n/t: Abusive Father
^i chose since the nuckle head above u didnt chose one
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n/t: Abusive Father
^i chose since the nuckle head above u didnt chose one
it was never physical,mentally abusive father....
use to wish him dead,now what do i do??....
i really did lose my father...
thought wrong for all those years,never knew what i had...
till i woke up,and say all my tears,now i really do miss my dad...
told me i was following the wrong path...
what i do? look over my bacc and laugh...
like you dont understand me....
,look you aint the only one,but you the reason why we aint a family,
you open my world to drugs,thats why ill never be the same,
so i strive to never lose,cause you calld me a loser till it scorched my brain
yeah you the reason why i walk talk and act as i do,
reason why iam the talk of "lower New York",tho iam nothing like you,
moms had me,and you tried to go legal,
but i still remember that night,and what you did to boy with that wingless eagle....
you degraded me to the point it formed an obsession,
now i dont go nowhere with out a stacc, an atleast one loaded weapon,
all i knew was poveity, and the fact i was broke bothered me,
i was like if daddy never wanted me,then why bother to father me,
you left,came back,was never there, then died,
but my aunt says,she still sees her brother in my eyes,
the family hates me cause iam total outcast,
an omar kicced me out,guess he felt out cashed,
i dont stress it, tho now i hold a grudge...
cause you and and my ex wife are the only two people i miss....
that i cant tell i love....
next topic: bytches who lie bout how real they keep it
Ima tell you a story about a bitch from the so called streets.
When i step on the track, i dont got to be movin my feet, but he was thinkin he deep. Only one rollin wit cars that be stolen, but he be sayin im down to ride. But when the real shit came down he ran his ass inside. No lie but I, had to care of him. Thinkin he was real but no body was scared of him. I had more ice then his freezer, everytime he'de chill with us he'd stop for a breather. With 20 shots, and 20 glocks, we be runnin shops, and beating cops. But he would stop. And say lets not do it. Till one day i shot his ass and said fuckin move it.
n/t: how the world will end
Apocalyptic
They say it's scripted
Moon turns to blood, and glaciers are shifted
Sun comes closer, could kill our existence
But man's persistence, causes a slight resistance
Between two countries, missiles are fired at the same time.
So maybe it's true that the world ends with through are own demise.
n/t: a bus ride.
A bus ride to school, or maybe to the park.
Or maybe noone knew, we'de be takin to the dark.
As you get on the bus, you pay your toll.
Stay at home, or take the bus to get to the place to go.
A strange man, with no hand just gets on the bus.
As the driver just swerves, another kid gets crushed.
That man looks suspicious, tryin to get home cuz it christmas.
But when that driver opened up that door, he said everybody on the floor.
He took the bus and drove for hours. But no matter how fast he went he couldnt beat the snow showers.
He got up and just sat down, and left the wheel to cry.
But once we got to town, we all got smeered and died.
n/t suspicous black man
I got one hand in my pocket and the other's smoking a cigarette
Is he a nigger? Yes?
Suspicious, yes! Standing wishing to be inconspicuous
Shifty eyed, hung over, high, misty eyed...
Follow around stores, sweat from his pores
five finger discounts may even the score...
Funny thing he can't even trust his self no more...damn
n/t your favorite book...
the life we live is a book in itself
mine is one of misery and hell
where heros die n dreams not felt
a school for demonic souls in cells
i'll b free when its time 2 B expelled
till then I walk dat line wit only myself
my favorite book is da 1 life we call hell
NEXTTOPIC CORRUPTION
Everything's corrupted, Deepest relationships interupted
For a brief moment of time when lies erupted, around you
Your closest friend tries to pound you
Leaving you beaten down blue, Who can you trust
Cops no longer put up a fuss, they barely ever stop
The whole worlds corrupted, who's next to get shot
Next Topic : Rim Jobs
^lol gayest topic no1 is even gonna write on that.....
i guess the topic now is "the gayest topic" haha
Thats the gayest topic i've ever seen, kid that is a joke dude
I dont mean to provoke, but freestylemaster had spoke the truth
Rim Jobs? you crazy that shit is wacker than your wack ass
Your shit is so diguisting, to enter this thread i needed a gas mask
C'mon B, gay topics are stupid, and nobody would rap about it
That's why i refused to rap about it, and picked a different topic
Stop it! thats the gayest shit i've ever seen why did you choose it
Everybody can agree with me that that kinds of shit is stupid
Next Topic: Free Like A Bird
Free Like A Bird Watch Me Throw Caution To The Wind
But The Nest So Small, And The Tree Got No More Limbs
I'm A Baby Bird With 3 Brothers And 2 Sisters
I Need To Flap My Wings, So Mama Dont Think I Need Her
I Step To The Edge And I Feel My First Burst
Dam! Why I Needed To Be The One That Goes First
I Look Down I'm Scared, I'm Lookin Round At Them
Brother Bird Said "just Go And If You Die Oh Well"
But The Ground So Long And I'm Up So Far
I Must Be So Stupid! To Think That'll Fly At All
With My Head Up I Open My Wings And Said Fuck It!
I Might Aswell Die From This Then Being Found In A Bucket
So I Jumped, God! I Hope That I'm Doin The Right Thing
Wait! Where The Fuck Are Feathers That Spose Grow On My Wings
...splat!
N/t: Catching A Flat Tire
Just caught a flat tire on my home from vacation
Pissed as fuck, hating this whole sensation
Everything was going well, feels like i should go to hell
The headache i was having began to swell
I took a peep at the problem, i needed a spare
So i went to the back of my whip cuz the spares there
I grabbed it and brought it back to the flat tire
It was my back tire, looks like i ran over over a peice of debri
And of course this fuckin shit had to happen to me
I changed it as quick as i can, why did this happen
But i took off and a mile later i ended up in fuckin traffic
Next Topic: Just got fired.
I used to live a life of luxery, from neccesaties to the not so.
It seems as though I won't be able to afford anything anymore.
I've lost my job, my house, and my wife...
All because of a simple misunderstanding of words, I sleep alone tonight..
I want to find, a place to be, a place to get back on my feet...
A place that's warm and cozy a niceplace to sleep...
Writers Block tonight....:(
Next Topic-Overcoming writers block
haha
overcoming writers block, love to write a lot
the nicest spot, the place where i like to drop
i can overcome it, so fuck it, but i must spit
ive been spittin here for days, don't get sick of it
ready to overcome the overwhelming thread man
if you try to overcome it, you will be a dead man
fuckin wit this shit is vicious you bunch of bitches
dealing with that and you'll end up wit stitches
next topic, vicious rage
im in this vicious rage,gettin eatin alive
like a meal at mcdonalds on the side wit small fries,
basically leavin in the streets,tossin them pies
my white is the shit,and these feinds swormin like flies,
its hard these dayz to get jobs in ur lives
so i went to the street bookins,and there i applied
next top...hard livin