A Disciple's Thread

Ooops meant the one…

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https://youtu.be/1ascZV0G7cU?si=o9SVjiXdUZ_u4tcp

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We Don’t Give a Fuck

You wanna play? Blow out my brain?
Evidentially it’s easy
Or what ever miss pimp your name is to please he
Believe me this shit is easy
You want a war you playing no doubt you want a shout?
Then you throw like you even about it
Or Is it
Bitch not even one visit
You wanna call bitches to your name
But who are you if I’m the one legally insane
But then tie me
TI what’s the time b
Strutting with a new vision trick
You been known I’m not the one on another nickels dick
You wanna be a prick?
I can show you
Only if you upfront what I owe you
You wanna bring blood
I’ll curse his name too
And go out above all measures cause they reduced my life to some game 2
I’m charging $259 a rob and a sleep
Bitches I been called homicide
Cause that’s the land that I creep
But my moms supposed to pay for you
Where’s your vest dawg?
Just prove that I owe you…

MG get at me 1 we fix it

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I didn’t and never did do it though

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Rule 3: don’t go around people when you don’t feel good or like yourself

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Cause “we is the best dawg”

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You know the police address here her a beeper code… LMAO I started to suspect

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Nah not me or my style… it’s why I made a hiding spot for the kids cause I JUST put it together

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Why you hate me though?

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Praying for a do over… someone got me for my card and some cash

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They feel they should take over all rites and I’m trying to fight but

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The littlest what makes me glitch now

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Stupid bitches…

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Then why do I feel like this, guilty and helpsesss like this and a burden like this feeling like I’m the one stealing money?

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How much money you put into this and how much do you allegedly give me?

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Then you want me to sit here and feel something for you too?

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It’s twisted I’m not impressed and move in on me anytime you like to

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BECAUSE I AGREE I CANT UNTIL THEY STOP DOING THIS AND SLEEPING ME AND
Y FREE WILL

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I’m so embarrassed I can’t look my own mom in the eye right now

https://youtu.be/NPcomYP-8Vc?si=wTxwnegMdRwLgRUA

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It’s not my partner and never was… was that livers picking up MR?

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Jicera* … get them out my body and make them stop disrespectfing it too

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Thought death was coming for me…

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She left…idk if she one of his… idk or understand what’s going on

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She back…

It felt like school didn’t like me again

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And it’s hard to tell 50 cause it’s awkward to do to pac… did he know I was clueless?

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Pac… like if pac is alive he need to prove it to me asap

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But if they don’t leave I’ll never be sane again… why they allowed to do that to me though?

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I can’t fight psychs and don’t even want to

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How do I get better if you’re still fucking with my head?

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Probably why they all try to kill me so much

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I suppose im pac the one that who got $50k to bring me back? … I’m gonna sleep and let my team handle it.

https://youtu.be/FDep8HpxSJM?si=Y4IXnsUXwMaLQGCs

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Pick a side

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Nah it didn’t click that she fucked C

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Idk what to say other than IM SORRY AGAIN

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I don’t always wanna fuck you up I really don’t think it is that serious thpugh

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But yeah fix it

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Death row not sitting low though… I’m Cali too

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You all not gonna make me scared to see my family and cousins either

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They stole my credit card too

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I’m not gonna live scared anymore… what I’m supposed to stay in the house and be scared?

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Tell my mom cause idk how to

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I know this means someone get all my rites now over money and stuff

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I’m ok…

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You stole my title so I’ll call it Losing Cheryl and what it feels like to lose yourself too

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46… when I bought my drop I was gaging 53

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Nah don’t ever leave me in some center eating checkers for real

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Why is it all or nothing though?

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I cried on my 30th bday… I’m different

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Cause I already am not myself

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And I can feel that and it makes it worse

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With the extra too… not trying to be ungrateful trying to balance

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That traumatized me but ok calming down

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Seen it and trusted before

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My daughter… I want to see her

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While I’m mostly here not to play the sick card or anything

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And when I trusted that and trusted them there was my license pic in a sports bra and I didn’t sleep with my bf for 3 years and didn’t notice

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Or forgot

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Just wanna be in mental hospice and comfortable in my own body

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Hair is fun I like it… but they take it so easy I don’t trust I’m good at it

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But you guys make me sick on purpose then say I’m not crazy

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https://youtu.be/zcCXPKiQ6-0?si=80aAsG_zFnpTWyME

You what? Neck and neck with my daughter? The roaches was getting in your crib so I plugged to hole with my bubble gum.. dont you ever in your life speak to me or of me like that again. I’m sorry for how you were raised but on my realest FUCK YOU TOO

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Baby in the trash… smh alright

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Rented you $5k dressers hummers to prom like what and how I did YOU wrong to even begin with?

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I was proud you left the apt in good shape and didn’t take nothing though

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I’m not gonna hit you just not gonna help you either

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Dresses* she had the bed prom dresses that was my baby girl so I thought and I’m hurt

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Best*

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I got black listed cause she stole a diamond on a job I got her and she still ain’t even tell me

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Jamie didn’t get like 1/7th of what you got…I’d give a gift then cut and then pray

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Yeah… went into psych like I think I just saw my friends daughter on the video

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It went too far… I can’t trust just had to see for myself but when you needed a new boat I was OUT

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Don’t wanna know… don’t want to care… but whoa

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We grown though… right?

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https://youtu.be/j85UDykomWA?si=OHaEGkCmd5Bn1YsC

I can’t help it I hate bullies… you not gonna… never mind

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It’s when I think you hate me too is when I lose it too

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I don’t have cigarettes or a vape

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That means personal comfort too

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Guess someone feel strong I didn’t struggle enough

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Or squirm…

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And then they shot Nipsy… I get it… I’ll help stop it pac

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Cause that’s pac talking shit to a woman

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I do pray there is some land where we all still alive and happy type

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Them forehead kisses are everything pac

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When shit get right

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I got up to fly… now I know why too.. I miss you worried he mad but he playing me too and idk how to feel about that

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We was in it for blow hoe but you made it over a man

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If this how I have to feel and live and act then you got to go too

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Torturing me away from my council cause they scared

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They here to judge me not you… but if you want to continue to piss them off and meet my god… by all means

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I have to guess but I think like 94 Cera - my daughter called them and I co-signed

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Her dad was there too… so what is going on?

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2004

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Not funny STOP they WILL hit you too

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Yeah

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What changed when I got shot though?

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No clue don’t want to know and grateful I don’t

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She called in 04 when they slept me and I told her it was ok I was with god and she realized I snapped probably

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Even

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They’ll kill you if you try too

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I think he still here…

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Why so mad though? Bleed and breathe

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I like to break glass it helps

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Please he would kill me lok

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Just better at war

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No way in hell will you ever be on my field 97

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I see you… idk either but if they wasn’t blocking and making me feel sick and not like myself… that look look like you losing respect for me too

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I need sleep

I get it..: and then she tried to blow my vv off then I told him to tell her pucker up I’m a spit in her mouth and you don’t even want her so what’s the psychos problem? I’m white? Or you a genius side stepping her too! Why do we even have to

I get it..: and then she tried to blow my vv off then I told him to tell her pucker up I’m a spit in her mouth and you don’t even want her so what’s the psychos problem? I’m white? Or you a genius side stepping her too! Why do we even have to

@Candy almost at 600k!!!! You think they’d give us a dollar a hit?

https://youtu.be/tygQM0_7aqo?si=Iow1on31K2eamhVS

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Ming didn’t make it…

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But everyone else here I think

5 was my beeper code… I would just text 5 cause bitches in ct are crazy and I didn’t want them to get my number

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I would get so mad at my ex cause he had the same number for like 10 years plus but I always had to change my number cause his bitches or other confused stalkers

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Pretty sure we would’ve lived in Cali and I would’ve got time with my cousins too

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Out here alone…

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I would get frustrated cause she was too good for her own family - fuck her

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Her sister idoled her too

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It was so sad to watch the 2 times in like 30 years I ever met her

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The ride with us collide with us - me

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My tug so I don’t want to tell everybody

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https://youtu.be/j85UDykomWA?si=O3AL8GBQdQEY-fDM

He wasn’t dissing me he was pissing her off talking shit to her

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Was this put before or after someone tried shooting my vv out

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Off*

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That’s so cute too… my ex had the biggest crush on Stacy dash

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The murder was my high school party got shot up and a star athlete with a baby on the way got killed

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The bullet rarely goes where intended… my first slow mo and hallucination and toungues

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Yeah me and my hellmate was toe to toe like ready let’s go… it was to save not kill

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He did 26 years he snapped after

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That’s the “get your ass in the trunk” smh

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Political he had to take the plea it wasn’t like that

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It was part of the deal

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I hope future laws and stuff be more forgiving… he can’t find a job over $15 per hour

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I wrote about it… the day the world stood still brb I’ll posit it

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The day the world stood still…

If my pen was a paintbrush, I’d paint a picture to see.
A story in time; when da walls closed n on me.
It was the day the world stood still, innocence lost, and tragedy fill
A day of ending and new beginning –
Witnessed a war: righteousness vs. sinning.
The day started as one of pride,
I couldn’t imagine the secrets the night would hide.
I couldn’t imagine the faith I would come to learn,
Or the realities brought forth of souls doomed to burn.

