Hi 24 people reading this… trying to prove to my bf that people will listen to me and help
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Hi 24 people reading this… trying to prove to my bf that people will listen to me and help
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City of Gods? I put my Nextel in the bushes and shocked them
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I’m cooled off
That was just a 10 year tour… who is still here? @Candy
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I kNOW I was shot… how they get away with that too… and it’s only until it’s your turn to be black mailed… once you stop paying like my dad and puffy
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It’s gonna be your turn and that’s why they mad… I lived my life the best I could and they have nothing on me
witty still comes around.. queen still in love others like ten people or so so you still got activity and your avy is dope
https://youtu.be/7dVUSnfiJIA?si=7sZpb1mIH_xc2YYh
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@Candy thanks!!!
love you
@Candy sweet candy… thanks for hanging with me on this site… you’re numbers are killing them
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I haven’t been writing that much lately but am gonna start again
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@Candy did I show you this?
https://youtu.be/H13BH2q79Mk My nephew is the guitarist with long beard… I’m SOOOO proud of him
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https://youtu.be/1CS9F1zk1CQ?si=avagm9rqT1hEY05X
I’m so confused
yeh its been fun pretty girl keep it real your grown soo much
https://youtu.be/dpmAY059TTY
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Oh… snap. Remember when I was in the sky and cried listening to Paul wall cause I felt so fake… now I’m so confused cause me now? Me myself and I don’t even know who I am anymore either and it’s like… I know who and what I’m not and sewing me back together again! I know now why I wore jeans under my dress at the fireworks. I don’t wanna disrespect my bf but pray for me pray for us like secrets vs privacy… but…
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My hell mate and you cheating are why it never worked cause the only time… forget it… it if I ever hit I owe you rent for a year! You still played me… I just didn’t know it and was too busy to not trust or take you at your word
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Didn’t type that*
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About my hell mate… I don’t want to and don’t have to share my body… no it’s mine my mom and god gave it to me NOT wetfjgo
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I don’t like it and I don’t want to
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Get that fucking witch off me though… I rather be dead then to have my life revolve around her and them
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I’m sorry I baked a cake with peanut oil in it in case it was you
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If you really want to help… just make them stop!!! Are you the baby daddy or Tony type stupid bitch
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Smoked… trying to think more before I speak
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Idk who was getting in and and out my apt
That leather make in the rice? I know you know something about this stuff and pls just get all my old friends and anyone affiliated in any role or way
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Type or way*
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I’m getting pissed cause there is nothing they can offer me and I won’t
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They need to stop trying
https://youtu.be/IHagxgE30Jk
Pac, my bf is giving me so much hell over my petty powder issue that’s been checked by 75% - I got mad and I told him and my therapist that it counter acts that fog that all my psych meds give me… I take them at night but still feel the haze… what the hell is wrong with 2 bumps in the morning and the other 2 before my shower??? It’s like everyone has this hate for it and like get for real for real - I don’t drink and I’m not that into smoking weed either - and I wasn’t the type to experiment with drugs either
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I hate feeling drugged up
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It’s actually very sobering… my boy told me it was issued in the military for the exact same reason. Now I’m not trying to promote the shit unless you are in the fog and you can’t stand the way it feels
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My bf just hung up on me cause he called my name 3x and I was all laid di da da don’t notice - just took my meds
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It was funny in group how they noted I was doing so good that day early and all… I was gonna say hence
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If it will help my people yeah I support it
The rest 2/4
I made it to London, as a sec I maxed out
And you shaking no to me mental I wanted your mom to know in spirit you still living and brought this about
Psychs and jails are this close SHOUT
Cause criminal mental held my key
But being crazy doesn’t define who I be
And it’s not all to do with what happened back then
Thank you for being my angel for every fact when
I wish I had a suv to drop this on your grave tonight
But the snow marks 3 days before you took your first flight
The rest 2/4
This one longer than uncle Murdas wrap up
First draft - here we go
(Over Hail Mary beat)
https://youtu.be/51JC2F-FfZ4
30 years my senior and I look back on life
“Shit… Life
Will it take me under”
Yeah… that’s right
Sit down and take it or stand up and fight
I hold you sacred but not only cause you were gone to young
It’s when I started to be tested and caught my religious tongue
It was…
Snake, rat, gun
And Hollins… it hasn’t been fun
Just “where we come from we don’t run”
So anyways I ran…
(Over seen it all beat)
https://youtu.be/pAmbOVpNVps
Yeah it’s true
Getting hit from all angles that this alleged game do
But between me and you
I don’t know
Was just barley catching a one to grow on to grow…
One to grow on… you know?
