A Disciple's Thread

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I got no choice to sit here and spin like this. My dreams weren’t ever selfish. And if you just saw how much they fucked up for all of us you’d be mad too. He gonna blame him, she them... and here we go again. I’m not gonna be scar face guys I’m just like... hit and hurt and confused... like maybe if people talk more and kept secrets less all this would’ve been resolved. I’m drunk... I relapsed again. And C he called you out by government so of course I got defensive and popped. But nah I don’t really know why either. YOU in jail again... how that even possible? Don’t you ever get tired of them too? Cause of Chris, C... the first time I saw slow mo and changed everything. Now shit just be awkward and yeah we might be a little too late...

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I’m not airing out anyone’s demons but mine. And the any bitch you want that made it all too far. “You are who you are when you got here” good... then put me back and keep it that way...

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nah not love... he was on the “Peter pan” that was my boy and before I got ibm and lost all my friends working too much. At the silent scream C so like don’t be scared. Cause Sarah was beyond stand up. You lucky! And Sarah I respect YOU too much to ever step.

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Thank you for respecting me!

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They’re trying to demand to change my entire nature...

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When everyone got out the car... you know... can you please help to get them off me then?

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I never even kissed or messed with Corey either... but I did feel like we used to be mad tight

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Like lil Cs... I remember going to the store and getting a lighter

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Nah it was WHEN I realized I personally related personally is when I freaked out.

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And I didn’t say I did... I said I know how it feel.

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Torn... Pac never left me though

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I have trust issues too... am I going to be able to support myself again?

I felt you get upset right before I heard them again and started feeling sick
There is NO WAY IN HELL I am accepting them or accepting any parts of them
Theyre like leeches I can't cut off and don't know how to
I believe God gives you all the tools you need to get thru life so what I'm trying to do is evaluate mine and trying to figure out how to disect them off of me once and for all.
Not like they ever even asked me or had my permission to begin with.
No I swear my nightmare is going to be over ONCE AND FOR ALL. And until I can figure out how to cut all off sides that is never going to happen. I need help - I didn't even realize shit like this even existed = I just thought I was just hallucinating when somehow the freak bitch ended up outside the courthouse when I cut her off 3 years prior. Now I'm not so sure. But I am sure that's why she called out the blue a week later to be friends again. TIRED AS FUCK and I'm even more embarrasssed now to be affiliated.

I always change jay z songs when he goes and changes to that second off beat. I never ruled the world... I never even wished I did. What I can’t understand is how I landed on the opposite side on their tracks AGAIN!!!! Shit is so sick and real it’s beyond comprehension and I’ve been waiting like 7 years now for them bitches shine to wear off. Actually more like their sick to wear off. I just can’t understand this... why? You’re supposed to get what you give... so how for real? With a god and a culture that’s not even mine co signing it all. Who thinks I’m some lower level pass around bitch? I don’t even like them! TAF but I know no one wants me here either so at the risk of sounding that desperate and pathetic that they all paint me now I’ll step off a minute. But have to warn you everything I say I’m a do lately I don’t and do opposite like I’m some Hippocrate bitch that I never even judged to begin with. You got the wrong bitch I swear but what ever and nah I didn’t know. 10 split seconds made it all click and I thought it was finally over. It just got worse... im so confused

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I fought thru hell and nah I’m glad that now I know... but it was like losing them twice.

You call them culture vultures I call them dying to get in. There's a reason BIGGIE said trying not to sin. Come on jump!!! And I'm a laugh my ass off when each and everyone of them get lit the fuck up. Behave bitches, behave I swear. I especially would like to know who on me praying dead opposite with all that other sick shit too. It feel like my "heart" who ever they are doesn't understand either. So Im a post the original "Ready to Meet Him" that some dumb ass bitches fucked up and posted some real dumb ass disrespectful shit instead. And that's why I'm mad too... cause they run around and get to do what ever they want to people any time they fucking feel like it and it's not fair. I know there is a sentence after but I don't want to be abused and disrespected NOW!