Don’t know the alpha or the omega, neither was in sight,
but I do know the harsh reality of my bliss that night.
Perhaps I'll never know why I was the only one in the room…
And perhaps I’ll never stop wondering if ultimately it'd be my doom.
Felt like an eternity standing toe to toe,
All the while --- thinking to myself friend or foe?
I looked at him and he looked back at me it seemed it was forever, paralyzed an eternity.
But it wasn't the eyes of my enemy,
More like a familiar stare I became aware that was long lost to me.
But yes, the eyes were cold, they were dark, and they were piercing me,
What courage it took for the angel who ran upstairs to rescue me,
at that moment I realized a hero is way more than anything I could ever hope to be.


I flew down the stairs, passed the quiet guard,
jumped over the porch landed on my feet into the yard,
And there I stood as if I was in this world alone,
and I wasn’t snapped back until to the ground I was thrown.

I think I was in awe, cause I realized the ramifications of what I just saw.
“For by thee I have run through a troop; and by God have leaped over a wall”
Literally!
For this is the night I believe the angels carried me –
The halos and horns I could see so vividly
That is why I believe in my heart a martyr fell before we.

Be still fear in our enemies with ignorance their disguise
Behold the angels with the tears in their eyes.
In that moment we all came to be one – there was no divisible sides,
Together we stood and for a second coexistence won.
There together to witness and mourn the wrong that has been done.
And that is the true meaning of loss when you all wanna talk about “lost one.”

And to he, at his last breath I think he took me too,
And left a lasting impression too real and too true.
For I felt the weight lifted when a spirit was called home and I knew it was accepted,
Not left here to roam.
It wasn’t at that moment I felt restored to reality
But the world stood still did not move again until I felt that first snowflake touch me.
Now, hail Mary

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It’s funny cause the ones still in it our moms all worked together at the same factory… I always said if Hail Mary hit it goes to them for his daughter too

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I do… I wonder a lot if I was better off just staying naive and not waking up and realizing… but I’m still grateful because now I know why my heart was always so hurt and empty

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I still tell myself he made it… I know

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I’m not going to get better until I accept that he died I guess

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Pac heavy artillery guys… think what you want

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I bet almost all of you are

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I read the Quran because I was told to when my daughter was wishing for my bjrthdays back but I didn’t want to disrespect and be nosy… but after that assault that I felt tied and couldn’t move and had to hear all that sick shit at the same time - I felt betrayed - that’s why I read it… I was mad at my god but I’m back

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I’ve learned in mental that 2 people can be sitting next to each other and be in comeotet different worlds… maybe we all are

As long as they stop playing wack music and confusing me

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I like the YouTube pushes though

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Guys… he really might be coming back

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Do you think he made it?

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So the creeper who parked behind my car and I hit it… he had a 20 year old hoop d damaged in the spot I hit fixed his door so he can open it… but reported to my insurance SOOO I had to fix my car… my insurance jumped to like $1k a month I think - over a febder bender

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Fender*

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Why he didn’t want to show me his license though? Did he report under legit name?

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I’m scared of EVERYTHING weird

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Cause my space was up too in 2nd spot and he parked at last stop like 5-7 spots away… what was he doing so far up right behind my car to begin with?

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Just want some civil rites back too

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Pls I know how you all scared of politicians… freeze don’t shoot… no… but I’m still just saying

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Well guys… the angels may not be crying anymore

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Hell down… we up

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Take it as serious as you want to… not my problem you just scared

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Pls don’t let them shoot, kidnap, soell, stalk, own… like for real and I’m gong to be mad as fuck if I don’t get some fun here too

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Fun again*

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Hoping he come back to KICK KEVINS ASS

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They set me up and I know it… why would I?

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Worried about those spikes but Lord please

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Trying to post gin and juice and let them know for Mung next round

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I’m not gonna be, respect, or bitched by anybody abusive

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Me and my hell mate getting out

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I don’t like you guys so why do I have to?

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Or why do you swear I have to?

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Too my baby girl it’s not that serious… revelations is so personal and literally to just specifically to you… cause personally I haulcinate bur neve took a hallucinogenic SO stay good yoiu are good… you can even die and not even notice… everyone’s fine

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Sorry… not to you like that the person*

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Tired of seeing and living their nightmares too

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What do we do?

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Why you only come back when I’m with someone else though?

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Especially after waiting so long

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Trust issues… don’t know what level we at

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Jicera… what’s your take? I like aliens, always been scared of the concept, but seen some weird and real shit - the car today like wtf is that? LMAO

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I always did say My Father creator of Heaven and EARTH… not space and I already got mad and broke a promise by reading it maybe

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I’m at the basics right now

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He refuses to accept no

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Or stop

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Pac… that’s not my problem I didn’t promise anyone a thing like that

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Why would I?

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You can’t force somebody to want you… that’s sick - pac please help

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I don’t like it… I don’t like them

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I can breathe a little I just hate when I feel like other people and not myself

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I don’t act liking or want a flow so why

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I’m not some shell I’m still in here and it’s gross

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I don’t like acting*

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You or my hell mate and THATS IT

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Getting stalked and not the stalker too

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I literally hear their voices and it gives me cringes

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It’s uncomfortable inside here who stole my comfort and peace?

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Gonna eat and go to sleep

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Do something to prove it’s not Kevin so they stop

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I think he has everyone thinking he’s you

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I’m gonna go to sleep… nite

Why won’t they let me feel better? Why do they keep closing my instagrams and won’t let me get another

What part of they set me up on 4th of July do you not comprehend… he’s a fake phony dope head and I’m against ANYBODY with them or rooting even if it was pac himself telling me to

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How did she know?

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How did everyone know but me and WHY?

Pac… they guy they set me up with on Fourth of July and my old friends won’t leave me alone… I feel them in my body and hear them and my hell mate against me now too… I can’t trust NO ONE

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I don’t want to live miserable and this sick anymore especially when I don’t have to… if they just leave me the fuck alone I can stand back up by miyself

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Might as well nobody protecting me anyway and they got to him too

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In stand still world.. WE ARE HELL ASSHOLES - wtf are you scared off besides a super strict god that is the meanest and scarlet warden ever - all you have to do is behave or at least try your best to

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Pac… get that pedi creep that’s lied to my entire family and forcing himself on me and he’s ugly and gross and his voice makes me cringe but idk who it is or why… do you think he is the rapist too?

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Dana was actually the other mom… not the bitch who never even got pregnant yet

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It’s not a game pac… I’m abused and sick as fuck again

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They’ve had it long enough and too much - why can’t we even get a turn?

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Because I’m not myself because it’s not my culture or religion and they are stronger than me… I think it’s why people rape people to take their power and it’s not just an expression and it’s sick, twisted, dead wrong

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You are not reducing my life to them ridiculous bitches though

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He smiled while walking in the store just like that bitch was when she was walking one day and we passed her right on time too… HERE WE GO AGAIN - I’m not afraid of jail anymore

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IM NOT THE SNITCH AND I WANT MY NAME CLEARED

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Saw her walking then she disspearwd then she reappeared at the corner

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I don’t trust that bitch

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How would you feel if it was you? I don’t want to change my look, or how I drress or wear glasses and be ugly… I rather did and I mean it

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I’m not some doll you design and dress old man freak

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I rather die*

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Is that why it felt like my eyes were getting poked out for YEARS and it was excruciating - is that how I got cataracts

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I rather die then to live in his fake hallucinogenic world too

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Just because you stole my free will doesn’t mean you can demand to make choices for me too

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I hit insanity tonight for the first time in a long while - just grateful I didn’t have to go to the hospital

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I’m not going to sleep because I saw a pic and that’s not my bra

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Wish I could’ve told him they not winning no more or ever coming back around me again

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That’s THEIR religion not mine - I despise the craft but pac by all means jungle

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I’m to the point that I will chew off my own foot just to be free and me again

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I’m not your fucking study it’s cruel and unusual

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Idec that everyone hate me - just want to know why

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Why won’t you just tell me!!!!

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Why won’t anyway just tell me what’s going on

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Being broke is making me thirsty and spending every cent I get

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Why are they allowed to force me to live sick and forcing me to share my body with their ghosts and stuff too

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Try it pacs way NOW

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Because then I feel like her and not me

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And they get away with sleeping me for god only knows how long or what they do and stuff

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He won’t shut up it started when I was raped in Myrtle beach - they did that one purpose too

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It is elevation and they just scared that hell gets a round

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I do your car bitch… really? I’m to suffer and not the person who betrayed you?

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I didn’t promise you or ever disrespect you for shit - I bet you the one who did fine though

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I saw your car* I refuse to trace or tap ever again now

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But I’m lot a witch and I don’t like the craft so how the weird shit even work on me to begin with

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The sick old man… if his name is Arther or Andrew or something he was at the massage parlor too the first time I went and was on my ass for like 45 minutes sooo

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If it’s the same man I want a needle in his arm

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I don’t want people in my head or body though - why do I have to?

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Because every time I moved I was ok for a while and then a few weeks later

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Would you want to live like this… and the scars on my wrist… when? How long was I slept for that to not even notice or see scabs and stuff but I sss the scares REAL good

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Idc why they scared cause we don’t kill we save

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But that 910?’