So it’s down to friend or foe
Down to the exact second
1435 and my 3 shadow
But “Whoa”
It feel like I’m being beckoned
But nah I’m this bitches entertainment that my GMA reckoned
Humiliating me was her favorite show
While the Feds just watching too but not knowing how its really supposed to go
In prison? I was Yellow…
14 hours but you already know
I assume you lived your entire life like the one I’m describing and still trying to get to know
And I’m a be just fine
Little man was just being a dick
And every last one of them left just fell out of line
And It makes me so effing sick
(Over runaway beat)
https://youtu.be/fxdJInWWGtU
Hollins I felt you lift
But it was when everyone got out the car
So for a second being crazy and bleeding black - believing vampire wasn’t a fetch too far
So I felt the guilt a bit, then with the mental it seemed a punishment for a crime i didn’t even commit
But thank god I was on a New York dime
Thank god for my talent to rhyme
I made it to London, as a sec I maxed out
And you shaking no to me mental I wanted your mom to know in spirit you still living and brought this about
Psychs and jails are this close SHOUT
Cause criminal mental held my key
But being crazy doesn’t define who I be
And it’s not all to do with what happened back then
So thank you for being my angel for every fact when
I wish I had a suv to drop this on your grave tonight
But the snow marks 3 days before you took your first flight
So I tatted 2/4
(Over freedom beat)
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=vDpU1z...VwYmFueg%3D%3D
Death not insanity… and anything else it takes to be free
Free my peoples free us be
We free right there and I’m giving them the key
Hail Mary… and the reason I fight
But Mary please. Please don’t forget to pray for the victims at night
And me?
I dont wanna take it and be their trash can or closet anymore!
Me? I just want to be free
Free is what it takes and I can’t take it no more
We here - the next generation
Pac finally told me what he’d do with his last breath
And mines still right there whispering get back up with no hesitation
To teach and reach a nation
That’s why I breach their equation
Anyways - He’s finally out now…
My GMA passed the day she met him cause I think she knew I’d be safe now and she can let go… she was buried on her 100th birthday and finally back with my gpa. And thanks to you I know death is not the end and she watching over us too
I never would’ve never believed that if I didn’t see and believe in you
(Over angel beat)
https://youtu.be/U9z9CJVjfYA
Forgive me, I don’t know your daughters name but I pray for her almost every day
I guess in a way you had something to do with me remembering mines
And all those moments I thought were just lies that kept the lies in their lines
Psych at 13…
I was 14 when I had my daughter… a week before my 14th birthday
Judged for all that I didn’t even remember and didn’t know was all about me
Now they can’t stop me
I don’t want to change with the winds
I don’t wanna circle 4
I don’t want the loops or the bends
And certainly not the kids of some crack head whore
So I asked my father when I lost him… what’s the war for?
