@frankiemc Thanks Frankie... how have you been? You never responded to my last tag... worried about you and what you said.
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@frankiemc Thanks Frankie... how have you been? You never responded to my last tag... worried about you and what you said.
through hell lol i was in the instertute again got out back home.
Yeahyeahyeah, w/e, racist.
It will all sort itself out... and you delete everything else I hope it is easy to delete all this shit too. The feds were up on here - where did they even go?
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The only 2 IPs I have is my phone and home computer... and like why these bitches posting weird shit under my account name
To even begin with?
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Im ready to face it all without going insane again... I think not explaining shit is going to keep me sick.
Just an update, team:
Can now nearly completely inbibe my rather robust testicles as well. But I've hit a wall and can't go any further.
It's not that I can't stretch down there, I have no problem with that, but my mouth will not open wide enough, you know, because of my very robust testicles?
So I am now having to decide between an elective surgery to rework my jaw bone to unhinge like a hungry, gay anaconda or to have just a little bit of my testicles shaved off.
This is the hardest decision I've ever had to make, you guys!
@DixonButts send me a link to your music I wanna hear.
Who had an account under my name using cla1435? This shit is so real but so fucking STUPID!!!!!
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Nah... how old is you for real bitch?!???
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That’s not my karma either... getting served everything I never even put out. This bitch is so fucking stupid!!!
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I don’t have time for this stupid shit... I have real problems to recover from... and like fighting with some silly sick bitch isn’t one of them.
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Like I been saying for almost 7 years now... trace a FUCKING ip
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WTF IS EVEN YOUR PROBLEM?!??!?
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Nah... it is serious... I want to know who and why
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I’m so sick and fucking tired of this stupid sick shit for real...
You are assuming a lot here. We can start with the perpetrators gender.
Just because the name is 'CLA numbers' doesn't mean that any one of those letters stands for any of the female anatomy, nor does it mean that the perpetrator is a female.
Also, I'm pretty sure that the long time fans already knew what was coming, but, you know I had to do it to em..
You're assuming that anybody here cares.
143 means I love you in beeper code and 5 is my code... it is also is part of my passwords... idky why anyone would care for real except someone fucking with me.
By the way... you never responded to what I wrote... @DixonButts
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Why do I post and tell here? Cause my birth dads family might be up on here checking too
Yes
They made me their game, hurt me, and now it feels like I’m being held hostage in my own body... if it’s not pins or taps or water or sparkles it feel like I’m being jumped and everyone just trying to bitch me and I refuse. I’m not the one who slept, sold, or raped a bitch... why I’m the one being punished? And nobody has my back... they swear I’m a give in or kill my self... 6 years straight hell. When is it all just fucking over? I don’t deserve a fucking nightmare anymore or being forced to share my body with THEIR ghosts and not mine - what they think I’m some half time switch... they can sleep me or hypnotize me so they think they really own me and can dictate my life? WTF!!!! I can’t wait until this zone is finally gone and can never come back again for real - I need more help
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Do they really think they more important than my kids? “Hello from the other side” w Tupac
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Yo I swear to god they forcing me to kiss my own fucking hands
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Some prick won’t stop popping my ear like he swear he can tie a bitch down and beat me into submission. Like yo... I will so spit in your mother fucking face. Abuse repulses me...
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NO!!! Because they will hurt and torture me just to demand to get their way and I refuse... I rather be dead... it’s MY fucking life! It’s my fucking body and I’m tired of EVERYBODY trying to run a bitch - it’s been nothing but a fucking nightmare and I just want it over now!!! EVERYBODY GET THE FUCK UP OFF ME AND MY BODY!! I swear they better not ever come back and block me from my family again
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I’m about to throw up from downing so many nips to get the gross and abusive shit up off me and they still here... 6 years fucking straight - why they even trying to demand their way any way?