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My ig keeps getting closed down too

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I’m on like my 6th or 7th account

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Why can’t I be happy again? Why are they fucking with my head and making me sick and isolated on purpose?

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Why can’t I be happy again? Why are they fucking with my head and making me sick and isolated on purpose?

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Why would my insurance pay him 3,600 for a 96 Camry that was in HORRIBLE shape

I know you all out there trying to help… believe I’m trying so hard to break free and grasp it too… I have like 500 songs to listen to… I need more help when I’m filing thru all these personalities cause I had mental illness and issues to begin with

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Pac I know in my heart you made it… can I come hide too?

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A couple of them I like or respect but as a result I am cutting ties to ties… yoU all are FUCKED up

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No one told me… NOT ONE - I want Dana on top

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They always drive away my real friends

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Cause she the only other one that was a mom too

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And helped me calm down

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Yeah I dropped to my kneee in salah… prollY cause pac was reading and Allah really had my families back

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He was even mad I broke my promise to my church but I also know he’s happy I’m back

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It probably was my God he can be strict as fuck

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But these bitches went and changed my religion for me… how the fuck does that happen? No thank you… 2 is enough

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I can literally feel them in my body and it’s so gross that I want to jump out of my own skin

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Just incase I was a vampire this middle eastern guy came up to me when I was doing demos and said you know red something has insect blood in it LoL

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He’s so kind I swear

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Nah blood not my thing either… i can’t see it

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I did laugh when someone was getting cboked this morning and that’s not usually me either

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They was choking me like a week ago too

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I don’t fight or shoot in the dark… don’t know how to

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And if he WAS threatening my sister… anyone over 23 can get it too

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All I ever was WAS in everyone’s best interest - I’m still glad I’m not a hater

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It feels like psych is pushing me over the edge too and I get d scared cause my dr from 13-25 was Dr Fox

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The baby killers Dr too

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The one that may have brain washed me… like how you have a baby and forget?

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Or the license pic

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Or gang raped etc

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My mom told me I need to go back to therapy and I’m just so sick and tired of it all… I was sober and did EBERYTHING they told me too… so I trusted and told them everything too

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I got worse and worse STILL blaming the disease more than people … nah yo… for real

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Ced always used to tell me you get what you need not what you want… its opposite I get what I want and fight but never too much what I needed or wished for

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I was dead inside and that’s why I busted out crying to Paul wall

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Now I know why… and yeah I seen him as a ghost 3-4 times but I still have hope

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Just change my phone number…disrespect beyond forgiveness

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I know you all out there trying to help… believe I’m trying so hard to break free and grasp it too… I have like 500 songs to listen to… I need more help when I’m filing thru all these personalities cause I had mental illness and issues to begin with

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I almost was an airhead and text him was the vv worth it

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That deciding what I do today… like ok if it sound good -
They not that serious

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Number changed 50 don’t press charges pls

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Nah not one tear I’m good it’s how I know I’m good… already cried for 5 months

It is a spell cause I lose myself and it happened 2-3 other times I got pathetic for no reason… this one as a bond though - at least I thought it was

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I hate taking bad about my dad but I understand and maybe still trying to fix it too… but I know I don’t deserve it and he can’t love me if he’s capable of hurting me like that… especially on purpose to get some vv

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Or a paycheck who knows… why would people do me like this for free?

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No lmayter how much shit I talk… when you wanna talk back and judge me… I do at 46 have a rite to privacy personally when I need to - my life is hell - and I’m jumping and keeping as best as I can and can comprehend

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I ask I don’t steal

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That’s the best he got

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What do you lie about?

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I don’t really care cause I don’t fuss and let people live in any world they want to

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I’m just praying for reality again

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Not your reality… MINE… I’m in a different time zone

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I had to cut up all credit cards… I was fucking my credit up again

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Same story… here we go again

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I build they break… how does anybody respect them or that?

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I don’t

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I’m not myself… that’s the problem and idky I can’t just be myself again

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Idk if I’ll ever be me again

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Does anybody comprehend what they did to me?

https://youtu.be/oIVfmcZ5wFA?si=_-bEx4NY1AItOsa3

I’m a respond… 1 misdemeanor disorderly conduct dropped cause a stranger sat at our table and put her hand in my French firmed so I sad keep them and she punched my old evil friend and it was on

Class e felony stealing a Lex running for my life but they dropped the charge cause I snapped because I was gang raped

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I love LOX FIRM AND MOBB DEEP… what’s the problem Pac? Or will it break my heart too

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Are you mad at me too?

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How the fuck do strangers or haters in your head even socially acceptable… what about boundaries or my space your space… we ride pac you can but the collides fix asap cause I’m about to just pass out and die I’m so exhausted

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Yeah my heart hurt REAL bad right now… I loved him and trusted him like I would you

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Stated for 3 hours I’m a’ight

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Stared*

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I have a feeling there is going to be a lot of what do they call it when the arrest is illegal and they have to say sorry and clear the plate…. Not sure but maybe that’s why people get mad at me and don’t tell me why and why so many people get arrested around other people… when did I start to realize they were… when the guy she obsessed with babies mom got busted for a meth lab allegedly. And nah I’m not getting mwrried not to a Muslim either but the friends I had that were decent I hope we still cool but only a little bit

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Florida plates…my niece ok she said while the truck was flipping it felt like she was in a bubble

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If that’s on you, you better move hoe cause I can’t help it

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Tax info is public information too though sooo I’m serious - maybe you should go back to renting

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Fractured her face in like 3-4 places and has epilepsy now… she can’t be around scissors unless 6 month seizure free and that hasn’t happened so she lost HER career too

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I really would like to know what’s going on

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CAUSE I HUST TOLD EVERYBODY

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All you had to do was stop and leave me alone… drastic measures needed cause she won’t

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Why they allowed to change my pics or make me look and feel tacky and ugly

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I’m smarter then that… that’s why I posted so I don’t cause I swear I want to but not going to jail for her either

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Nobody scared of you… or ever was… but I’m not going anywhere near you… how the fuck someone like you think you my clergy and shit

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I hate so much that I can’t live alone…

Nah in myrtle beach he was yelling and marching with 3 shadow kids and then my sister and dad were saying baby baby and I got scared cause I didn’t know wtf they were talking about

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Why when Juno came out and they saw how sick I got why they didn’t just tell me then?

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Nah… that’s lost 3… who do we owe that pleasure to?

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My entire life since 2010 has been a fucking nightmare - never did I ever imagine it could get worse than that and I’m so scared because what worse now…

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Why… cause you saw me smiling?

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You saw me happy and said fuck that I own you? You own my body and soul too? You can change my reliigion

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Watch this…

Why? NAME ONE THING U FUD TO OFFEBD YOU ANY OF MY OLD OWNERD

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Name one thing I did to offend you*

My mom said and k know it too… she said don’t fall for it again…were or did you come back for me in 06

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The whispers and power suggestion and then the disrespect of so many people thinking I’m the magic 8 ball toy but won’t even ask or say shit to my face

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Well guys… do you think you’re getting the truth when you play with ouija? All I can see is how they trick and lie like they supposed and known to

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Why the no family rule always fall at my expense and abuse

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Bitch please.. the cop was there and I know you all did something

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I’m tired of your right on time shit bitch

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How? You better than me to have my free rites? How and why?

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Cause I know you’ll use a weapon - don’t worry

I haven’t been suicidal in YEARS… I’m fine now but that was scary

https://youtu.be/QItPF-CnsYY?si=FZLMoc-1krh8ehSt


Pac? I’m exhausted!
If it’s you or 50 fucking around on my electronics ok… but why no one will just tell me?!???

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Them bitches smart as hell but they can’t box God

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I’m still going to wait for you to come back for me… is Jicers ok? Did you get her?

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Jicera*

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“Yeah mom but it’s clear it was always be the same”

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Outside of myself not feeling like myself… I don’t know what that wack job bitch did but why I have to suffer for it?

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Yeah the Baltimore tunnel and nah I wasn’t on that route… nyc to ct only

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My dad live down there though… they too strict down there I didn’t mess around

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They took my license an entire year for SPEEDING I wasn’t even drunk and they took it

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I really do need like $20k to get me thru until I graduate - I can’t stand asking for me money or having my mom support me and all in my business like that… where DO I go for help?

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I know that’s why I got locked in the elevator - the fire department go their too quick

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All they had to do was ask? I don’t understand how anyone confused if they was on me all these years

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Yes because the only way they got in is if I opened the door for them so my parents have cameras everywhere and it’s not fair - how they even do or got that to begin with and can you fix me?

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It’s uncomfortable…

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They’ve had in a choke hold for 29 years… when do we get a chance?

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Just switch

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I know it was you… and I’m sure there is method to your madness about confusing me but some tried to have my vv shot off anyway - you still with her? In that what happens?