He didn’t know either… but he knew something
(Over say goodbye to yesterday)
https://youtu.be/oK9gLkXe0xw
I’m not trying to disrespect anybody but somebody think they can tell me and my body what it do
And when it all became too much I’ll be sure as usual to come and tell you
Bitch slept with every last bf I ever even had
And I’m not even the one mad
Get her off me I just want to be free
I ain’t with that sorcery…
I asked about your family and wanted to know you as much
She said it wasn’t a good idea so it always bothered me and such
Any ways so I let it be…
Knowing in my heart you’ve always been the eyes in back of me
30 years my senior looking back on the first time the world stood still
I just hope you proud of me now and always will
Insanity! Sometimes it gets so hard I wish it was me…
I don’t know why it was you and I can only think of that god needed you too
We all miss you
Sincerely me, C
and JUST LIKE shutter island I realized it was me 😂
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Today actually marks the fist time the world stood still… he died at 12:24am I think
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In surgery
https://youtu.be/HEvdvWC3wVw?si=_oVWaHWQK7E4VB_S
Dang I lost the song and can’t find it
What goes up must go down I suppose… my bf been talking to ma any which way these past 3-4 days and he won’t tell me what’s wrong
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Everytime he does that it pushes me away but I feel like he’d upgrade me easy especially if we hit and our story makes some money
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I just want to know who I was always whispering too half my life
I want to put what I’ve been thru and seen in my head on film
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I want to maintain that maybe important people who can help me right are looking and try to use that to compose myself and act right
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It makes me mad that it didn’t have to be so hard and complicated but I’m in a prison based on lies and cowards afraid to stand to their own Karma
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I pray almost every day that my old friend / room mate just go away… it’s gross I feel her in my flesh and hear her voice and I don’t look down on anybody more
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When she put herself on the pedestal and starting shooting down at EVERYONE else I started to see some of what she really is
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I hope tonight Chris makes her go away
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FOREVER!!! God can tell me what she did I don’t wanna hear see or speak to or about her ever again
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We almost got in a car accident with a truck tonight - he came in to my lane which made me push almost to the wall… I jerked the wheel so quick I thought we was about to spin
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She out throwing already
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I know because when I tried to send back the perverted shit car accidents were everywhere and someone stole the wax from the candle… it wasn’t even directed to her to send back… I was trying to get the sick shit off me too as well as the sleepwalk
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I know in my heart she lied to the law and I just wanna know when am I free? When is my sentence over? I feel convicted and ain’t even do shit
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Chris… I’m praying for snake, rat, gun
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I’ve been in complete poverty since 2014… why do they take every dime or chance at a dime away from me?
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I could’ve got better and now it’s too late… like it’s too late of having my life long dream of being a mom
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You have all this money to keep me trapped though
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Just like that Church in Waterbury who spent all that money to change their steeples while our community is poor
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Like a slap in the face
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It feels like they won’t accept the word no and get off my body
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Clicking this or that to annoy me like it’s magical but really it’s the tardive dyskinesia
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It’s all good I don’t like anybody either
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I appreciate if the artists do know who we are and help and hang their fans write back on their wall
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Money again really would solve all of my problems
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My family deserve the truth… I deserve the truth
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Having my own money again*
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Them bitches can go sell their soul but they can’t sell mine - when do I get my god and my body back?
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Why does this bitch have an obsession about keeping me from working or writing?
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What does this even have to do with her?
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That’s what I’m still going thru Chris
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Afraid to even say I’ve been sleeping better or they’ll start up again
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My dreams are all opposite and fucked up thoigh
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It’s twisted and I don’t like twisted
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My aunt came down idk how much before and I had a self defense class a few weeks prior… who the hell would do that to me and put me thru that on purpose
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Especially in pretense of a hair show… i rather die then live my body or soul with her with them and nah im not the Lesbian either
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Hollins please check in tonight and fix it… fix me
Listen… I’m getting real tired of them. In Fourth of July 1997 a car of guys pulled us over when my old friend was driving… Kevin was at her window and said oh oh oh then came to mine to kick it - I always held that card to find out why… he’s not my friend he never was my bf either I hardly knew him and didn’t realize he was scheming… LEAVE ME ALONE
https://youtu.be/LOUmjIufD4M?si=jlj2jcJNroT2u0YF
Lmfao!!! I love Eminem… so bad my favorite
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I never got into pills though
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He was at the wrong window… they set me up with him on purpose
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All I’ve done is weed, liquor, and coke… and E years and years and years ago
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I’m not a drug addict
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Tried hash once… and smoked wet by accident once
https://youtu.be/qpuVI5uuwdE?si=QkKP1DRMG6TyxKIU
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I love all his temixes
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2003 - cause I was back in like 3-5 months
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Yeah… no clue how or why I know the lyrics to dirty nursery rhymes - and they dubbed out the Chicago bull emblem
Dear Pac
Pac why nobody writing to you?
Next to me yelling or chasing me out of the room
He got busted that night and I learned to stay away
So who is that voice interrupting me when I pray
E 125th telling me Im a be alright
So why tonight am I still losing the fight
Im not even sure if I can trust you anymore
I heard the rumors, they saying I'm some coke whore
How he don't even care, it really wasn't a bluff - was it?