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I’m being jumped by EVERYBODY and nobody has my back or will help me
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I’m not turning to the people who stole my free will, raped, or abused me! I rather be tortured and dead... I refuse to ever
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If can’t be myself and forced to feel like or live like then... I rather be dead for real. How the FUCK they even get that rite? Where the FUCK is my god and family?
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Nah I’m just gonna go off until someone make them stop
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Not going to forced to live like them* they really get to use me as their trash can and shield
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They think a human person is their toy or chess piece and nah I know better... I’ll never respect someone like that. How they even got those rites over me?
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Remember wave jumping? And my sister lost her bra... like...
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Runaway the long version... the instrumental at the end and all who they genocided and I swear I’m not the one. This bitch hurting my knee with water right now.... nah I don’t trust strangers in the shade that all got on my body without telling me or my permission and like
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Hitting my knee* they swear they have every right to share my body with me... their ghosts... they’re so arrogant and so sure of themselves they make me fucking sick
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They swear they gonna force me to live a witch life... I can’t even send shit back
Every time I refuse to go to the people who hurt me for help I feel my heart... I can’t do that not even for you
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I rather be dead then let them...
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I can’t even look up songs by lyrics anymore “yo last night I just lost it I’m exhausted” but that’s all that’s running thru my head idk if the entire song appropriate
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Nah I can’t find the song and it’s aggravating...
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Found it... and yeah I refuse to let them type for me
Some one tapping my ass, someone punching me in my face, this one sending circles and that one kissing my hands. How did so many people get on MY body WITHOUT my permission and why is everybody jumping me? Why are you torturing and abusing someone that can not protect or defend themselves? You can’t dictate my religion! This bitch praying when I try to talk to my god and this one etc. YO I’m so sick of this! WHY am I even being jumped to begin with. WHO? And how did they even get on it to begin with?
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Only my bd/p or soul mate should have that rite so how?
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And then I’m hissing in pain too!!! Yo I’m so sick of everybody it’s not even funny...
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You can’t sit here and insist on demanding what you say I want when I don’t even want it... no is no and stop disrespecting me and my body. And then that bitch can get the fuck up off my soul too... HOW?! How do people get the rite or opportunity to do this to most likely someone they never even met, GET THE FUCK UP OFF ME... I deserve to know and choose who is on MY body!
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Stupid bitch trying to pray opposite me when I pray too... get off me you are dimming my light. And why you keep asking for forgiveness when I try to pray to MY god but you’re not even sorry and won’t stop. ENOUGH nothing but a bunch of disrespectful twisted bitches and I’m tired.
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Stop hurting my body and face please
They’re doing it again... my face hurts so bad I can’t even smile. Like every fucking day and night. I’m so tired of these desperate bitches for real... I don’t understand how any fucking hater can just attach themselves to your soul and body without even getting permission to begin with.
WTF?!?!?! Make them stop torturing me!!!!
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How many times they try to kill me in 04-05... ain’t nothing new. Nah I’m not killing myself for them
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I’m being jumped by like 7 different groups of people and I ain’t even done shit wrong!!!!
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HOW THE FUCK YOU GET ON SOMEONES BODY WITHOUT EVEN PERMISSION? And so many at that?! Nah this shit isn’t cute to me at all...
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Some faggot popping my ear like pain gonna make me say ok... tired as fuck... someone gonna get them the fuck up off me!!!! If I kiss or clap my hands one more time EVERYBODY getting the needle!! You can’t demand to change my mother fucking religion or blood.
I hang on because north myrtle beach was long before your sick ass game that I was never even down with to begin with. It has nothing to even do with you all. It’s like I be fine and on my way... then there they are right behind to make my life a living hell instead. All they wanna do is see me confused and sick... just cause they can. Or it’s tongue out the side of my mouth giving myself dirty looks in the mirror with them demanding their way and what they insist they say I want for me when I hate it and it’s torture. And god supposed to be right here? And the nightmare gets worse and worse.
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THEYRE the ones making me sick...
