For some reason my instagram has been disabled and I can’t get it my other account either for 48 hours - people are straight assholes
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For some reason my instagram has been disabled and I can’t get it my other account either for 48 hours - people are straight assholes
They won’t let me post on any of my ig accounts
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That’s my life line and mental health
Gee I wonder why
They won’t let me post on my instagram again
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Ok I can on my other one…
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Probably cause I can prove my electronics keep fucking with my head
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Patriot act says you can look but you can’t touch guys
https://youtu.be/dUc1QGBSqLA?si=_CpA0qNPKUxAIJti
Can the site do me a favor and disclose the link dock comment - hell no after that gang rape
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Pink dick*
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The old man is REALLY CREEPING ME OUT
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Not you mother fucker
I respect you so much for rambling non-stop in this thread like this for this long. I remember convos about banning you for spamming and me telling people to let you at it, shit wasn't bothering nobody any ways. Now look how far you've come. I mean, you didn't go far; you're still saying the same internal monologue in circles, but I hope it's at least been therapeutic for you to do so.
Get them off my phone odc who they are I’ve had the worst weekend ever
https://youtu.be/_LdJ1yEvFVM?si=vm9JlebGLQfPoPir
Been seeing shit out the corner of my eye - someone sent a hit
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I knew you were alive - we didn’t have texts back then… come see me it’s important
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I love all your new shit
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You gonna.be fine… WE gonna be fine
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Do you have Jicera or at least know where she is?
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I didn’t mind getting shot it was the defrib that hurt LMFAO
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I lost 5 weeks though
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For a minute I was about to get a DNR order it hurt so bad but I’m ok
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I feel you I can’t tell the difference between. Death and inanity anymore
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It was you wasn’t it?
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Thought he was just stressed and lost weight
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I feel alone very alone
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How about you?
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I’m not with that bitching humiliate type shit… do you know how mad I got at axle for the.now you don’t walk so proud line
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I. About bigging people up not tearing them down
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Ced came home reeking of garlic and jumped from the bed to the floor when I turned over he said he couldn’t do this and slept in the kids room - that’s the closest to anybody telling me what’s going on
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I punched the dash and the corner of my ajrbag popped out that kept L in check LOL
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They ride me they can hold me down so bad that I can’t even move
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Tied*
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Someone from a wayyyyy deeper and darker circle chasing me and won’t leave me alone
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It’s creepy as fuck
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I’m pissed about Jayme so you better explain for real
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And my father
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Enterprise is ours he called me to say he wrote off the rental and that’s when I realized I didn’t have an episode and run out of gas
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I had a DOA years prior destroyed on arrival so we chuckled I would’ve never put it together otherwise
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Yeah in the ambulance the cop said I fell out the car saying me? Shoe? I didn’t realize he was talking about me
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When I bled out and the hotel didn’t even call us - I’m not so scared pac I’m ok
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I’m stronger than most people realize especially mentally
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The bed was covered a stream to the bathroom running across the living room to the shower and a puddle on the.bathrooom floor
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I thought it was weird that they didn’t call
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I can’t see in the dark anymore what did they do to my eyes?
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Felt like pins every night for years - they said it was cataracts
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Why did I get dropped all night when they hurt me in Myrtle beach? My head and my pinky
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I stole a lex running but that’s a little too extreme.
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Esse ain’t Spanish I know that too
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I GOT AN ENTIRE LIST ALMOST EVERYBODY
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I thought he snitched on Bessie and got mad
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I don’t play that shit the job hard enough as is
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My dad was so happy that I was starting to wake up on my birthday that year they tried to od me and I woke up u. Mental - he loved you to death
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Did you see what the geniuses did to my left wrist when I’m a lefty - not scared I’m very angry instead
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That people like that think I’m less than them
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I’ll never be a suicide pac NEVER
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Sometimes I want to go hide too
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Especially all them years they were publicly raping and torturing me
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My hands I think were acid
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It was too bad to be wind burned
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They scarred bad but healing
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There’s 4 apartment on the top floor and I got scared when 2 maybe even 3 of them were empty - I’m lucky the people down stairs heard me
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Just screamed needle in my sleep all night my dad told me they called
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I think he figured out what was going on and that’s why he drunk himself to death cause it was his own network
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He was drug testing me too and could’ve proved j was sober
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He knew I don’t do drugs like that I barely even drink
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I love coke cause it counteracts the fog of all the psych meds and my days are longer than 7 hits - I hate sleeping like that
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Hrs*
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Who choked me like that and why rape and torture?