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If they get off me I have a chance to be happy again but they refuse to… you should see my room right now

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It takes hours and hours to fall asleep cause they joke with my head or body

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I had who ever it was on dna and had my underwear hidden there for safe keeping - then here come this bitch who wanna light it and me up like it’s a joke

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It gets worse than that…

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I did… I saw and spoke to her mom told her to decide - when I woke up I heard them both say fuck she still alive she a vampire

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Tired of being mentally sick… they don’t have to make it worse

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I’m trying to follow the music path but it’s hard to concentrate or focus on anything these days… I give it 9 years that I’m scared I lose my mind forever… I want to have fun

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I miss having fun

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Like wow you found pacs mentally ill baby mama… LMAO you stupid for that

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I should try to sleep… I love my parents but they treat me like a child… they hide the cigarette cause I’m only allowed one pack a day… my mom wouldn’t get me ice coffee cause there were nips in my car… I get gas once a week… when do I get out of jail too?

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Please guys I have to sell something all I need is like $20k to get thru school

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That’s why I pointed him out… he knows who did it ONE they tried to kill me again in ceremony TWO

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He didn’t believe me they gonna put it all on him too

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Had him on dna 3x they helped him get away on purpose

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wtf did I even do that everyone hates me?

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They’re making me look ugly then forcing me to stare in the mirror too

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How they do that and why they allowed to?

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My profile? Yuck but after 200-500 clicks I start to look normal again too

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How did them bitches even get over me to begin with?

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I don’t want to sleep I just want to feel better and for someone to make them leave me and my body and my head alone

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It feels like they literally attached themselves to me

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And literally tied down in invisible chains… but nah that wasn’t enough for them…

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I know you didn’t put the dope head decoy in so who did and why?

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Got jumped by the entire jungle - that’s what it feels like

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Please just get me back to your side asap

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They can’t comprehend how hard it is to get out of bed let alone hold down school… I’ve been trying to add extra hours for weeks now and can’t

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And my parents being so nosy in ALLL of my business isn’t fair either

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Sometime it feels like he’s fucking with my head and starting fights on purpose

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Who knows how much fighting makes me sick?

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He say I’m stringing him along? Nah… I’m trying to keep it 100 with everybody

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Didn’t have unprotected sex though… not then and never slept with him to my knowledge, consent, or permission

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My hellmate saw how they do it at the bank but he still believe him I just get drunk or what ever - NOT

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Wasn’t sleeping with either of them

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I don’t want to marry into that religion or family though… he need to switch sides too

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There’s a difference between humbling siomebody and humiliating them on purpose

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I’ve been humiliated, degraded, and defiled so much that i don’t even give a fuck about me anymore

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I used pray for death every night when they were torturing me

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I guess that’s why they raped me in Myrtle beach… cause I lied to you about my age?

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What happens when I got shot? It hasn’t been right since…

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It hasn’t been right since Myrtle beach

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They’re keeping me sick on purpose and won’t let me get better

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It’s your eyes I love anyways

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I’m sad though and hurt

https://youtu.be/0u0Ja-LvunU?si=YXS7vB840UCazZbM

I had no clue

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It’s like they fighting me to live for their cause and not mine and god let them…
They stronger than me and it’s not fair - they literally do walk me on some leash and everyone let them

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They made me pop again on purpose this all gonna be fucked up for a minute

Arella vs the United States of America (regulate and fix psych, I want my civil rites back)

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I need a lawyer I need money.. guys I’m fucked

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I can’t even report a criime and my drs didn’t either

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That’s law

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No family members that’s law

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Pac over everything k owe him for my life at least 5x

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I really had no clue at all… did Fox brainwash me?

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I’m broke as hell I’m tired I used to be able to work

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They refuse to give me disability too

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Someone will help and hear me eventually

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Pac I know how and when you lost me… I think Melissa got a hold and sold me to Kevin who is a dope head

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I don’t do drugd like that and everybody know it

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How far after my pop pops body was returned did my aunt come down to show Anne… I ain’t playing bitch. I took donor off my license and it got back on

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How long before Myrtle beach?

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Yeah you just reminded me when I was going up and down on my bed cause Danny was tied down screaming all night

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https://youtu.be/eXvBjCO19QY?si=M9JJSSpruS_r_Fr8

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I believe it takes generations for souls to heal and they only take down tribe strongest

The strongest*

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Me and cocaine? The worst thing was people I respected did it and I used to be so mean tin coke heads. THATS why I don’t fuss

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Cause for once I could sit still

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Plea insanity if you want to

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I understand sometimes I get it wrong cause I’m freaking out or confused

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Can someone find Jay Z and ask him if he will buy Lost+ to put on his wall… thanks for waking me up I caught a lyric

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I’m white and scared as fuck so I run to the police

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Hopefully more races can trust them too

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The first thing they did was break up my family and I want them back

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The files are lies at first I just thought they didn’t listen

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The most important is money asap my mom don’t have it like that

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I had a clean urine and underneath was meth clinical name and cut off levels listed underneath… only powder coke or weed would show or they lying again

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It’s all I do

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Never experimented cause I probably would like it

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I’m a person and I’m still in here

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Nightmares after nightmares it’s horrible

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They did try to blame 50 but he good

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So I have no one and nothing and they can do what they want I’m sure

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He was my dr too… but back then I thought he helped

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You’d be scared too and I want someone to fix me

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Idk did biggie say it.. brb

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They believe their own lies.. they pulled us over on Fourth of July and was at cs window then said oh oh oh and came to mine… he was never even a factor of option

https://youtu.be/EliyqduFNi0?si=LPz-go8g4ljbouj2

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Go catch sex ofrender FOH

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That would be so ridiculous why can’t they empower each other. What’s the difference bike or polish club… are you even serious

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Some bitch think she tell me what to do in my own biody… that’s what it feels like

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Nah never down south at all way strict down there

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Take him off the list too… he suffer an sntire life when we were teenagers

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Why so many people think they better than people

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Taser what? I’ve been scared so long and nevermind - I refuse to believe in or listen to the voices in my head

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Even when you make them real

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It was like a torture cell

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Idc spitting it out makes me feel better

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I’m scared to hope he still alive.. hope just leads to dissapoinent in my world and they are disrespecting me and my flesh I don’t like them

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It’s MY body how and who even got on it with some rite to change me? FOHHH MY BODY why do you make me look so ugly on your command that’s too freaky for me and I’m not with that

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Not a soull but they in my head

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Then how you don’t know someone was hurting me

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Why would you want to make me retarded though

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I couldn’t even remember 11:10 on the clock and they wouldn’t stop and stil won’t

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You should’ve stopped when you saw how confused I was with Tony or how I got super sick when Juno came out. You don’t own me and my life… I had dreams too

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All you had to do was treat and talk to me like a person instead of demanding I be or live for you… no tapping or tracing I hate it

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Nobody will still tell me what’s going on but praying they do soon

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Yes most likely I’m pretty sure I have a baby with pac but it’s crazy being crazy cause of that to say and stuff like that

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Congratulations you created the perfect victim so maybe now you can help and fix us too

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FUCK YOU

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Exhausted

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I really am medically mentally ill so please chill with the extra voices and get out of me

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It get scary to go back to that night… I want to help not hate

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I don’t need bitches in my head talking shit to me

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By keeping things this way they are forcing me into a zone that makes me sick and that’s not fair to me… why? And

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I know

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I don’t want to get married anymore only cause I wanted kids… what’s the point now? No thank you so why he keep asking

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I hope when you disrespect my flesh YOU DIE

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Back to back push pac… we both gonna get thru this

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It isn’t fair and I don’t understand why

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They dragging me thru hell everytime

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How about you just mind your own business and get off my roof

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Depends on who

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If you did all that your sick and deserve it

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Why do they think they’re allowed to change my religion too… last I saw was you kicked out

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No religion talks pleas

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When he ready to tell me he willl the band aid BEEN off

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I am slow to process and forget a lot

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But I catch up eventually

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They’re saying it’s been 17 years and that’s not fair

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Nothing… I was the one that didn’t want to see the fight so I stayed inside waiting to play cards

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I what does this even have to do with them bitches though?

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I walk staring to the ground fuck uou bithcfds

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Bitches

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I’m going to try to sleep

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Like they fed me my worst nightmare on purpose like some joke

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I came wait to have fun and be safe and lots.. but riding md and bitching me like some cvehicld ok

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You not going to demand to tell me what I do with my life again

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Or body especially

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Need lots of help

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I know in my heart my dad wasn’t supposed to go out like that

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I don’t like attention at all… especially feeling this ugly

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Must be nice cause I have real problems and you’re making me sick too

https://youtu.be/P-o84qvxMGg?si=uN6kn8tdkWNzdqdR

You pick the best songs for me!

https://youtu.be/JDexwHyy2Wc?si=W1k6d4u4fkUdZnA6

How did you know that was your Father’s Day present?

Now I know why my dad took it to the grave… fuck everybody now

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Right now*

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Find that asshole so he can take it his fucking self

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I get it ok but my aunt a racist bitch and I want bed to leave me alone too

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Bitch*

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What you really so mad at bitch… that I’m stil not a racist?