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And have since day 1... I’m so fucking tired it’s unreal... what they have done to me and put me thru is unfucking real too. Everybody hate me and helps them FOR WHAT? But nah I’m the paranoid schizophrenic... nah bipolar 1 and ptsd now - thanks for that too. I hate every last one of them and want nothing to do with any of them ever again. Everyone get off me and let me talk to my family please.
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It’s funny? It’s funny that ray and Linda lied about a suicide note to put me in mental? Just like the incase I die note in the 03-04. Who running rounds at my expense and why? Somebody could’ve told me what’s up at any fucking time and they still won’t. Funny how 10 split seconds and it all finally make sense. I can’t fucking believe what you let them get away with doing to us.
Still coming back down LMMFAO
“Are you gonna drop the bomb or not” ... when I ran it did feel like we was getting laced a second until I stopped end asked why
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You run and you done... I got scared cause I started doing coke again
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Cherry blow pops guys...
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They already knew... they set it up and didn’t tell me 7/4/97 ... THATS what’s making me sick too
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Yo they cut me off first but yo I cut THEM ALL OFF!! Except my brother in law and sister
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Nah... not at all until I get back to my family then MAYBE we will hear it
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It was the same day I met my brother in law
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Who knows too I jump
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Nah... like nobody ever wanna talk real
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Nobody EVER explained shit to me
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Yeah I stood over ced cause I was worried but nah no one else and nah I don’t remember which came first
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It could’ve been how he knew before me... idk ask him
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But I’m tripping, handing him all this shit... and he STILL didn’t say shit either
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I don’t like it... I don’t like tracing... I cant stand the zone
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I don’t want to group think
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Yo when I woke up I thought the nightmare was finally over but every time I bank on something it never come thru
Maybe I’ll write to how I relate later but idk...
In day hospital (like a half way house for mental) we used to listen to songs and write how we relate. Then at ACE my school we had a class that did the same thing. That’s why I write to music.
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I’d tell my babies to listen to Nika by Lil viscous and that song No Flex Zone is even funnier now.
Speaking for Jay-Z: the answer is yes.
Yes what? Where’s 50... he just slept me
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He wanted a pic and I said no and he said it’s ok he got it anyway and showed me and it was the sane set and shirt I was in
I didn’t realize until he died and saw a pic... and then I didn’t realize until I just looked at a pic. We talked about NY songs. Why you didn’t say something? I left cause I don’t get down like her and he had a wedding ring on too. You know one time on Twitter I thought there was a direct shot and shook my head like no impossible. Kept the CD in my alarm clock and it is a defer... I was mad pac said that too. Like... believe me I get it wanting to roll under the radar sometimes - that’s why I didn’t say shit to him about a double jacuzzi with maybe tile in the bathroom. But if something going on, something need to be addressed - be direct and say shit. Now once again I’m in this mess looking stupid. Over a pen? Doubt it... what makes me mad is I had some boys that would’ve spit better than most. And all this time wasted... I mean it’s all so fucking stupid. Where my babies at?
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Mauve tile*
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Yes... sweat shirt and stripper warmers
I get dropped like you. Is it you or did someone tell you? Then like did you grow old cause she died and I peeped that video with the sleeping too. I’ve only been sleeping alone and tortured for like 6 years... if you going on 40 something that’s just crazy. Like I was so young when they all knew before me... but we got some hitler type haters for real I feel. Let’s just solve this... cause I’m fucking EXHAUSTED. Nobody wanna speak, nobody wanna help, and I’ve been, been to the point that I don’t even care if I get in trouble for doing so. I’m all alone in this.
My calendar says it’s your birthday today but idk... I hardly remember even being pregnant none the less know the day. I hope you always get what you wish for... that you stay balanced and always maintain your heart... you do evil you get more evil... just burning bridges and letting god handle it is usually the best way to deal with that. I remember picking your name. I’m glad I know now but it feels like I’ve lost you twice - it’s all good... you’ll always be my babies regardless and I’m always here if you need me. XoX
PS disciple also means student. When have I ever been on some ole righteous shit?