I mean for real... what the fuck up with some wack ass moderator trying to speak for and pretend to be me? I don't have time for you bitch. And all these stupid fucking games. You're really lucky that that is what you have the time for to do in life - really you must be so bored. I'm tired of cursing people out too. They know who peed on my bed and how they got in my house too. I let it go what ever cause I know I'm safe now. If a mother fucker ever sleep me again I swear I have a divine instinct to protect myself and family at all costs. After everything I already been thru just stop. Don't make me sit in a jail now for having to beat you down too.

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near and dear to my heart... who the fuck even speak like that LMAO

Are you ever going to let me and my family meet my babies? I never had cousins around me so I want my kids to know theirs. Im so confused cause i swear Asher look like Mook and Michaela my mini me - how if I'm even adopted. Confused... but maybe now I've calmed down and we just going to figure this all out.

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Rex / Raleigh - if you want to say goodbye too...

"Do you really think Cheryl is going to make things right"
He out the country though... right?

It's so fucked up going thru this alone. I'll see my family tomorrow though.

Bare with me, I want to stay anonymous

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PS thank you who ever made that call.

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How am I supposed to learn about Pac and Big and X if you all never post or write too?

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I'm up now...

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Well don't go cursing families... bitch I never did you wrong a day in my life.

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I don't know or know what happened either so I'm trying not to assume - I see direct shots there too. I've tried to resolve and discuss on mad occasions. Fuck it now just GO AWAY. You shouldn't have had any rite over me to even begin with.

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I was chilling and writing with Manny fine... I could tell something spooked him and something was going on and then he said the switch computers. Ok... but EVERYONE ELSE GO THAT WAY. He's the only one on that side I will tolerate on any level besides HIS side of the family. You bitches are cold, privy, and dead wrong. I'm not trying to judge you or your family either I'm just trying to stay THE FUCK AWAY FROM YOU AND ANYONE YOU ASSOCIATE WITH TOO.

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Well its obviously a link and I'm just trying to break free too.

I was going to post “Wood stock on my mind” I wrote about church but I can’t find it. I really needed to go back there and read it right now - they entire reason I post and just use this site too. But it’s all good... maybe I have it on my computer

I put you in the obit too... did you notice PERIOD. So like... balls in your court... I know he never knew I know my dad.

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M... did he have to die? Did I do something wrong? Was there any way he could’ve lived to?

Well that's the first time I ever checked symptoms online and actually felt better not freaking out worse.

Listen... I know nobody likes me on here but some of the shit I didn't even post. And nobody ever liked me really since IBM. Especially my old friends. They pretended well though. I didn't care, I used to sing to "I rather be paid than popular" to Afraid. But now everything has changed.

I remember tripping when I first started to get sick again asking for sacred scriptures (not the entire site) but I'm getting tired of holding it down. When does Machiavelli return cause I really can't stand All Eyes on Me this way? All Eyes has always been my way of life ever since and hypothetical with spirits WATCHING (not jumping) and to get thru it, even if you don't like them there - just teach or show them something new or something you do and they'll leave you alone until next visit. I love my all eyes that way - this shit here? Just SUCK.

2) You run and you done. If you ain't do shit - what you running for?

3) That together stuck panic throw - back to back and JUST LEAVE. One time I had to push my homie out the car and it wasn't even at a full stop yet

4) Respect BOTH, cause they BOTH greater than you.

* Those are some of the things I know and have learned maybe others will share their learnings and experiences too. Life is too short to make all the mistakes yourself.

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It's like he was white and I was red - Both of us couldn't lose hope when it comes to penny wishes. You almost get mad that they keep you going. My soulmate or anything weird like that? No... a mentor, an advocate, a voice for me, an angel, and one day I pray I'm a write it too. "Until the hands of time" was almost exact to me and my ex. He actually had his soldier tattoo removed and left me alone and on my ass too. This here... the result.

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A little too old to be writing to some young boy shit... but I had to wait for statutes to clear "coming out the slums" for my old friends they can trace to too ... I only ran... I never sold I swear. I started IBM in 99 and didn't have to anymore. I believe I walked that path to speak "cause the government SHOULD be the drug dealers" and finance your division to keep an ear to the street to solve a REAL crime. Like the 18 yr old baby that just got murdered in my home city. Selling is fiscal not criminal in my opinion - go solve a real crime... who passing bitches, who hitting kids, who promoting murders, etc, etc, etc.