I guess being unprepared mostly does it
I burned out 3 stars wishing so hard and it feel like god don't even care
When I went on to check and he wasn't even there
I couldn't do anything but stare
You told me he didn't care
I didn't wanna wake up even though it was curry
I heard, heard I died, said ok and rushed in a hurry
I didn't survive them shots
Cause after shit just got worse
And I'm so sick of living the side of the cursed
How they can make me feel so sick this easy
Tapping and tracing and posing I rather be back where the Ds be
I ain't scared of jail no more...
The pain, the physical pain I get practically every night
Back then I'd shake it off and said I don't care I was with god when they'd make fun of my plight
Even my God left me, I can't understand anymore
Yeah Pac, I was talking mad shit to satan banging down his door
What we even here for?
The hissing and tizzing the letting go of my wheel screaming
Popping all this shit cause they heard I was a demon
Then how that be my peace and comfort be gone
I been said I'm not going to make it but I ain't even do no wrong
I don't deserve that trick to lay in peace with one that hates me
Or forced to live this sick shit while strangers debate how I see
They have me in so deep I have no clue who to trust
They trade my peace and comfort for pain and add addiction their must
Talking about a good fella that catch a raw deal
What the fuck am I even still here for, really my real
I know God is listening I burned out 3 stars wishing so hard
But I never get what I ask for ever since I shot down in that yard
Not that I ever really did before, on our side we don't get what we need
Only what is going to hurt more
And I don't even know how I'm a sleep now
Like always just when things get better, we just on the reverse - how?
Right now I could give a fuck about this earth
And I'm tired of them degrading my self worth
They swear its so easy and I'm so quick to forgive
How much longer God do I have to live
I'll never get over them raping me
I can care less about them taping me
I guess it's for the weak cause I just can't get past it
Then to add the extra right after I blasted it
I ain't ever get a friend, or anyone to understand me
And I'm starting to realize its cause my birth dads family
Well he's dead, and pac you are too
I don't care if I have to do it by myself, conviction on this genocide past due
So tell them keep laughing and proving all that you can do
I don't feel so stupid, virgin is sacred in our blood - so what? Es tu and fuck you then too
Maybe the pattern was just repeating the first
I never had to care less over more but nah I ain't them tricks quenching their thirst
I'm so confused I thought at first finally it all made sense
But he never came back for me and I been fucked up ever
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Life was like a movie and you don’t realize that it’s happening to you or what you truly been thru… dealt with… conquered
That was written in 2019
https://youtu.be/ghuFhDNdUPw?si=u2KCtS1D-DpgoS1n
The one thing I love of the dirty (down south) is the music and how it can pop off in the clubs
So proud of my nephew Nico - please support his dreams too @Candy
https://youtu.be/TV2LqIUFveY
on Instagram nonun2rapbattles… what’s yours? Trying to pop off viral @Candy tell me yours too
This movie actually pretty accurate guys
https://youtu.be/y2FgCNpq7II
They REALLY working my nerves right now
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Let me tell you a story… way back when in 97 around the time they preset Kevin. Me and my bf we got in a fight set up by bitches that weren’t right. We dropped the bat to her and she snuck a book bag in my car. We went to the police and fetched a story too far. We blamed them and confused them with the report - so the bitches who set us up just acting like the game is just some sport. Turn around and look �� over there, THEY the drug dealers you protect every year!!!! Not us ����
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I’m not a snitch but I have no respect for them and tired of getting blamed and getting my ass locked
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Kicked*
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By luck I made them put bat on the search warrant - it would’ve been about 2-5 years and what makes me so mad
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All these things these bitches did I really did swear it was an accident - now I know
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I’m starting with Tim… you set him up and was going the same effong thing PLUS robbing them
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She set other people up when she get paranoid to take the focus off them
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And she been doing it and winning every time since about 1997
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Can you please get them bitches away from me
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I really just though it was all just accidents and made excuses for them
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You don’t act like that you don’t think like that - them bitches been playing me for YRARS I’m just done
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Walk away why they still fucking with me and my life and won’t just walk away
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Haven’t spoke to any of them in like 10 years but what sucks is sometimes it feels like they’re sliming inside me or I heave their voices
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It feels SO GROSS when it feels like they in my body
