Lost in a Forrest.
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Captured deep in the wilderness.
Scavenging for food.
Hurtful pains, difficult to suppress.
Looking desperately but still no joy.
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Judging me without motive.
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Lost in a Forrest.
.
Captured deep in the wilderness.
Scavenging for food.
Hurtful pains, difficult to suppress.
Looking desperately but still no joy.
.
Judging me without motive.
I'm sitting there silent emersed in my book
Laughter I hear, so I take my attention away to give a look
At times I feel because I'm black people dont accept me because I read
So when I hear laughter I feel its usually about me
Knowledge is power and this power is key
To survive the idiotic trends of some societies
Like at work I have to be nice and smile to ease people minds
But still all the while because I'm black they think I commit crimes
They think they know me but TV and skin color is all they notice
And if something comes up missing they'll judge me without a motive
next topic--Shyness
My girlfriend remains shy
The angels wont say why
They say she doesnt know
A habit that wont let go
A fine physical being
"What does talking mean?"
I tell her its what I'm doing
She replies "Its soothing"
I tell her that I know it is
Then we finish this convosation with a kiss
Next topic: Gone To The Darkness
darkness is all I see as I grasp nothing but air
yet to realize the reason I've been placed there
cuff and chained in fetus remains with futile brains
engraving the pain sustained from my life inflamed
when I noicted a light switch dat didn't click
I noticed I was in 4 some shit
NT..........................WACKNESS !
Wackness
jokaswild you know.
chicho
El bambino
yea that ho
take him in and grasp it
he's the def. of wackness
next topic: without a soul
with out a soul my body's deterioratin with out life
with out a breath, I could no longer do whats right
My soul floats alone..ponderin through the streets
Lookin for an outlet off this Earth.... I call a beast
I wanna release emotions, no body for an outlet
So how do I know if its still soul if I can feel it??
Maybe I conseal it in mind, but my mind is obsolete
Gone without a trace of life support like concrete
Next topic: livin in a lifeless body.
I lie still as if paralization controlled the whole body
My dick still works so wackings my new hobby
hard to control the shit as it runs threw my adult diapers
just me myself and I, more so, I have no whiper
Thinking Y don't I drink myself into a coma
Yet I can't reach the several bottles of liquor
That Lie in the corner
Nt......................................... smilies in text
thats an odd topic but I can wing it
after a long day of school, or working my ass off
i sit and watch survivor, to see who got cast off
and after that, i got to go and check my messages
im so bored, I light a cigarret, like im stressed and shit
my yahoo messenger is open but i havent rallyed to check it yet
"BUZZ!" hahaha its my shorty saying hi with a smiley in the text
next topic-shes nothing but a politician (good luck wit that one) haha
Easy!
Look.
She was a polititian, always spinning her web-of-deceit. Something I never-did-see comin'... She was too clever-for-me! Whenever-she'd-speak, I'd be hanging on to her every-whim. Lets-begin with how this political affair bred-with-sin. My head-was-in the clouds as made-her-speeches. Her name-was-peaches. Our love affair blossomed, but this ill-favoured-secret became-my-weakness. I hungered-for-more of her wonderous-aura. When she walked by my tongue-hit-the-floor. She'd wander-the-floor of the congress building to thunderous-applause! But I wasnt the first,
Nor indeed the last to find what was hidden under-her-draws.
Peaches was a transexual!
Rofl.
Quick key, only took like two minutes. I just wrote it off the dome.
NEXT TOPIC: You're a blackman, walking through redneck county...
Blah.
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Hated by many.
Loved by none.
Abuse shouted everywhere.
But what have i done.
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Next Topic : Widow
The widow
lies top of her soak pillow
questioning her beauty
answering her intelligence
not big enough is her booty
are her tit's irrelevent
besides the fact she's been played like a fiddle
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If all was all she wouldn't be the widow.
NT...........................The Bitch Lied Several Times
y u gotta pretend u love me?
telling me lies bitch i love u cant u see?
repeatedly talkin shit
im doubting u just a lil bit
its elevatin with every word u say
to this day i wunda y i loved u in this way
NT is reversed blame
Me lying yeah only on top a felion
mistakes happen should we keep trying
the love can't die if it hasn't horisioned
my time thoughts and feelings intyrent
though the scence was fake and no emotions envolved
If I'da never trusted dis bitch I'd be cool as Fall .
NT..................She want's me Back !
wondering is i shud get rid and taker her back
i slowly ponder if i shud even want her back
the fact that i cheated and she wants me again
should i taker her and go threw all the pian?
NT.............seriously in doubt
Im seriously in doubt n thoughts are runnin through my mind,
i treated u right but u denied all those time that u cheated,
im seriously in doubt that ur tellin the truth,
i bought u watches, lockets, took the stacks out my pockets,
showered u with riches but u didnt paint the picture,
u wanted me for 1 thing n that was 7 figures,
wat did i do to make u feel this way?
im done with the days, the heartache n the pain,
i wonder if ull think what i was about,
im spittin to this topic... im seriously in doubt
NT........................... who did the bitch go wit?