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It was t everyone’s business aunt Lori

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Hope you get the needle too bitch

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Now o know why I kill over that

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Don’t make my family racist now too

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Never like whips

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Whoa*

I took thar for the team so you can stop sell f me up and typing thru me - they was just pushing me around

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Nah I really will kill for shit like that too

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The young, innocent, and naive

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It better not be facts

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Get my aunt off me so u can stand back up on my own two again

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My aunt did it on purpose she want me dead to satisfy fhe brain damage they caused

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Study*

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She lying cause my mom not a racist either

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Just one request… no matter what don’t let her get my brain. She work for the government and they don’t even care that she breaking laws

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PTSD specialist

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Hate you too bitch

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My moml has dated out her face too… no way possible thanks for that dslusoon too auntie

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She did in front of everybody who would listen… do it to her before you put it in jail so she can finish her study and write about that too

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Bob was Spanish

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He was cool as fuck too

Like that

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Iww

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I m not desperate for the man I’m despsdDd for the help

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Everything I despise and if they allowed him at massage parlor on my ass for 45 minutes I can pick him out

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Now I’m proud as fuck for my cell mate too

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Hellmage*

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Got it… I’m not sweating you but you taking off these chains before you go

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I don’t do it I didn’t even know

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I deserve to half a smile too before idk who is hitting me like this

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Why I always got to get hurt and hear it

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Dr Wallace is one that can zip fast but I’m tired and pursuing why my Neuro said my brain damage no big deal

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Nope not tonight

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Who was Anthony taking pictures of me neat and crying to

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Beat*

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Nah I hate realist shows and all drama and who ever doing this to me and putting me thru this or that even knows me would too

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Being psychic makes me sick

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Just trying to be myself and break free too

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Cause I said fuck love I want the money.. how do I get a sposor

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At Ray before I was shot

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That did it up and down the east coast

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They have to have money and hdllll booo

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Hell no*

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I’m not twisted like that

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Why k have nobody?

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Just make them keep accourt can’t spell again and they trying to type their and with me… that’s why I refuse to let go off my horrible and bosons lick drug ldroblsm

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Casie I don’t want to have to kill snybody

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I’m not being a Hannibal lecture

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Being with* WHO RUN ME?

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I want my rites back… why I had to move 3 times to even begin with.. god don’t do that soul sellers do cause they help them not me

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No way I had to move 3x? The witch asked if I tried moving FOH f you and your god I shouldn’t have to

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Who’s helping that freak torture me?

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My pre stepper too…

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What do I have to do to live reality and make you all stop fucking with my phone

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And help me understand what’s going on

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Everybody I ask won’t tell me nothing

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Is that how brown vs board

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Feel me?

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I don’t have to be this sick and traumatized and the safe no safe no safe no… I want peace and comfort

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Who’s fucking with my head on purpose and why

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Since k was 13… would you trust them

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Sorry.. who do I go against and please help me not hurt because I won’t listen anymore

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I’m not k and I did start typing ok

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It not my family I’m getting torn away from everyone it’s not their body its mine and I don’t want to

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That’s why it was Arella vs untied states isn’t medical regulated

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That’s all… they’re not following the law

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Whose crying… can my family please get me rite I want my family and they won’t let me

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You were in front of the COURTHOUSE Melissa when I wasn’t but woken up by you in the back of the police car… how did you even know?

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We weren’t friends

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I didn’t do this tired of nightmare I saw YOU were you there are not cause I though I was hallucinating

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This isn’t my god it’s not their body I want it back

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But you do see me get up again though rite?

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I refuse to live for their cause and not mine

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I’ll figure it out if they let md

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Sorry all that’s legal? You would freak out too

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You know I don’t and would f comprte so why I deserve it

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Wouldn’t compete*

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Nope.. I’m holding that card and pray that god help me remember

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Yes but I don’t know who I be silenty talking to

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I don’t understand why they keep coming back when k already said no

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Long story

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I said no - they trying to blame k

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I refuse to testify in front of them

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Why the keep coming back after I already said no?

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Who?

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Cause they do this

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No I’m not… I just don’t deserve it

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Get the no away form me please

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Yes.. don’t ever let them put me in mental alone again

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All you have to do is make them leave me alone and let me TRY to get batter again

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Didn’t you pump pump and play me and my body enough bitch?

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Limp* I just want my freedom back too

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Pimp… against my will and I’m still in here

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Just wanna sleep and feel better.:. Why did my phone do that on purpose

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Why does everybody turn on me

I don’t want to act or perform like this either… who trying to demand what I do?

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I rather die NO

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Yes physical pain

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Gross shit too… that one? A book I read at work that my step dad gave me for the airport

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Minding my own business and…

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TAF

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U know

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You don’t

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It feels like my aunt Lori trying to demand what I do

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I can just imagine

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I know* that’d be sad but maybe next round - i wanna to play I think but I never did like this and don’t want to lifve like this

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Can you all let me be free too?

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I have plenty of socio stalkers

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Down to 5… why they sending me to hell though?

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Exactly

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Yes the same man is crying that u started to hear after the sgtsck

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I started to hallucinate and hear

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After the attack in myrtle beach

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Why is everyone in my business with no boundaries? They make me sick on purpose and think my body is more theirs than mine - please don’t force me to share my body with them

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He wasn’t coming home and maybe we was living with him too?

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In the back of the head when I was walking away

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She* there is and will be no we in my body

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That him k think find hind j bad bum on dna 3x so what did I do?

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I want to know what I’m accused of for this

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Get it out please

Yes Anthony twisted my back and kept punching me in the spine and my pop pops house was re done with a handicap thingy

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I don’t care who hate me I’m not gonna suffer

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Just want to know what’s going on tio

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Why is everyone on me like this

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Me and ced c could’ve bought it I thought for a minute

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It’s all good no big deal to me

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Then why are you doing this to me but not telling me why or how?

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How old was I when your entire life was dedicated?

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Make her stop please

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Sick… twisted and sick and who is demanding that for me and why?

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I rather go to hell and nite nite myself…

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Thanks guys now I feel gross in my own body again and that’s why my mom helps me with massages

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It’s so gross and I’m so tense that my skin hurts

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I keep forgetting to cancel but if you back kill bills off me - maybe I won’t be so tense

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Do you know how long it took to even let somebody touch me… here we go again and STILL NO

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God.. did you tell me I have to or just can kill hom

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He knew that too dgaf either

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I wasn’t demanding I was just seeing whiybi tjhougt he got 5 years

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No I wanna be any bitch I want MYSELF

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They do anything they want to me and I refuse to live like this

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Nobody wil make them stop or leave me alone

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You want a drug test to prove it - make them give you the hair they cut uff me again

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YOU GOT THE FUCKING WRONG BITCH

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How long do I get for buzzing her hair bald?

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Cause I’m probably homeless now too love they tell my mom too

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The psychs felt her that

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My body My Gov when psych gets fixed

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I would never go against my countyy either and they know it

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Cause I don’t like them I can’t like myself when they are stronger then me

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God used to have my viokdkk 1 and my nephews branch can too

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They’re scaring me again

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I keep feeling like my aunt Lori and hearing all my old friends

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My electronics are fucking with my head and I can’t get help and don’t know why

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Idk who pissed but someone love me too

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I can’t help how I act when they do this

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Dated the guy for 2 weeks what’s up with that though?

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I follow the law the don’t

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How much coex it cost to coordinate this cause all I asked fot was my fsmh back

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Why would you intentionally do that to him too

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Because I feel like them in think they respect me to take their hate and punishment that’s disrespecting Jesus

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Expect… if you can’t talk to me another way then maybe it’s not meant to be like this

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Yeah they type too.. did you hear the calll to my mom when I ran out of work crying cause I type die to mydrlf and knew they were back

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Who keeps doing this to me and why?

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Why do you sit there and just watch?

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Give that man the needle please

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Don’t know who just tapped my asd but I don’t know if that’s the same one that taps my vv and won’t stop trrykng

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To my eye

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I don’t know how this happened to me but I don’t like it

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Is that why they keep taping me and you let them?

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These bitch in my head telling me pac hate me

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My aunt is Tryong to make me submit to her maybe

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Someone is

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Ain’t Lori tidying to turn off the lights maybe idk but

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And nah I wouldn’t chose a man over my own family either - who is tapping my foot

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I don’t know who it is or what they look like

Some one CALLED the er PRETENDNG TO BE DR…
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They never called the cops didn’t run it and even bsd a cut on my vv too

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I told them my head hurts I think I wax hit in the head

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Too

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Said they were dr valentt*

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Yeah so you do it in front of everybody why?

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I’m serious just tying tk get better I’m sick but don’t have to be this sick

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I know he was and the joke they were gonna break us out

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You can’t I repeat me we obviously are different

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Interpret

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You’d be scared for everybody too

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Why and who is doing this to me

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St Mary’s… I’m not scared Lord

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I don’t which year

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They can’t throw away medical right?

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Medicosl records*

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I swear to god if I didn’t repost it I got to go home

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Nah.. I used to trust Justice too

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How does this happen?

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Then my aunt can co it in her own body

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I slept SO good last nigyt… who had me?

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I would never play a game that serious

Please make them stop stealing my money

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Do I owe the government money or something? Why do you let them?

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I’m sorry but I think human rites are more important

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It’s not my family doing it

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They think it’s funny

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I really am with my dad on this one..

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Rather die too then to be bitched by people like…!someone find out who

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Not even a heart monitor in his room… how does that happen?

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Not my god not my comfort and peace I rather be free and myself

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Why can’t I trust anyone?