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Hear their vouces*
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I didn’t even know they were selling until the pull incident in NC
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Pill incident - her mama was sending them down lmafao BITCH
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We ain’t ever use the government to sell or move our shit - why they on their side and not ours pac
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AND we donated to the fraternities
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That 3x thing… I don’t know either bitch - it’s your craft not mine
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“Got to the fork u the road and went straight” my mental and being set up cost a huge accident that I had to use my pension and 401k to pay off - we paid him he pay them either way I’m out and all set - but I want my money back
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At this point I’m so broke I’ll even risk it and take product back
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The more I feel like you or hear your voice the more I’m a talk about
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That’s why she’s so paranoid officers
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And that’s why she refuses to leave the “scene of the crime”
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She manipulative as fuck and just making sure she straight
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When I got her niece a job they never told me she tried to steal diamonds - they told me they were at court for a restraining order against her bf cause he was acting abusive
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I don’t remember how I found out but I lost my network and couldn’t use them for jobs anymore
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The ones who swear they hate liars are usually the biggest ones
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I’m just waiting to find out how they made shooting me legal too
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You should’ve left my father alone then and stop gunning for 50 too
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They tried to blame 50 for the gang rape driving me past concert ads that had 50s logo on it
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I dumped in like 2004 - that was the accident - my house was surrounded and I dumped
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Been out ever since
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Cause if it was the police they would’ve just tested the water
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It was life changing
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Sir… she can’t set me up and you can’t get me cause I really don’t do nothing
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I know what it feels like to feel so stupid believing her too
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Turn around and just look I swear lol
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Why they play hop scotch on their taxes and I been audited 3x?
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My taxes legit
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I’m going to tell something every day until them bitches finally leave me, my body, and my religion alone… and my privacy too
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I don’t know magic I know I moved 3x I sent it back 3x and I’m still being hit
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I don’t know anything about magic* but I don’t like it at all
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Not going back to the game… going back to food and beverage I live off tips again - in hair school
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My moms plan for me since kindergarten… just as ironic as the matching Altima’s - I used to respect her and admire her strength in plight but nah that friendship is over too
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And anyone that’s affiliated with them in any shape, fashion, or form
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I want my $30k back too
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Was set up doing a favor for my friend
Fine… I’ll go back to being antisocial - but is a tariff war gonna happen with China now?
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Is that spam or facts?
The worst part of being menfallly ill is that EVERYBODY demand to tell you what to do
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It’s embarrassing to be treated like a child when you’re 47
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You have to ask permission for any and everything TAF
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I could never in my life be a kept woman f all that I want my own money!
I’m sorry not even my boyfriend… my parents are fucking with me tonight
I forgot what I was going to say…
I remember what I was gonna say now… Please make them untie me and give me back the gifts god gave me to make it thru life please ��+
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It feels like you are literally tied down with invisible rope and you can’t move… idk how they do it or how it happens
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It felt like god himself was punishing and I couldn’t understand why
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Punishing me*
Is that why he went down - was he/they the ones doing it to me?