LMMFAO I used to play tennis with my father get it straight. "I wear my bandanna backwards, then tupac wanna wear his bandanna backwards" Nah I never thought or claimed I was tupac but he my mother fucking ANGEL though.

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I'm a failure to launch 6x...

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"I changed my mind" ... I love Keyshia.

I'm not a control freak and I hate to be controlled for real... but I'm learning how to say the serenity prayer without wanting to spit anymore... cause there is just some things I can't tolerate or accept.

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But I guess that's why I need to say it now...

I’m not scared... I just don’t understand what a nightmare has to do with us?

Theyre doing it again and they refuse to leave me alone and stop forcing me to kiss my own hands... and my blurry vision. I'm not going to be sick and wear glasses if I don't have to. You know I had a license pic in my sports bra... that was impossible too but as soon as I questioned it I forgot and dimissed it as impossible too. Just trying to break free... cause they fucked with my head so hard and for so long that I can see delusional now. Test him... and if so our style so everyone know they better npt even think about trying it again. How does that happen for real?

My kid is upset... I can feel it and thats not fair. Why are they doing this to me and my family to even begin with? I don't want to be forced to share my body with spirits that thinks my body is theirs not mine or that we will ever get along and share it. You have no right to change my god and religion and I'm just trying my best to get thru this hell now too. They swear I'm going to kill myself over people like them.

I wrote back cause when I first heard his song... it ran thru me. I wonder if Styles P will ever get to read it or even care to.

We had to read a lot, I had a BF and a full time job - so I just read a lot of reviews and crib notes. But anyways we kept a journal with our teacher and would write each other about the topics and books - it was amazing - and she said I was conflicted ALL the time. I just see all sides a lot. And yes, I got an A.

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I was doing homework when they went up with the girls... I couldn't go and nah I trusted him and wasn't a hater but he can't deal with that and took it for granted like most of them did. And like I don't want to have to breath down some ones back all the time, But I guess with a lot of men you have to. But anyways... is that where my cross got taken off my rearview or the concert? My Dad bought me back so it'd be MAJOR to get my crucifix back but if not I'll just buy another.

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I didn't get that mad - I figured they needed it more than me. FOR REAL

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Yeah... I was already thinking bring it back while typing - My dad bought me that* (and they denied me disability AGAIN) I think I'm on the 8th time.

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IM SO MAD I WANNA SUE THE FUCK OUT OF THEM... people get it for WAY less.

I would suppose most writers do...

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Just click the links then... Pac is still alive tp me. I'm not some crazy wack bitch... I been thru hell and I can write. I have researched the big pac scenario but nah they don't talk about most shit. Is there anybody on here?

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You go thru insanity 9-11 times and tell me how smart you are in the end.

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They won't even stop fucking with me long enough so that I can even TRY to get better.

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When they hit me myrtle beach 2010 pac was screaming at me trying to wake me up. I didn't understand what he was talking about yet,

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THALL SHALL NOT FALL

And like nah you bitches go make it look like it's over that or that and to me you look so stupid. Just trying to get to the people who protect me too.

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I'm not trying to tell everybody but every time I say Lord I hear another person ask for forgiveness before I can even spit my prayer out. And everyone acts like this shit is some joke... I'm getting hit by some sould ass bitches too like they can do it for me. They're fucking with my religion too though.

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If someone isn't on my throat, theyre popping my ear, or feels like a knife is being raked down my wrist and IM TIRED. They hate us and I have ZERO defense.

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How did they even get on my body to begin with and who?

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I woke up and thought the nightmare was finally over and it went to a times 40x hell even worse. I'm trying to recover. I've cut everybody out of my life who I found out was hurting me behind my back but smiling in my face pretending to be my friend. But yet I'm still stuck here for some reason. I don't even want to talk about it or them or even give them a dishonorable mention I just want to get better and get back to my family too. I have to figure out what am I going to do now and need some help, protection, and some advice how to get thru this all alone.

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IMPOSSIBLE. I TOLD YOU IMPOSSIBLE AND I FUCKING MEAN IT I SWEAR!

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ok... outburst over.

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WHY does that even upset you? I've been sitting here getting my fucking ass kicked for like 7 years now and you're not doing shit about it either. Believe me my personal and business ALWAYS been separated and nothing is going to change about that now either. I deserve to know what the fuck is going on too.

