
Aspire to want plenty so we can share with our brothers
WHAT HAVE YOU LEARNED (gluttony)
Sometimes it takes going too far to turn us off so we back away
WHAT HAVE YOU LEARNED (lust)
What’s life if not lived passionately
WHAT HAVE YOU LEARNED?
To my own heart be true… and that my life only exists to serve you
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I worked at a gas station at night… and one night was mopping floors thinking do you have a dead end job laughing next thing I know I ace a computer test by luck and get into ibm
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Commenting wrong with the bitch she just want our life to be centeeed around her and she’s got away with that too long already
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My body not for rent or sale
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Never was or will be
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Pac was that taken from me? Yes jungle please and I pray
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“Let us pray” in my x voice
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They’re hurting me again… you see my eye
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And in apologize the edited my shit to say rearrange instead of undo - I was there too Jay I know what bitches it is
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It’s the only time I ever willingly fucked around in the shade
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Where did my where I’m from go?
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They fucking with PACs head too
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I live AND die for pac
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People think that I’m depressed or lazy and just won’t get out of bed… it’s not that it’s the mental emotionally can fuck you up physically too… you just have no will you can’t pick yourself up off the floor… you can’t even get dressed let alone take a shower all these things that people take for granted. And the physical pain of having a hater on your body when you ain’t ever sould it to begin with
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I got kicked out of school but can file an appeal - and it is also the social awkwardness talking to myself and nodding my head to myself that keeps me out of public too when I’m sick
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Or their twisted up all nite in pain type shit it’s torture it fucking hurts for hours and then the freak tries to hug me type sick too
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Pac for your ass tagged for it too… I’m not worried about NOTHING
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Pac has your ass tagged for it too*
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Some of the realest words “at least you got to do what you wanted to do today” meaning no one was influencing me
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No I didnt know or remember that I was PACs baby mom until after I got shot… way after
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https://youtu.be/EgdxX9Hq2ig
Laugh now cry later bitch - get the fuck up off me
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Again and I don’t know how
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Lost time
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I see psych today
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My psyche*
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U want to sleep but I have to go to the dr
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I these things inside me are annoying and disrespectful as fuck
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Same people
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Is it over?
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What right do they have coming back to me?
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Calling me back like they’re more important then me pac and jicera
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I’m refusing this realm it makes me too sick and tied
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https://youtu.be/XCPQhKavUZI?si=VzPvJ1ZLwalIKuHW
They’re doing it again pac… head ache for hours now
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Fire as usual
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It’s Jiceras birthday tomorrow 🖤
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https://youtu.be/4D89Qr5vH6U
My heart is broke this morning… my bfs too
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Happy 34th birthday baby girl
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This song touches me soul - I’m gonna try to write back
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The credit card disappeared and then reappeared if man wasn’t involved it shouldn’t or wouldn’t be so hard to trust
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You don’t die alone pac… I know now you’re still here… let’s just go find Cera
https://youtu.be/NCZSP2nZOB4?si=pL9HV6_BYIDkTgAx
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I couldn’t save my dad either… don’t know how or Jayme… I took Jayme even harder than my father
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https://youtu.be/v3xYw4lwxdQ?si=WRpadUoArpxLZD1q
He has a new girlfriend… he gets caught lying and then break up with me again… it hurts but I’m good - just another person who switched up on and doesn’t like me
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I waited 8 years… how am I supposed to believe you’re coming back for me now
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Nah pac id never disrespect my dad
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I just hope I can get back to life and get out of bed tomorrow… idky it feel like I need him but not under these conditions…
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Magic know… I wouldn’t even dare him until I gave you a full year the first year
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I cried when we did cause I knew you weren’t coming back but still held on
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I know there’s something wrong with me but it hurts that everyone did love me but then stopped… like im unloveable
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I just want to cry again all night and maybe feel better tomorrow - still haven’t drank though
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Money will make me feel better… trying to go shopping
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If they leave me alone I can… why do they always come back for me to take me to ground zero again?
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Why are they allowed to?
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Need casino money on my app too
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They keep making me look ugly and I don’t understand why they are able to
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I can’t stand not looking like myself
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Not cause I’m conceited but because god makes us who and what we look like for reason… like finding mates etc
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Hey I used to
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Yeah they shot me… posting to whoscaredcla919 on Instagram
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Just made a story thru the insanity
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Trying to maximize on being crazy too
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Nah pac… they really did
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Can’t even afford ice coffee… and they slept me twice that’s how I got sick
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Not money
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Why do they spend millions stalking and torturing me but won’t even give me money
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My car broke now too
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The first time my black eye the second time nuggesrs at McDonald’s and that time was my hell mate so it was the betrayal that hurt so bad
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That was pretty funny you think?
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Why do they make sure I have no friends?
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I heard it fuck love I want the money unless it’s pac back
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