Broken Hearted (heard as if)
Broken Hearted
Look here what you done started
Now I stand broken hearted
And you think I’m supposed to trust you as a partner?
You see me sick, fuck with me again, and now don’t think it’s even harder
Idgaf about you either
You ain’t even a believer
You talk about my shoulders - high and low and me… I’m just like
I don’t like you neither
And in my Nikki voice say “exhale - BLOW”
I heard the claim you aired me out…
Word? Say word you own me or who own
And that’s what this shit about
Like you drilling a non racist down cause all that was left was the clout
U N I T Y no doubt
Fuck you and your squad - I request quick and easy - so tell me…
Is there a dollar amount?
I mean why do you all do it?
Besides laughing at putting me thru it
Why would you sign to hell
Rather than just take off the stupid spell?
Imagine a world that all they do is pretend
And you so fucked up by it you don’t know the difference between a real or fake friend
Save my soul? Yeah right
I worked too damn hard on it
And it’s ok I really don’t care
I’m used to being left standing all alone broken hearted
Check one check twice - was I even aware?
And like… yeah I can be an asshole too
You ain’t even got a clue
But I ain’t doing that to you - cause it ain’t even worth it
But when you remember me wrong remember I wrote it right
And even all alone still put up a fight
Even/even - that’s worth respecting
But jumping on one already tied… well…
Define neglecting
You get points for that? That’s worth some reflecting
Yeah TI - do I have a daughter that fight just like me
Cause I stood for what ever was coming for me
On top of insanity
“No Love Lost… None Found”
She has a regal stare… as if she finally realized her own crown was imbedded thru revenge. The gaze was not so much of disgust but more so contempt for the wicked instilled with the vindication of a victim that has survived. Still her eyes, sentimentally with a grace passed down thru stories of generations that only a few were chosen to hear. And with that - she became to know her own name again and what was no longer forgotten became her creed…
She a fighter… she doesn’t need any man or friend to defend her. Loyalty turned into a facade that she allowed too many lies to feed her. She doesn’t play childish games to trap a man and will come second to none. She’s broken… been broken many times and for many years… only this time - not and never again!
She knows it only takes a second to pull it but refuses to let anyone take away the freedom she groomed herself so long to keep. Talk behind her back but she will only respect you if you say it to her face. And no she doesn’t need the attention, she just needs to be heard… but the only ones who listen are the ones who were never afflicted and can not relate or understand…
it’s ok… “no love lost, none found”
CLA919
To: Irregular Heartbeat v2
Irregular Heartbeat v2
Between the bitches and the snitches things are just about hate right here
And i really was aware just really didn’t care
It’s ok cause I prefer the long lost stare
That way he know it either but why?
But he cant answer that right there…
And I don’t have time to play eye spy
To tell the truth it’s kinda hard to break my heart
And I’m 45 not 30 never talked but fitten to start
Finally out of statutes and just playing my part
I could’ve swore theyd no longer play me for a token
Codes of the street - to build you must be broken?
But what’s been left of Dramamine too potent
And i can’t figure shit out unless they provide the quotient
I’m a be 4 real… I trusted him and loved the facade
But if you just doing me in you didn’t have to hit my soul so hard
It’s not that I trusted him it’s that I trusted God
Loyalty was never a thing
But if you not built like it then get the fuck out of dodge
He started laughing because he knew I wanted to believe and forgive him too
And I know it’s life changing cause I just caught my 3rd major deja vu
Who over who? All you bitches do is fuck my bfs since like 2002
The same ones…
You can keep this one too…mine wouldn’t trade me for you or expose me to all the things that hate do
Re: To: You’re Mines Still
He always gonna be mine still too… but I’m a back off
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Learning how to stand up for myself again ��+
Re: To Tommy’s Theme (Belly)
More then a bit and lol right now… just chilling with angels to get thru the night too… prayers all around for real
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Trying to find the one that said when I was scared my car was gonna blow up he’s Italian and sat with me and said turn the key anyway
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It was fine… I pulled the key out the ignition and it was hot then when I went to turn it it studdered and I took OFFFF
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It broke 3x that week… HELLLLLL I MEAN HELL IT WAS HELL… why would anyone do that to me? For real for real though…
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Yeah… he say he want me to write but I don’t think he really want me to either
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No true story… I brought it in to ford and told them it bucked at 120mph and he told me to get out
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Tired of being crazy and sick like this on top of it too
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Them? I was saying before I wish he had 50 cause he’s funny but effective at proving a point and maybe they just finally leave me alone