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Sodimy too and I don’t even do anal
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Shit coming out of me when I’m a condom girl to begin with it felt so fucking gross in my own body and still does sometimes
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I was tense all the time that it hurt to touch my skin so my mom got me massages for a year until the creeper was on my ass for 45 minutes which is why I stopped
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Old white men just freak me the fuck out type gross
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We got to move fast my step dad real sick
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Kidneys
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He can’t even walk up the stairs without getting winded and he not even on dialysis yet
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When I tried to walk out on an anaphylactic then they finally took me in… I was waiting so long I was starting to feel. Better - a poblano pepper on the gauc. Jurger at Red Robin which was never a problem.before
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I knew in my heart you were ok
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I remember a lot my entire life line was us in Myrtle beach and all the flashes
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Just put together all the things that didn’t make sense - the lies they told to cover it up were impossible as I remembered them
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It’s still hard to believe I have a daughter
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Like my mom making me pull down my pants to prove I had my period and stuff like that
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I thought it cause they thought 59 was my babies dad probably cause his baby mom was a dancer too
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50*
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And for my father they can go fuck themselves too
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Not that desperate to be down
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Do you know how good my dad was to me? He was my angel almost my entire life
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The gangsters loved him too
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He probably is where I get my heart from
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The owner of the lex spoke with my father he explained what happened and he didn’t more like wouldn’t press charges
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I was lucky as fuckkkkkkkk
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My laywer only charged us $1200
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Nobody likes rape NOBODY
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Is that 5 months still over my head though or does it ever go away?
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6* six mobths
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Every time I get back in the gym they make me sick again why?
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I DESPISE THAT DOPE HEAD
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Lying to me the entire time I hardly even knew him
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If I did it I would f even get a slap on my hand. But to be honest they nothing to me so why even bother
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They’re the ones that swear they so important and all that
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Trucks please I’m hardly even hurt tolerated you that’s all
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Grateful to hopefully be free
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Thought I had to forgive them but still didn’t realize the magnitude of what they really did
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Manny like a little. Brother I never had - if you think I’m pissed about mingo I know in my heart they hit Ming too - my roads were cutting off too and I’m vexed about that and how manny hardly has his family like that. Being so young - he cool as fuck
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And got studio.skills too
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I pared an underwater shot Ming said WTF and it snapped me out of it that’s why I stopped posting stuff like that - he was dead only a few days to weaks later
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His undercover nick is Q tip
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Or just Q
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My family technically floral park but could walk to queens
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My pop pop lived one block from the race track
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I haven’t seen my hell mates son since I kept screaming in the car cause my roads were cutting off thank god he was driving and not me but it sucks I can’t hang with his baby anymore now either
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You hallucinate like your on the road and then it’s woods type shit or I can’t explain it
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Something kn the road and you swerve stuff like that
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I have peoples I love still I just keep them far away for now
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I ain’t forget my Hail Mary day ones trust
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Everyone else claims they scared of me FOR WHAT? I’m so chill and laid. Back I don’t even. Fight unless stepped upon
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I figured it out… it’s mine that’s why
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Wwyd?