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I reported to psych, police, and hospitals - they locked me in mental
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Psychs and therapist have a legal obligation to report a crime like they but they helped them
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Nobody would believe or help me
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They even put a cigarette out on my vv
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It was torture mentally and physically too
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I have a law suit chance for st Mary’s in Waterbury and wake med in Raleigh - they never called the police or checked and I had DNA
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My therapist just CALLED st Mary’s and told them to put
E in mental and they did
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My therapist just CALLED st Mary’s and told them to put
E in mental and they did
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My therapist just CALLED st Mary’s and told them to put
E in mental and they did
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My therapist just CALLED st Mary’s and told them to put
E in mental and they did
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I saved dna at my boys house too that his bitches decided to light me up with instead - they knew but as long as it wasn’t them it was oh so funny
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I saved dna at my boys house too that his bitches decided to light me up with instead - they knew but as long as it wasn’t them it was oh so funny
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I saved dna at my boys house too that his bitches decided to light me up with instead - they knew but as long as it wasn’t them it was oh so funny
TAF
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I can’t confirm whether or not I have a baby, I can confirm the gang rape that everyone watched and didn’t do shit about it, I ca t confirm whether or not I’ve been shot… amongst other things and I’m not even a part of any secret society
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The Feds were on the site they knew what was going on and won’t stop them or help either
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I gave up talking shit for lent so I’ll shut up
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PS pac there wasn’t a beast monitor for n my dads hospital room when he died
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Heart*
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And beasts turn me off
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Well the death certificate says heart attack
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I got peoples too… just have to find them…
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Cause I saw 50 as a ghost and he ain’t dead so maybe
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I love my hell mate he pulled me out of a very dark place
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I’m starting to stand back up again
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But if you don’t get them off of and away from me they gonn knock me back down everytime… I don’t understand why I have no powers or defense
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https://youtu.be/EliyqduFNi0
My siblings THINK they understand the way it be and nobody will just talk point blank
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What my baby had to die for? ��
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I love ghosts… they my security
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I never agreed to give or share my body with no one and I didn’t change my religion either - there is a god and people who are confused
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Yes … I do believe missy fleiss was selling me I’m like 80% sure
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Name a friend she didn’t pimp out
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Sorry… lent
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The lawyers won’t call me back
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I was just trying to write… be myself… I glitched a little when I moved to Norwalk and just went down… for like the 5
Th time rebuilding a life for myself - why they just won’t let me?
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Let me mind my own business and build a happy life for me and my family and hell mate and real friends… I’m not going to meet my daughter this loser
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Kevin came around… I’m allergic to him and get sick around him easy
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And every time
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Keeping secrets from me and setting me up and manipulating me id a never to return pls don’t even try
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The only people that can make this right to me is pac, 50, and a lawyer
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I got approved for disability from state s d their network reversed it
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Like they do every time
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Why?
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No I want them out my body… it feels gross and they disrespect me
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They do everything but stop and leave me alone
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I don’t want to or need to trace
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I don’t impress easy… my dad used to have money
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In fact it’s a turn off
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That someone would flex their power while keeping me poor
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Why do they fuck with the head of someone they know is mentally ill?
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Wasn’t me smh and lol
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My old friends deserve each other
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I just not going to suffer cause they liars and cowards
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Sorry… lent… I’ll drop it
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Time is flying too fast
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Got the picture to prove it
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I just don’t understand why she thinks she’s so untwined in my life and story
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I went to throw her a surprise party bought her besty a plane ticket to come… she got mad I invited Rivera and flipped out and cancelled it - so I cancelled the ticket but still gave it to Jess - just didn’t want them together being mean to me… for my birthday I get OD’d and wake up in mental we didn’t speak again until a few weeks after the assault she called to apologize and I believed her
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I thought I was hallucinating when I saw her outside the courthouse cause I’m mental
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Then when I woke up spitting glitter I asked her about Tim she laughed and said she with family and hung up on me
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She started a fight with me and Rivera so I’d leave gb and get an apartment with her - she changed the lease before she OD’d me for her to be major me be minor - I was major at signing cause I had a job… then she was done with me
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Tired of them bitches for real
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I moved on with my life and she came back to rape me
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I still here her and feel her in my flesh and it’s gross as fuck and annoying as all hell
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Honeslty… wouldn’t give a fuck
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I was fine mentally until Kevin came around again
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If they all just leave me the f alone I think I’d be ok
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I was at work and typed die to myself - I ran out crying and called my mom cause I knew they were back and they haven’t stopped since
My best friend died the other day… sad as fuck and been pretty quiet - the family didn’t want it all over social media. She kicked cancers ass for 20 fucking years and it came back with a vengeance in like 3 weeks. She truly was special and beautiful and funny and real and that girl was my heart
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Been talking with old friends kinda remembering who I was before I got sick with mental and J was always SO supportive of me being crazy and never treated me different a second
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Remember When?
I can name the second I fell in love with you
Cause you had me cracking up cursing out you know who
And that’s what I loved - the real in you
Far from a gangster but point blank too
One of my dearest friends… there anytime I needed you friend, rare, and that’s where our friendship begin… so I’m a start like we always do…
Remember when?
Guys feel free to chime in
Remember when we thought we were smart leaving in a car during school?