PS on that "Hello" one I prefer the Nozzi version

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I just write and prefer to blend in a crowd... and nah I'm not sould because my dreams BEEN over. They were humble too. So there really is nothing they can even offer me now. But I need to support myself too. Just what the fuck? What the fuck is even going on that it came to all this?

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I shake my head and can't even hear the fucking conversation? I mean when does who and how even let go? I'm fucking grown now.

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Nah it's not my religion or culture and I'm not going to sit here being forced to circle with them bitches either.

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It feels like theyre trying to bitch me down into submission like I'm supposed to sit here and just take it.

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I don't want to share my body with their demons either... believe me I have plenty of my own to handle. I'm tired of them bitches throwing me everything like I am their shield or trash can.

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Just pull me out this shit for real... you think I want the site closed down? Nah!!!!! Like I just want to write and read and learn and like recover and move on. Nah I'm not trying to disclose too much either. Just trying to get help and to make them all stop.

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And if they did that to your bitch... what would you do? TIRED AS FUCK DAWG!!!!!

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HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW... between the pins and all too like

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RUNNING ME INTO THE GROUND FOR WHAT?

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i just stay away from pretty much everybody now... except the ones I know I can trust god to trust.

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You can't even hit a bitch awake faggot?

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Nah that shit funny though... right?

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I didn't know... now I do and hell no I never even messed with that man.

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Nah it wasn't like this before I woke up...

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Nah it's one thing to hit a woman... but when you hit one only cause she don't know and can't hit you back? You brought yourself down to a whole new level of scum for real. WHY? What reason did you even have?

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Just trying to stand back up and to feel safe again. Do you even comprehend how hard it is to even do my hair or make up anymore? I'm not trying to let myself go now either. HATE ME FOR WHAT???? WHY WOULD YOU EVEN DO THAT SHIT TO ME?

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One day I'm going to be able to say I will fuck you up and mean it again...

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Yeah he's showing me again too at the same time. I couldn't even comprehend why my eyes used to hurt putting make up on type stupid. Cause you swear shit impossible...

Like the taps and sick shit and hurting my body... I can't respect or cosign that - how do I get the abusive freak that was supposed to be watching over me off me too?

And you pin me and then I'm forced to kiss my hands like you pawing me or trying to be nice to me after the worst abuse on my body you can ever comprehend... and I'm supposed to say ok or change my mind? You not my god, religion, or culture - you never had my permission you never even asked and I don't even know who YET you think I'm a bow and forgive or dismiss this shit?

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What's up with the weed drought? You trying to cover up more shit? And then my family cry when I try to write and stick up for myself - cause believe me I KNOW no one else does.

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Im not even exaggerating when I saw over 300 nights I've had to sleep with an ice pack. 7 mother fucking years you swear you own me.

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When I say*

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I don't know who just tapped my ass... but if you can tap my ass in ways that only god should be able to ESPECIALLY without my permission - if you can do all that then how the FUCK did you not know theyve been abusing me almost 7 fucking years straight now?

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What you think I'm some low level bitch to your initiation and I'm supposed to just sit there, shut up, and take it? Show me something I respect and I mightve. But there is NOTHING to respect about abusing the shit out of a bitch that doesn't even have anything to do with you.

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BECAUSE THE ONLY WAY THEY WOULDVE KNOWN HE WAS THERE WAS EITHER YOU, STALKERS, OR A CAMERA IN MY APARTMENT. I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW OR REMEMBER. SO HOW? TRAITOR

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i STILL HEAR YOU how many times do I have to ask you to leave? NONE of them - keeping detrimental secrets, plotting behind someones back, pretending to be a loving friend? I don't forgive any of you all. No disrespect to Jesus but maybe he can understand cause I don't. How's that my karma? Hows that what I put out? What did I even do to get served like this and yeah I'm going off and not shutting up until I feel better and you freaks have to stop.

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Let me find out that the reason my vision is bad now is cause some low level desperate ass bitch couldn't help himself to sleep a bitch and punch her in my eyes all the time. Yo I can't even fucking believe you for real. I bent over backwards because I trusted you as my friend. Then I'm dealing with this other male bitch who swear he can manipulate a hoe into getting what he wants out of me too.SOBER. ANd that one wants me sober all the time down to even no decaf to spin a bitch into forgiveness or to say impossible again. AND TO THINK I blamed my step father when it was you all along. You're not done? You had to try to tear my entire family apart too?