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Get off my body

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What did my mom do to you?

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Why are you doing this to my family?

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Cause we pretty much alone?

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Please don’t tell me this is what we get for an ice breaker?

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I have no clue… why would they tie and torture us? I really have no clue but if I can save and they still try to kill

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I don’t know how but that’s a maybe

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I would never demand someone else in my life but all they do is give me nightmares

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Cause I don’t want to be brought to dmv in a sports bra to retake my kicennse get back home get the license Jin the majl notice that I wore something djffdred didn’t notice losing time and forgetting to ask why

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I deserve my civil and human rites back

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But you presetting as a snitch for petty sbkf

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What exactly did I lose my rites for

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That’s more important then it’s personal

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But it wouldn’t be if you didn’t set it up

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I wouldn’t be with anybody against that and they’re torturing me cause of it why is rape and torture ok but that’s not?

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WHO have issues

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Il type out every snitch that set innocent people up

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That I caught

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Let’s do this fuck it

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I’m not laying a game or trying for be a gangster

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Had Jo clue the date and I feel but why I have to go thru this for real

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I never in my life set someone up

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You’re torturing my family too… what did we do?

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Crabtree Toyota tacky as fuck why if don’t have any money and you steal the little do have?

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Nah why I don’t have money

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I’m scraping up change, my hell mate trying to spend me too.. who the fuck are you and why do you run our government too?

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You have all that money and steal mine why??

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I don’t even have a job they won’t let me

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I keep getting retarted and sick

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I personally think that’s WAY more important

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Yes I did have jicera in mentalb wtf is wrong with YOU people

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I don’t even have a record

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Only cause they set us all up and then blame them and this a game to you?

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You are personally demanding that it’s our only option and dragged all of us in it for what?

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That’s why you keeping me broke? You really believe that shit too

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WHOS THE CRIKIBAL

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Nah let them personally put me in jail for nothing

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WE ALL KNOW ITS YOURS

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And can prove it too

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I didn’t do this im just trying to figure out why

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All because some dumb ass snitches say swear and you don’t even check their account

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Just cause they hate me for what?

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Yup why it’s legal for them thoug? I never we never did the people who try to help me all get set up and hit too

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Sure it’s mine… give it to a real unit I don’t want it we don’t want it I can’t speak for anyone else but WTF

What a miracle it reappeared

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Not funny his isn’t a game and I didn’t even do shit to nobody other than refusing to be with any man that co signs this

Ah hah my mom just saw how ugly you make me for fun too

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Idc I don’t live my life for them bitches

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We all speaking tongues yo

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They really do they set you up and then snitch that’s why I paid him back… it wasn’t worth the time i rather pay them back but nah that wasn’t my team

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Why?

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I dumped in laundry machine so nah it really wasn’t 50 so why you demanding you’re so right rather than admit them bitches lying to you

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I did make the comment that being white is fun is that what I’m paying for cause don’t turn them on me too

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He can prove it too

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I lose my rites? I’m the threat?

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It’s ILLEGAL

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Everything you’re doing to me is illegal

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Then you try to make me sssime in some vampire too… WYF IS YOUR PROBLEM WITH ME

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I’m bleeding black I get no Dr

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Seriously I want my rites back Tim didn’t do this either - if they threatened 85 let me know dause we all help

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I wanna be free and happy…

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Cause you mjstentrlserb a poem I wrote

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Nah bitch I lived it and you can’t have my stories

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Stripes

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You can’t have my body either

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Stop editing my shit to set me up

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Don’t touch and they refuse to stop

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I wil take it to the death and they know thst too

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Why it got to be mine?

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If you want more of them than me give me the money and I’ll move easy to if you don’t fix it

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You want war and fifghting and sick shit… go to Alaska and blow each other up

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No innocent young or naive and nah you really don’t want me in politics

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I don’t like it either

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If that’s the creeper you are allowing to hurt me are you gonna let him get away for the 4th proven facts time?

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I don’t got to kill him, criminal manuals would be perfect to settle my soul too

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If they can steal it that easy it’s not a real skill and I don’t want it - I want to be good at something and no matter what they can’t steal my pen

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Hair does make me happy too they just won’t let it

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Trying any fucking way to support myself

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Don’t say I trick or wound now too… this isn’t a game it’s proven torture - WTF

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Who get s woman like that?

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Nobody has to step their game up I’m good

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Who insist on still touching me when I just said, no, stop, and leave my body alone

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No thank you

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Come to my eye

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Awake if your not involved maybe but I refuse to share my body and soul cause some bitches scared

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Guys am I milado is that why they think they can do this to me and my family - is that why aunt Lori hate me?

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Why am I their trash dan and nothing

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I don’t want to spend my life like this

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My signature hasn’t been valid since 95

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Nah 2001

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Evidentially I kept forgetting and the brain damage is in my memory

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You’d be on drugs to feel safe too

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Nah just yay and weed

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What did I do that I don’t get help?

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Ok so 14 ok I trust my parents cause they trusted you… so at that bday why you didn’t tell me then? I was sane, over 18, with a valid signature

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I hope you die skiw for someone else’s cause your brainst too

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When did my body become psychs trash too?

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Then you blame the hood that tried to save me too

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It’s not my personal family doing this to me

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But yes they all sober and I used tube too

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After I saw the license pic sober would you be sober and trust them too?

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Nobody running my life for me

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I’m not weapon I’m peron normal as fuck but crazy for their reason not mine…’my aunts

The stupidest shit take me down like this… how would you feel? What happens in October 1 week before Florida?

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I got awards at school and posted it… then I got back in the gym for ONE fucking day

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I don’t know about anything else

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How would you feel if my safe place taught me self defense in my gym right before too

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Everybody leave me the fuck alone I have every rite to be happy and productive and nah I’m not the one burning it all down every time

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They’re deforming my body and displaying me like I’m some freak of nature

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Norwalk had bitterly life too maybe if the one that I trusted didn’t get betrayed it would have worked out too… THAT IS NOT WITH KEVIN

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If so… thank you for shooting but pls don’t do it again

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What does it take to make them leave me alone

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But nah I’m in mental on a false report as a joke and am so retarted I sent figure out how to dial a telephone - I swear on my life

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Cant* just on the strength that we are the ones to know better sooo

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They refuse to stop demanding to be my god

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Dying was easy it was coming back to life that hurt

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Cause that defrib thpugh but if I bring my taser with me since nobody wil protect me it wil just be used on me

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I’m not pacing I just really need some help

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I was supposed to bd wrong for my family incase they do kill me again that I really and probably be happy again so if so no swears and there is life after god know the truth evidntiay ghost’s don’t

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That’s a cause I’ll support ghosts used to be my protected I don’t know why not now

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So this shit on your own phone in your own body

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Nobody wil help me and I don’t underrated why… can someone at least tell me that

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When I ran my step father came into the apt and put the mattress over the widow and I ran

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So if you’re telllong my family that I wasn’t shot - why did I instimcrily run

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We were moving me out the apt

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Nah I don’t want this “gift” keep that shit

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I don’t want to be forced to live outside my comfort zone

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Hey I’m not seeing smoke paying attention to the hallucinations but tired as fuck being on display

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I got sick cause ka at school did and yes they looked exactly alike

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Why lie?

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Showed me the pic like here bitch I got that too

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Never spoke to him again and yes thought I was safe again and no -

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This shit serios and not a joke

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Cause he realized he really never gonna get it and yes he knew everything j been thru

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They’re trying to pop me off hard with the now you see me now you don’t fuck this god I’ll spit in his face too

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Heard Canada want the creeper too… I didn’t do this to you trust

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I’m not out for revenge… I just want to the a normal person with a normal life too

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Their using photoshop to scare everybody too

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Cause I like things that go bling bling instead I’m wrong for what?

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It doesn’t have to be this serious or hard and I don’t understand

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Psych

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And nah I do t want to have to go to jail either

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Someone wasting a whole lot of money to do it to…. wtf is wrong with them?

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Sorry it is serous to me I don’t deserve it and not going down for it when u had absolutely nothing to do with it

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Evidentially ir was mt family to load the “gun” just try ing ti help

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It’s not a joke… how many times have they tried to kill me for real?

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Yeah I love this life FOH

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Never was never wanted and don’t want to be down

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And lot telling me why?

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I don’t want a relationship with anybody that will do this to me

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He pops off too and I’m worried can he please at least try our side

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He’s not like them and their trying to force him I think

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Why do they and who are they setting us all up

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Why would I viscously bite my own cheek in my own body is red if peace nad comfort I deserve…

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Why is this person refusing to accept they will never be my god

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Ain’t Lori what ate you doing to 50 for what… maybe because it’s none of your business sorry 50 I didn’t do it either

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I wouldn’t tell her… how she found out?

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She slept me and swears on some Bible it’s the truth. I don’t believe that and why

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I love my family and youre not going to force them away frim me either

I refuse to live my life with what ever the fuck they did to my body

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Are they even 18 yet?