I picked you up at the corner and the ACE van was at the light just playing it cool
Caught - suspension was the rule
But back then we didn’t care and just laughed like fools
Remember when the pay phone hit jack pot? Spiting out quarters like it was a slot… and it was a lot!
I mean we saw more fun then most folk got
Remember when we’d play with Es walkie talkies and use them to talk car to car
And we were just playing but they actually went pretty far
I said I was in hot pursuit of Adam Apple Bury 123
And you came back check 4 and it was just the delivery
So they pulled over
And again we laugh but dang you just blessed to have known her
She was beautiful with the full package not just a loaner
We had a lot of fun…
Remember when we crashed that airport party to see the fireworks and avoid traffic
It was 4th of July and one of the holidays that is part of me
More so than tragic
And history
One of the things that is saddest to be
One thing I’m so glad you got to be
A mommy - and your children grew up so beautifully
Remember at work the times we’d just hang out and talk - how about when the integra pulled up right after Joni and you just pointed like Cher LOOK!!!
Yeah that ac got took more than a little bit…
My heart is broke right now… legit
But these memories still make me smile
If they ask me to forget about you or them it’s gonna be a while
We were waiting to do sky dive simulation… that’s what sucks but cancer don’t give 2 fucks
Too much J I miss you so much already
But I mean it, come and get me when ever you are ready!!!!
Cause life lately…
I just need the saner part of me
I used to say you in my prayers now I keep you in both with the memory
Your family will always be in my prayers too and I’m just praying when I get to the gates you remember when and remember me and remember how much we loved you - Jayme J… my biggie to my 2
You’re a real life angel now… girl I love you! ������️
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He ex husband just made me cry… memories, life, youth… like it’s all surreal right now - and to picture us would be to picture 2 Lucy Ricardo’s together
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The Paris ro my Nicki, my biggie to pac and just… sad as fuck right now
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Nah what was crazy was it was the day before biggie died and she had a biggie bumper sticker and biggies music was playing all day… I swear to god I wouldn’t doubt if she was with him right now
I didn’t share all the memories… we both got food poisoning from eating Wendy’s too much - we’d pawn my brothers CDs from Wendy’s money lol
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Her nephew had the coolest toys… we took his spy kit into the woods cause our boyfriends lived a few houses away from each other - we got in the woods and couldn’t see shit but when we walked out I screamed cause my bf was leaning up against my car lmfao
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We had so much fun
I’m not engaging stalkers get Raigsn out of here @Candy
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Why they took down my open mic
Services for my Hugh school and all time favorite friend start tomorrow. She lost her 16 year battle with cancer and has 2 teenagers… I’m waiting for the family to get back to me and see if we can post her go fund me for the kids
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I loved her because she would tell me I’m the only one to understand her and I love her because she never judged me or my behavior one bit. When I gained weight she said you go girl and rock it - she was just so special
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I didn’t find a vampire for us but maybe I can help start this trust for her kids
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If her family agrees guys even $1 each would help them
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Can someone run the ip address of radian… he might be the rapist - I drive an IA and Reagan is my boyfriends close friends
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Ragian*
Call your father… did X find me too late?