Frost thanks for catching my back and nah that was just my lil homie... too young for me but the best writer on here at the time. All that close up and open shit and what ever? Talking bout too gay. Yo I wish someone would just speak cause Nah I'm not that bitch. Besides the fact I have no clue how long someone been on my accounts posting shit either. I AM HOWEVER legit crazy as all have now seen and noted. Humiliating, of course, but what ever. But you can't say "I'm not the realest bitch in this"
Yo the site is fucking dead. I'm sure the feds gone by now... why can't we all just proceed and write again? For real, for real.
The pictures I sent Frost were of my old friends daughters asking which one he want me to hook him up with. THANK GOD it never came thru cause I don't want to speak, hear, or talk to any of my old friends again. They all were running rounds on me like my life and health and body is just some joke.
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And nah I'm not telling everybody what they did to me either... I wish someone knew how to fix it all so I can just finally move the fuck on and recover.
“Gone but not 4 gotten” was me Lucifer
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“Kiss TiTi on the forehead tell her to fall back” ????
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I’m just trying to learn and get better and feel better too.
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“Put muffy on the map” just ironic, tracing, or you really know something about me?
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Open up, close up, what came out that was too gay? Like everybody is gone but I really need some help. Pls
(((( 100 ))))
I don’t know who said what if thousands see it and that’s not what I’m going for. Im doing what makes me feel better right now. I’m so fucking confused right now but for real thinking about DMX my entire complex blacked out. Like when Chris was murdered when they said he died it started snowing.
I’m trying to get back to family and recover... I’m not trying to play a game.
How the fuck did they even get on my body? It hurts... it’s gross.. they are HURTING me and I don’t know how to make it stop.
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How the fuck did they even get on my body? It hurts... it’s gross.. they are HURTING me and I don’t know how to make it stop.
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Torture? WTF wrong with you people?
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That was gross too...
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We’re not friends anymore... he slept me for perv pictures!
I’m not siding with people who slept or hurt me and hurting and torturing me isn’t going to change my mind either. I rather be dead... I thought we all got the option of being dead instead... cause I’m not respecting let alone worshipping anyone as sick as you or would even expect me to look towards people so low. Where are the people with morals? When and where does morals play a factor?
I didn’t speak to her for 3 years... idk how she knew or why she was outside the courthouse waking me up that night. I thought I was hallucinating. Right now just DONT CARE have PRIORITIES and tired of getting my ass kicked and stripped of god given rites. I seriously don’t understand how this even happens.
that one? We were at my brothers wedding breakfast the next day and my nieces bestie said to my aunt that it’s illegal to practice on family members. I’m pretty sure I know why now and like... fuck you, fuck you, fuck them - it’s not I’m a push over or that I just wanna dismiss it... it’s I don’t have time right now going thru the worst shit and like I’m not even trying to make sense of crazy or entertain either of them... I just want comfort and peace in my own body and to finally start to recover. All that shit going on behind my back for what? Bitches running rounds on me like shit is a joke. I’m just like all my white tees were missing in myrtle beach too... WHY? And yeah if I thought that one would tell the truth I’d ask her straight up but I cut EVERYBODY off as a result now. Tractor to tractor - I’m not your bitch.
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I’m just trying to get them the fuck up off me too... forcing me to kiss my hands and shit. None of them are my priority right now.
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I’m tired of the nightmare for real... even this!!!! What the fuck is going on and why?
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I want to be and feel like myself!!!
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Not them!!!
They can’t force me to live my life kissing my hands or giving myself dirty looks in the mirror. I’m never making peace or accepting some monster in or on my body and my decisions BEEN made. You can’t redirect or demand I stand there instead and for real I’m fucking BEYOND humiliated and tired of your entire damn process going rounds. I’m the one that knows better so I’m the bitch? Everyone hate me like fine... it’s probably cause the people that were closest to me lied. I’m embarrassed I’m even entangled with them too.
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I don’t need any of them to get thru this... I just need to be and feel like my mother fucking self. Mickies cool what ever like I really can’t understand how shit even got or came this far.