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BOTH OF THEM... I'm sorry but nah that's not my karma either - they were already broke up confirmed.

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I can't believe they actually force my hands and kiss them or try to redirect my prayers to them instead. DOES ANYBODY ON THIS EARTH BELIEVE I AM FORGIVING OR ACCEPTING ANYONE OR ANYTHING THAT IS FORCING ME TO SHARE MY BODY WITH THEM THRU TORTURE. That butterfly on the door across the hall for me for 3 days though. That was classic. Why won't you even let me try to get better though?

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from me for 3 days* and I actually believed once again I was safe.

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And then you change my response... and NO... I would NEVER hit that instead of them. In fact I'm not shooting at anybody I need reprieve so I can at least fucking think.

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Why no weed? What you all trying to cover up now?

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I don't want to hear or trust anybody just leave me the fuck alone for real.

Mayonnaise
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(Over versus but stop when the words do and listen to the rest of the verse)

The name… when my heart hurt so bad as a child I had to go to the ER. I remember the “mayonnaise” they put on my chest with the electrons. In the school yard I used to have to sit inside cause I would get chest pains almost every day. They said it was asthma… 7 years ago I felt my heart again – and I didn’t realize they could change. These are the things I don’t want everyone knowing…
“Time……. “
Like the memories or the dream and as child the kid I saw at McDonalds when I had a birthday party there and took a pic pointing to my shoe. I’m from Oceanside and Baldwin. My double whisper back to me you grow up to realize invisible friends aren’t real. Or the circles as they are. I grew up singing songs like ring around the rosie or concentration, I never realized that if the phone rang whether or not it was even plugged in.
“And now……..”
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I used to look at the clouds in the sky and tell God what pictures I saw. And yeah, I’m all about a psych for real. I think I was more mature at 13 than I am now. Both times I cracked my head open I didn’t even cry until I saw the blood. Nothings changed. Just realizing why…. And us and them and family – it’s the only thing that matters. Not the dumb bitches who hurt me.
(Over next verse)
My dreams are as polar as my heart and temper… Fighter pilot or ballerina to getting pregnant and it was mechanic or hair dresser – I did neither. I ended up being an EA in corporate with almost every job I got was in July. It didn’t suffice and it wasn’t enough. And when I realized why it couldn’t make up for it all.
“Out of hand and out of season…..”
I know the odds and the demons chasing me that I finally chased back. But I’m out of season but for once a reason. No longer will I follow, I know what they SAID to do but I refuse. But I can’t do this alone anymore and nah I’m not that arrogant but It’s my ONE life… they can’t dictate it for me anymore.
It has nothing to do with anything but…
“I just want to be… when I can… I will…”

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Can I see my babies?

I'm going to get more coffee and like people still obviously here... I didn't know or think to even realize why my eyes change colors until I woke up. Alone. Nothing is more important than my families so if you want to talk big and pac fine... but you see why I'm scared for my children et al. PACING Nobody pace me like you... but can you help me so I can be my own bitch again (IE self) it feels like I'm running thru so many of them I don't even feel like myself most of the time, It's just a strategy in my opinion but "it was all good" 7 years ago now? Why am I the one hit cause they too stupid to just ADMIT IT

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AND STOP

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I don't like their presence, I don't like their aura, I don't like their rituals and I really don't like their demand either. If I kiss my own fucking hands one more time... oh wait I been saying that. Why I really can't do shit about that or the abuse for real?

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I rather die than to live like this and them for real.

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I don't like them sushing me, I don't like them bullying me, I don't like their arrogance and I don't like all the attention. I believe all this couldve been handled in a better way and since it wasn't can it be now?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHxWCR0NKwQ


Where everyone at?

Can you make sure they read it with how I wrote it to align with the song... cause I'm trying to explain to my blood why.

Thank you so much for those bringing awareness to the mental illness plight. In case you think I’m not most grateful. Mental illness a bitch for real. And people who aren’t treated right or a threat to public safety!!! Medicine is key... and finding an outlet. Feeling safe is another and like... I’m lucky to have had angels that saw it all coming too!!!

