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y thanks for checking in… I just feel haunted and not like myself a lot lately… maybe just a change in my meds but I’m scared to do so cause they been keeping me out of mental along with writing and venting for a long time now. Believe me that’s the LAST place I want to be again. One of my old friends passed and that’s been fucking with my head too… he died just like his dad did - heart attack and then car accident. He was step family to my old best friends who are straight evil as fuck and when breaking ties to them I always said I’d stand by to the younger one - back then he was like a younger brother I never had. It’s just sad… and I kinda hate that the memories take me to the side of the family (my old friends) that disrespected me to a point of no return. Like I’ve never been so serious - I rather die then have to deal with them bitches EVER again!