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Fuck hou nitcb

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Why does she show anybody that listen… I rarher sniff coke then be like her

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Not tryingk to be mean or payback just really want to be deee but they always come back because im not giving them the answer they want

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That’s what it feels like

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Who is doing this to my body and how… put me the fuck back to how YOH found me.. you’re not going trap and destroy just to say I’ll give you back what you already had on your own too and nah I dod t sign up for this so who gave them that rite

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Leave me alone, free me, and please put ne back like you found me… I was fine where I was

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So I prove your deal of nature there’s also more too and their kids and u danger die then let them be raised like you… but nah I pray their parents have sense cause nah I’m not trust to be a mom anymore either as they type lol

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Seriously if they get a persmiddo slip and do this to me legally and publicly can I too? I can’t get free

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YOU JSVE NOTHING TO OFFER ME NOW

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Why are you keeping me here like this?

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It’s not my nature and they’re using it to keeeo me weak and sick… why?

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I accept I’ll never graduate psych now but wondering why and what did I do to deserve this

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Yeah pac then they posted one that looksd like you were calling me a pig too

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If pac loses me it’s serous cause he better then you too

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Infatuations? Nah I just want to be free and know my own story too

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Keep my family safe but living like this hell no I don’t deserve it get whatever the fuck they are doing our my body please

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I don’t want my aunt Lori with me in psych we are not cool we are not friend and if she thing now we not family so she still can then what did I do?

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Why are they terrorizing me for real

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Cause if I quit like tjat I’ll never know… at least they try to tell me

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Please don’t let them force their dream on us I already and hell no

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Them they type prison to me… FOR WHAT I’m tied of being exijotef too

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I’m not the one doing this to myself

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Psych is off the hook and I’m not suffering for it - please fix it and fix me curse I refuse to let them put me down and blame me for this

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How is someiting I event ones of or would ever want my fault too

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Nah when k try to talk they don’t pick up for me

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Can I have me freewill back or atlesdt given to someone who will protect me and not set me up in their hell

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I want my body back I don’t want to share it like this

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Fuck YOH fuck Kevin im kit gong down cause u trying tjo demand i be with a dopehead

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No I’m not Doing what someone is forcing me to do in my own body I rather die then share it with people who never even asked..

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If it’s not bad and she doing it for good then why isn’t she doing it herself to write her own report

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Why is psych trying to demand I look and be fat and igly?

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I won’t do that for anybody I desierve rio feel good about myself too

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Sorry guys k don’t realize my dads family would do anything like this and we not going down for her either

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Because they won’t tell my what or why and forcing me

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Why are people getting paid to hurt me

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And I’m the threat fuck that I deserve to be free

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I despise psych they give me my worst nightmares on purpose

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Not my dream either.., not demanding my dream just en want to be happy and left alone

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I can’t get up until I know they’re gone

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I exhausted

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Even my mom soid most people get like this cause something that hurt you you can’t get over.. get off my fucking phone I deserve reality not my phone miracously doing this to me

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Just being myself and they still won’t let me

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lol tired.. but funny to have constant or type to grt thru panics too

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If military is all here what’s the problem win me being free

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Win what you stupid fucking bitch get out my body

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Please take donor off my license plaessee maybe if they even asked or talked to me about it

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Can you please go catch a seerial rapist that gets away ever time

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Thanks maybe now I can try to sleep

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I have no clue I didn’t do the and hell no it’s not my drream either

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I assume and hope that at least you guys know who cause I don’t

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Yes my dad did know my phone would be back before he drank himself to death

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I just want to know who, how, and why

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And the money being used ti do it

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This isn’t my dream either

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Not demanding dreams but I’m not going to be forced into others either

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Not my god shouldn’t be my problem

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Yes god did say that god even waks thru us too

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None of your business PERIOS don’t even worry about what we “doing”

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Nah I never submitted and they r demand and try to do it for me

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Hell no

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I’m not goi g go live for people who try to drop me for no reason

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Even if that means I have a new council

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Why to I need to share my body with people?

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It’s all good I can’t stand me like this too

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This is abusive and I don’t deserve it

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Teejj if you out there what party were talking about and yes he’s never seen me sane but they try to cut off and out off people that really do love me too

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Wipe the sick bitch though

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Who? I’m not typing that I swear to god my phone is

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It must be a huge amount of money being wasted keeping me poor and sick

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Why?

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Why can’t I work and have my own money?

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They literally saw me half a smile… why I can’t be happy too??

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My mom and duff Dan is him

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Can* nobody tells me what to do with my life

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My mom and duff can I’d him..

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I really do think it was the guy that was parked behind my car

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But I’m mot sure

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Yes thru tied me down in mental knowing I was a rose visiting

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They

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I was raped too* why are they on my phone

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That’s not psc doing it though

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Knowing I was a rape victim… needle from

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Needle freak*

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This isn’t my dream either but I never ge them anyway… I just want to be happy and free

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Never now cause I can’t trust a man I get along with will ever be here

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Delusional bitch never again

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You right chair might be better

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No one gong to tell me who my god is either

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Nah I don’t like to act eithe

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Maybe god himself will take you who knows who cares

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My family don’t deserve this either

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THEY LIED TO YOU WHY DO YOU REFUSE TO ACCEPT THAT

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After that one served in Canada he can come back here and serve for what he did to me too

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Sending a black man to jail I didn’t do it he did

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I get really uncomfortable in my own body with them and don’t deserve that eithe

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A lot of people dead they terrorizing us too

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Why? Seriously I feel like my aunt and not me sometimes

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She showed everybody who would listen now I have to be ugly to feel safe fuck sll that hell no I need to feel good about myself again

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I’m marrying myself and wearing my own ring..

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I don’t need to be stalked and abused I’m not the threat and everybody know it

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Hey.. if three has been a dr following me the entire time how come I never met them?

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They don’t even call each other back

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I will go to sleep and maybe we can see who die

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That doesn’t bother me either but why do I slways have to

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If my brain damage is off petty shit that can be easily fixed… I really need help getting a lawyer

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You won’t get a single inch of my brain now

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At lest promise me that and keep it

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They did it after l left me so can I have fun again?

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Did you all test my hair yet? IM KOT LYING

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They want to run shit… HELLLL NOOOO

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All the kids eyes change c color now too.. deal with it

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I’m not boxing god either

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Hell trqatd me wayyyyv better then you

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Why does my tongue hurt?

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You’re not welcome and I’m not even getting involved

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Hater crime and steamer my own family too… you have no right

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I pray idk haven’t hurt my daughter too

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And if you forced her to watch the entire thing she better not be traaotoxd too

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I pray they haven’t heard my daughter too*

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Hirt* if you canst talk to my face don’t talk to me at all

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Especially on my phone

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Why are you drivibg me insane on purpose

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Nope no matter what I refuse to go to mental until they are fixed

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Why don’t I have the rite to get them off my jbody - it’s not my god and yes they are changing my religion for fun too

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We can prove it too

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I would never want to be above the laew and never tried ton

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They’re disrespecting my flesh

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I’m not some vehicle they ca drive

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No I’m not engaging stalkers

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Who the fuck is on my phone and why?

Just leave me and my phones alone so I can TRY to get better

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Yes my navigation even drives me circles for their fun too

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I’ll keep gods bullies and can care less about your torture for no reason too

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What did I do?

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I know god is real and I can’t wisit - there’s something wrong with that too

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Didn’t do it no clue

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I’m gonna try to sleep

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Why you trying to blame my hell mate too… why the fuck Woolf he be on your side for?

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I rather die then be forced to be some half shared fake ass wolf too

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Why are you doing this?

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No the man that’s been raping up and die the east coast legally isn’t going anywhere but he’ll - I don’t period ally want to do it

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Can we have fun at your expense too?

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I’m not trying to get a sick taste I just want my free will back

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And for all them freaks to leave me alone

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Idk wtf yips taking about

Then why the fuck they not speaking to me like a person and tell me what’s going on… not to lie but I want to hang the rapist from the church stterb but I don’t want try scare the kids or have them laughkg. You’re disrespect on my body and religion and trying to force me to be visions too… WTF

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Yeah low and beihikd I have gladddd fuck out of here I would change for a man especially one I don’t even like or know

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Why is do I open my own doors for them?

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Federal emergency management … I forgoet I’m scared if psych and no one will help me why?

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You gsk give an innocent patient brain damage for Jon reason - why? What did I do?

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Like real drs but not the ones you have in your pocket too… maybe they the ones that have to leave the country - what could we use alnger?

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I didn’t type gsk

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I’m not killing myself

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I just refuse to be don’t know the word - by people that are lower and don’t know better

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I was offered my long term disability at 80% o still wanted to work had a job like Ed up and then this happened again and I can’t get diss ally thru the gov feitjerv… I’m not going to be hit by people that punish people for doing the right thibgb

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Why can’t I support myself or work either?

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I’m worth I did see the psych before I stared cause I was glitching but

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I want my body back and don’t know how I lost my post and will

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Cause when Gabriel died it changed everything anbd I never experienced it trusted god and wanted to be with my mom too

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Yes I do go by sign and codes too… who is making me sick and why?

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How do I go down like this so easy?

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I never had the dperiddo sofe

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Idk who is doing this to me and why but you would be scared too

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How do I sleep when they are intentionally grossing me out in my own body

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And humiliating me too

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Let me guess… they blame GSK now?