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Seeing though I’m not sick and the weeks it took them to come back after I moved… being as though in 5 stated I feel it is one person that hurt me with LOTS of illegal help
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Pls run the ip and just check if he has or had the means to hurt me up and down the east coast - someone with means to follow me state to state everytime I moved to get away
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I had him on DNA 3x
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But because of my mental health they didn’t even check
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We talking 10-16 years… I’m pushing for needle cause they tortured me too
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Because he can’t help himself - I guarantee her changed his screen name recently
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If he’s rich and can pay people to help his sick ways… arrest him
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If he’s rich and has the means we finally found him
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I’m mentally ill too so it should be a hate crime
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Find a charge for fucking with my head
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They put cigs out on my vv
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I’m against death penalty but he’s unfixable and too twisted for this earth… I’m pushing for needle
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It was torture… besides the beatings and such they left a Bible on my floor, feathers all around my bed room, peed on my bed
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Red paint on the stairs to look like blood, a camera on the door on the apt across from me
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They had my fake plants wired - I can prove all this in court
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Only I’m not going to court because I refuse to acknowledge him
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My hands were burned and now they’re scarred
There was this one guy at the bottom of my stairs one day that I will never forget his face… I think I can do a line up
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If he has super dyed black hair and blue eyes… arrest him
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If it was the creep that was parked behind my car and I backed into him - arrest him
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I can’t feel safe until he’s dead
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Everyday it plagues my mind
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I reported it 7x and they wouldn’t even listen to me
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Now that I hit the climax and coming back doe from insanity - they’ll believe me
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Guys I know the feds still on the site… please go get him now
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Don’t give him a chance to get away again ��
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How many Me’s are they? You know
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If he’s a psych arrest him
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You don’t know war until you go 5 days without a shower just so they swap spit
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I thought I had aids for sure but thank god I don’t
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I didn’t realize it was just one person
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It wasn’t drugs just why would I make it appealing for them
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I can’t even shave my vv now cause it’s all scarred
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He’s twisted and sick and I want a needle in his arm
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Can you please just check it out right now before he sees this
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Trace the ip… it really is that easy
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If it’s an untraceable one… arrest him
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I don’t fuck with or engage stalkers it’s the only time I go to the police
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It’s really sick and scary behavior
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Me and Jayme jumped in the woods with the spy equipment cause it was a joke and we were bored
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I’m just scared my bf is going to go back to jail cause he’ll find him… they should let felons be private investigators cause he really good at that
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And he shoots the bulls eye everytime no joke
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Not the target the bulls eye
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I’ll probably never feel safe again
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Not until I know he’s dead
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How? You can ask my old hateful friends cause I can’t call it either
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But I still have plenty of evidence and hospital reports - if I didn’t report it I got to go home
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Maybe he’s not a psych but a fed
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SOMEONE with a lot of power or money
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It’s started a few months after I thought I got shot… technically 2010 in Myrtle beach
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It’s more then someone finding PACs mentally ill babies mom
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He kept me soooo hidden I think
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Please find him… I’m sure he’s on to his next victim cause I ain’t been hurt since my bf got out of jail
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He’s hurting someone - sick freaks like that don’t stop
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I think it was pac screaming needle all night
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That might’ve been when I was safe again until here comes fat boy
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I have zero tolerance for taking my free will or sleeping me… I will pull it
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I probably didn’t have kids to raise cause everyone would’ve been killed for it
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I even thought it was my step father at one point - it tore my family apart when I ran to the police and accused him
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What it feels like to be scared every day of your life for over a decade now
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I’d be so tense that it hurt to even touch my skin… I would have to get massages… then my bf been out and I’m not tense like that anymore
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Saved my mom $1000 a year… I owe my hell mate for life too… I love him so much
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I’d be safe for a couple of weeks after I moved then it’d start again 3x and I ran out of places to run
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If the ip address is out of CT arrest him
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AND when I found a blue tooth on my computer - the name was Flex - he tried to make me blame you all - I knew nobody would be that stupid
I’m going to call the movie then book… perfect victim… but then again nah don’t even write it and give him the attention
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I’m only going to when they put a needle in his arm - I won’t go anywhere near him not even to court
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I’m mentally ill I’ll glitch out
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Not sure if it’s mb2010 related but after the 3 muffled bangs it was jn CT NY NJ AND NC
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Myrtle beach was 2010
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I think it’s more than a coincidence please give me my life and freedom back now… go get him
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Does fat boy want to redeem himself and testify how
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I’m sorry to hear about your mom btw, I really liked her
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I still hate you though especially if you don’t help
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I thought I was finally safe - there’s no bigger betrayal then that - you knew they were hurting me
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And you turned around and did it too… showed me the pic like here bitch
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I wanted to cut off your dick, staple it to your nose, and pose you like an elephant
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I’m trying to focus on writing but then I see that
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When he’s dead and stops fucking with my head I think I can get better
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I really believe in the realizing it was me was the hurdle and pray I’ll never hit insanity again
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I do… I do think we can get better with meds and therapy
Good maybe we will finally get justice
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I don’t think French Montana has made a song I don’t like
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I’ll never forgive anybody that could’ve saved Jayme and didn’t… or the people that had anything to do with my dad drinking himself to death too