In the 90s? Big, Lox, Keith murry, smiff n Wesson, heltah skeltah, nas, Jay, bad boy and OF COURSE Mobb deep... and dj clue was my means to hearing the underground stuff. That’s mostly where I’m from. North and south east coast. It was a hard pick between little Kim or Foxy - I liked them both. Hurricane Jane was most under-rated... and like I just like rap. I would say because of the poetry and ties to heavy metal I was raised on.

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Reminds me of my boys... Mary J was like our home base back then. And I was so mind over matter even when I had a head ache I’d lay down before I took an Advil and then I lost my mind so like... it fucked me up in every direction. But for real... I am getting it back and learning to live again with such.

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I like underground more than commercial usually... even now I prefer trap. And when I shoot on New Years (that one time) I shoot down to the grass. One so no one gets hurt and 2 to say what up! I always felt protected by ghosts cause so many of my boys have died young so this readjust is fucking me up too. “Where the eyes in back of me” go? That’s what it feel like...

Are a threat to public safety*

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They lied to him and told him I tried to blame him for what he did... not at all and never - wolf pyre what ever I got bigger problems that shit so petty to me

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I’m from CT of course I raised with them

Thanks... I’m just waiting for the site to return to normal again.

Thanks @among I appreciate most people hate me here!!!

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Anybody ever get hit with the defrib? Was that the defrib when it felt like my throat was being slashed and being waterboarded at the same time? My life line flashes was crazy! That’s why I joke and say dying is easy it was coming back to life that hurt so much physically and emotionally. I didn’t even barely notice I was shot (I thought I ran out of gas and left the rental in the middle of the street walking home as I was hearing the 3 bangs) - if I even was cause in my hood? Everything get covered up... like welcome to the jungle!

It may never be. We need The Great Father to rise from the ashes and save us all.

What the fuck?

@Doctor _steak WTF about what? What is your question or which part are you saying what the fuck to?

Why?

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That pizza avatar thingy... We used to get pizza every Friday and I'd only have 1 slice cause i used to be so health conscience but after MB2010 I was up to my 4th slice and my boyfriend stopped eating and was just standing there staring at me... I looked up mouth full and all like "what"? I put on 50 lbs in 3 months... traded my Sky and Escape in for a basic model Kia (If you knew me you'd know how crazy in itself that is - I love cars) but I couldn't stand people looking at me. I didn't know why I was doing all that either just told myself I don't need to floss any more. Now? I'm mad as fuck!!!! I want my cars and my life back. My body back? Hmm not so much, I was too skinny any way and I will never allow myself to ever be tossed around like that again. That's kinda how I feel about TGF right now though... just a part in a story. BUT they weren't fucking with me when I was airing out and we were emailing either.

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When I saw a droid I fell the fuck out laughing though... I put it on my IG - I hope it's still there. He was cool peoples for real - Just a playa playa that wouldn't give me the time of day which was cool - but we still cool if he ever come back from lying about being dead. Who think I'm that desperate to just dismiss that shit? Never in my life I ever got dissed by someone pretending to be dead. ;o(

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I usually live in the real world homie... you didn't have to.

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He was rich though so I can see why he'd be full of himself like that...

You can't just name a thread "mayonnaise", it's a violation of the Geneva Convention.

LoL... it's the name of the song I wrote to

Hank Steinman, the founder, started Emblem Enterprises, Inc. from his garage with an idea and a commitment to succeed. Thirty years later, his vision has helped millions of professionals look sharper and put smiles on kid's faces with patches that tell stories.

“peace, trust, liberty, freedom and good shit” < that really doesn't sound like me. and I would've put a comma after freedom if I took the time to put it in quotes. Sometimes I be lazy but just saying. Why I'm being hacked and my words being switched around and shit any way?

Why won’t you just trace a fucking ip? They won’t stop fucking with me. They had an account created for me on a site I never even heard of until yesterday and like... you may think it’s not big deal but it is to me. Stalking illegal and mentally engaging a crazy girl is as sick as hanubul lector to me. I’m freaked out ok... just you see the facts it can be handled in 5 days. Trace an ip before I pull up all my ER records PLEASE! If this the man that’s been terrorizing me up and down the east coast... yeah!!!!!