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I don’t want anybody running my body when I have more morals then them

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They really are freaks

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Had to pay back a debt and still feel bad I needed to for Gabe… idk what they did to me or why… I’m too sick for work and shooting stars song was talking too much shit to my bosses that I loved r

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Too much shit to galk*

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I’m not the one doing it and don’t know why?

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No I don’t think it’s gals responsiblity to fund them either - why can’t I get gov disability?

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I jot deltesson was scared and wanted to be with my mom anyway

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Brain damage cause by what? WTF they know my character

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And how quick I get sick but no they didn’t dobirbeithe

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That was funny though

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They are literally humiliating me on purpose

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You’d be scared too and I was at work -not me but they have my body some how too. Not my passion eiterv theyvwontbl even let me type

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I can’t even clean my room

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On the zombie thing you don’t miss a beat and no pain until after I don’t like science like that thougyneitbrv

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They really trying go pick my life for me not gsk idk sho and I don’t care

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They try to blame everyone but themselves and inn tired they trying to type for me

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I should’ve took the 80%

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But why everyone else has to fund theim

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Yes I go on impulses but they usually work out… if I’m going to have to live this way it’s going to be with prioe who were good to me

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I rather save then let them do things like that to me

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Cause it was Neuro science and u wanted to learn

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I’m way too sick to work

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But ironically I go down way to easy too

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Honestly I hate and am scared of nc now too

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I definitly didn’t sign up for this but trying to demand of myself to stay positive and get thru this

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Too..

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I miss work it kinda defined me

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I decide who I donate too… but they didn’t have to do all this to me

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No but im sure GSK can fix it

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Theiyre spendong massive amounts of money fit who?

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Why and for who?

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Yes I had a crazy childhood teen years

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No clue.. the movie Juno made me sign and they still wouldn’t tell men

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Sick*

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I came even sleep they have me so worried

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Honestly LOL but nah

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No the now you see me now you don’t they’re inteeniollyntryi to make me sick

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Seriously though they won’t even let me say it., and

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Getting bullied around in my own body type

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Brain damage from the drugs… tardive duslonesia too and they really are off the hook in psyc

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They drugs they injected me with… who the hell had crystal meth in a hospital

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How many people have sniffed cocaine before? Why is that such a big delal to them?

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Well when reality strikes I’ll trust them under you

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It helps me to be militant

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But no o don’t want to prompore it either

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Promote it writhe* absolutely nothin f to drink today too

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Not a drug addict like they are saying of me and demanding too like I’m throw away trash

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I made the mistake of tellning my psych it’s one thing when you see it faded but it messed me up when I saw it sober too

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They refuse to let me be happy and did the to me cause I had half s smile on my ig

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Idk what I did to deserve it they make me feel like it’s the end of the world and it’s all my fault

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My psychiatrist and neurology

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I really don’t do drive like that

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Like a real life torture cell

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Blaming and styling to disconnect me from family and friends on purpose roo

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Just want the government to check them cause I’m not the public threat and it’s too scary

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Long story but thru try to blame anyone who try to help me too

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They Theo their files away every 7 years

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And obviously I have gotten way worse than better

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It feels like they’re trying to kill us instead of healing f and helping

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My psych file is all lies and I want to know who did the tro me and why

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Yes… I don’t miss a beat and my aunt did it to anyone and everyone I’m not going to lie for her

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Did it in front of*

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Kids and all

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I do get better then this dumb shit knocks me back down to sock again

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Sick*

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When ever thru feel like and yes I did open my own doors for them some how

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Anytime they feel like it*

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I can’t even live alone now

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He’s trying to help too… he did 26’uess and they doing too much too

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We were teenagers and a party got shot up and etc

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We didn’t do it either

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Yes I wasn’t even there until my friend saved me by pulling me down and I woke up
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You don’t even want or know

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Why can’t they just ssk me to my face?

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Or tell me what’s going on or what theyre doing - I do want my civil rites back but don’t like the attention and they kntentiay are making my life a nightmare

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I think I had a baby when I was 14 but it wasn’t like that

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Pics to prove it and they’re advising everybody to tell me it’s not real

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I’m scared and want nothing to do with them

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The drs my parents trusted too

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My father drank himself to death no lie

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Like my life and body is some joke., I want my god back too type

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They even refuse to give me disability

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You would be scare too especially

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Yes they are hiurtong me too and no one believes me

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Not even my cause or passio like I don’t get a choice

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No way refuse

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They blame us not them like we did something

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I didn’t sign up for that or even know

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Yes.. I want to be protected and I trust gal

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Gsk

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My bf withessef it they saw it was making me sick and confused had still refused to stop

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Wouldn’t*

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Know about it*

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My family didn’t do this too me and they blame them

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Praying I’m safe now but everytime I think I am they do it again legally - that’s what’s scaring me

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Yes and they are fucking with my phone onl purpose and not telling me why

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It’s not my family.. they purposely blame them so I have nobody left

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Why? wtff did I do?

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Yes they even bear me up type I don’t know wtf is going on but I hope they stop

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No clue don’t care their fault not mine

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Weee the public threat?

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Please help him too… it’s hard

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If he wants

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We were kids still LITERALLY

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They’ really and truly are trying to throw him back in too

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They off the hook someone needs to fix them but I don’t want to either

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My life, my body, my choice

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That’s how it should be

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Stealing my money legally took

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Too*

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Yes ruined my hair somehow with a cop right there

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Thinned*

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That’s not safe and profiectip

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I type when I panic but because I want my choice of my life and they are heirtong me for no reason

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Put on 50lbs in 3 months and they wouldn’t tell me or repent it eithe

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My crediabilty

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Religion not my passion either

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Really though and I don’t know if I got shot NO LIE too

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I can repeat a crime either and they’re making it that serious not me

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Typong for me so they don’t get caugyt

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Repeat? They threatening everybody why?

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I’m a person too and don’t even have a record but they trying

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They do it so no one cares what happens to me

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I need sleep I’ll try again

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To sleep… mental is horrible conditions too

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Honestly so bad I was bleeding black and they didn’t even call the police or take me to a medical doctor

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I didn’t know why

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Yes they already know that I stilll didn’t pay my ticket on the night it happened

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And nobody does anything to help

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Myrtle Beach SC I don’t remember the date

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The truth I wed so scared I stole a lex still rinnning for my llife when I wore up

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Why did they do that to me on purpose

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I have ofcs to prove it and stuff

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Like I’m so stupid k don’t know it’s illegal

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They really took my civil rites

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And I’m the crazy one?

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I need people to protest me now type

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I trust my old job cause I was at my best

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Yes artereprfe it’s only took them 2 years to knock me back down

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Why?

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And then publicly too…. I live a nightmare now

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I don’t deservfe it

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Want my family back type too

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To be able to trust people and the law

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So I pop off and freak out and they will NEVER get my brain but GSK can if I don’t make it

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They expect my mom to pay for it all too

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No clue don’t care what happen to them either but I have every right to know who is controlling my body

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It’s scaring me on purpose why?

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Because I was good at something good too

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Why they get to decide?

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Setting up innocent people and blame me… it’s not the world I dwarfs to be in either

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It’s not the world I deserve to be into and he served his time too

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Deserve to be jt too*

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Why can’t anyone tell me what’s going on?

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I worry sour my family every day

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I don’t know how it happened I don’t want to be invdlvef I just want to have a good life too…

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They blame my parents

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I’ll try to sleep…

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Hissitly though some are way better then the psychs

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I just want to know why and ask if I can get some type of restitution and someone to make them leave me alone

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They won’t let snybody help me

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Not my dream either… I’m trying to sleep

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Exactly the military can do it too in ok with that but I’m rreally that scared

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After Newtown and uou have the same dr I don’t even want to think about something like that happening iinstwad I want to be safe too

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I’ll try to sleep again

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Why would she show everybody that on purpose? I’m not out for revenge or anything birt nah

Pharma is a billion dollar industry and I believe it explains the above the law network… NO! me, my bf, my family… GSK ONLY

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I have rites too… and I really do want to go back to my old company with this for how much the believed in me, made me my best, and for their ethics as well.

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My bf came up at 2am cause I couldn’t sleep in days… I laid on him had 4 panick attacks and still fell asleep in 10 minutes… that’s my baby I trust him like I trust god! He good peoples… we were trenagers!

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It’s an entire network… my dad didn’t even have a heart monitor in his room!!!

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And they blamed hip hop too… the name on their wifi was FLEX! How do we get help and pursue this?

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And press charges for trying to blame you too…

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My bf know how to do it too…

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I thinks it’s also why they shot me up with drugs in the er and tried to make it so nobody cares about me… test my hair I’m not the one lying

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It makes me mad that they thought of me a waste of life… I graduated school with a 3.65gpa and had dreams and know I’m a better person than my aunt and the people who did this to me

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I also believe it’s why they shot me in the vv and not head

https://youtu.be/lWWtY2ICKS8?si=r-P6csIebjZ8Omqh

https://youtu.be/McWUaHfzdHw?si=Pb1qs60zCQVejtvh

I refuse I rather be dead make Kevin and all them leave me alone for real

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Twisted ass mother fuckers… you watch? You sit there and watch?

https://youtu.be/9jThtI0ocEo?si=F9KjHgWzXtwD2rNb

My hair thinned again… I did seee that bitch with a cop