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I wanna keep it for a SVU department cause mental off the fucking hook
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The police are too
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Danbury made me come in from NYC at 2am to prove I didn’t hit a car that was illegally parked to even begin with- Naugatuck had my back
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It’s the ONLY precinct I trust
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Cause a fucking dope head crack bead said I did
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I’m sure she got paid to
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Gods plan home it ain’t mine
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Did the cop that held up that book bag back in 96 retire yet? Like wtf
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It was an accident I didn’t realize she snuck the weed in my car when she knew we were going to file a report
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That didn’t click until I got shot either
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They were searching for bats - he even went to a judge to have me arrested for it but the judge said no
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Every time I got in the slightest trouble he was there
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I thought he had a crush on my mom or something
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A NF cop did
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Ripped up my warrant for her once
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I wasn’t allowed to get my license until I was 18 for stealing cars but I did 4 months before I turned 18
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My FAMILIES cars
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I just like cars LMFAO
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I wonder if my boys even realized I was driving illegally cause she let me lol
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I stole that car so much - I’d take the phone off the hook if I called and it rang u.knew she knew but nah I. Barely got caught
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One time I fell down the stairs and Dana was like should we wait and I was like nah come on
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Even Ced used to steal the car I woke up at 4am and it was gone h had to leave the house so my mom thought I had it
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I was so mad he made a key
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My mom had a love hate relationship with Ced
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She left us the condo but then came home on a spot check and he was smoking weed and I was sleep and she got so mad she kicked us.both out
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I’m sure my step dad was in her ear about how expensive it was to keep
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My mom was a secretary and my step dad a warehouse manager
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My pop pop was an accountant and miraculously bought att stock before it boomed so my GMA helped us a lot
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My GMA. Bought the condo
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my mom was still a switch board operator then
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She didn’t have to work my dad used to be rich
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She started by modeling costumes when she was planning to leave my dad
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All assets were frozen she left with her jewelry and Acura integra
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Her alimony and child support was like $5k a month when it was final
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She was still addicted to shopping and qvc at the door was a running joke with me and my friends there was always a package
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My mom cute as fuck I wish I can be just half of her again
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She taught me so much
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I liked no matter how scary my friends looked or came to the door beat up etc - she never even flinched and always helped
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I. Defiantly not scrappy
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She knew we were selling weed but was proud I was in school and had a job and not on drugs
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I never had to ask her for money
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The. She blamed herself when I got sick for letting me
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Ma chill it’s still my saving grace
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She actually does know my history guns and all
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I tell her everything when I know the coast is clear
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Saw her crying I underneath the table once and it changed me…. Not hollins being killed
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They just have to pay her.back she’s been financing me since 2012
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I have no clue who
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Psych lied k. The file and said it was cause someone killed themselve in front of me
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Now they? They some authors for real
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At the third page I almost threw up the entire file is a lie
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I sent it to 50 at interscope
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It’s like 2 feet thick but I’m wondering how cause I always changed drs
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And they were all saying my old drs wouldn’t tell them nothing
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Well since I have brain damage I feel they should be treated like real medical records too
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PISSED
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But I can dunctipn again and then they come back type thru me make me sick
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Finction* exhibit a
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If they go away I’ll ne fine
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If the Feds were watching do they remember me crying running out of work cause I know they were back when I typed die to muscle and they haven’t left or stopped yet
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Die to myself* and it’s not cute or funny to me
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PAC… were you supposed to pick me up when I ran away and send the police?
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I remember bleeding bad and leaving it on the basement step and police bench - I just want the entrance to belly 5 with the same acapellp in 1 then then they do 3 and 4 (lol Wayne for real bitches skipping scenes)
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Running thru the woods to get.caught by my sister and mom on the other side they took me to police
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That’s when they ripped up my warrant
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https://youtu.be/KV2ssT8lzj8
My fire song
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It’s PACs in my opinion
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Just have that part and maybe like 3-5 others - you down?
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Where did the.belly part go?
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My no means no too and they’re oussing me off
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@Word z_ahgod I remember you too always affiliated it with nas type vibe and thank you it’s truly therapeutic and maybe I can help write a movie then book that helps the next ones to climb out too. Thanks for the feedback it does mean a lot
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I graduate hair school in 3 months that’s a huge accomplishment for someone like me too
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@yg LMFAO
Pac thry krep saging k is you and not t
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And everybody believe them and not me
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Sick twistwd old man needto go away ive been hearing him sincd rhe gangrape
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Itbhurts them to heae not me anymore
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Pac ill tell you
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Yeah my dogs chains again... Im fine ill necer be scafex of sokdne that cant scwn face myface
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Cant come to my face*