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I don’t have to resolve shit with wolves especially still being blocked from my family and pyre
Or does Illuminati not know someone does? It’s gross and excruciating pain and what they’re asking I refuse to agree with... we been in this fight before. Now that I know... EVERYTHING changed and nobody demanding shit of me cause these are things I face my Lord with in the end. SOO... I’m just confused how a god let them and trying to demand they’re mine.
Real shit toungues and all and IM FUCKING TIRED
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I realize on a random or what ever but these are all the questions haunting me that I always ask when haunted just nobody wanna speak real or truth. And when I have nothing to say whether it’s all god... I just can’t comprehend why there is one here that just don’t comprehend we don’t get along or want the same things. Why would I be meeting new gods? I have 2 to deal with and that’s already too much for now. Shit is real for me but when I look back and read it’s been this real for most you all a long time. I need someone to explain this to me.
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7pm? I’m not that heart broken - I done been got it - BUT
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What you want?
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Our ... like look how they did me you must be out your mother ducking mind if so. Then I be like well maybe IF everyone watching may be safer and then I’m like... you crazy if I’m disclosing all, I’ll stay with tradition
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Meant to say fucking* that ducking auto type be annoying the shit out of me sometimes too. And I’m sorry but this is my life and I need help. I got good karma for real so I can’t understand.
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No witches any where near me or my body unless you there. Can we make that a rule? Cause I’m so fucking tired and we SO disrespected and it feel like I’m the only one that even care about that.
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Now I know why R said he thinks she “just jealous of my father” and I just say oh word? It’s cause of my birth father bitches like you get to do what ever you want. Reason or not. I can’t understand that for the life of me!
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What? What the Psychs say... shake it off I’m a be ok? It’s not how low you fall it’s how high you bounce back up?
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I don’t need their world... I need to be myself so I can get thru this.
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Nah but you saw what they did to ready to meet him... don’t put that on me.
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I’m just trying to figure out who is fucking with me and why
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Fuck who is trying to kill me... I’m going with the rape because I have to live and survive with that every day.
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Et al...
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Someone attached themselves to my soul and straight kicking my ass I try to pray for protection and they say please forgive first.
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Please forgive me first*
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Wolf... and they’re loyalty is with wolf first whether it’s right or dead wrong or not - that’s my opinion
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If that witch circle proceed they all gonna be dead... but they don’t hear me though. Cut the first...
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Nah I woke up bleeding like that and bleeding across the hotel room to the bathroom. Blood was every where... it always happened to me and Ced but it was funny they didn’t call and ask cause blood was everywhere.
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Yeah I do still love him but what ever... I haven’t even began to process how I feel now that I’m up and realize a lot more
That any bitch you want? I can’t do it I feel so fucking then too... and like... whoa.... ok.... I need 1:1s right now
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Feel so fucking fake*
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They don’t help and leave me on my own to respect you... I made my choice and yeah it hasn’t changed since 14... but dead up... did you or did you not catch me?
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Maybe they help now... and from my fire to rib burn... they got YOU hitting ME by accident? Or you just helping me by sharing cause the pain for real is unreal... and on that.. was just trying to tell you and get help.
Why I got an administrator on my account changing and positing shit as me? I’m lucky I had another copy... them bitches coming in with that corny dicing what I wrote in like 06 and like... it’s mad disrespectful. But the funny part is yeah they think they can even change my religion too. I swear I can’t stand people who swear cause I’m crazy that I’m less than them. Crazy with more stripes than you... what’s your excuse bitch?
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Someone raking down my wrists like I’m a kill myself? For you? I’m a kill my self over bitches like you? Nah... praying everything come to light and in 360 soon cause I’m still waiting on my karma.
How they fuck they just allowed to change my religion though? PROOF ready to meet him. (This shit is sick, it’s uncomfortable, it’s abusive on ALL levels, ear popping, twitching, etc...) WTF?!?!!? How is this even legal?
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It really is a god... it’s just not mine