Originally Posted by RABBITMCFROM313
yo,, i dont know how to do or post on this site or watever, but yea heres ma song that i made up... its kidna sick and all but w/e.... tell me watchu all think ayt?? pce...
She was only sixteen
with many hopes and dreamz
one day it finally ended
with a rope and a suicide scene
It was 3 months ago, when her mom left...
She was now alone with a night she'd never forget...
It'd be the 2nd one after her moms death...
Picked up the phone with a regret...
And dialed my digits with her mind set...
I answered the phone "hello"
From her voice i could tell her face turned yellow...
Soon as I heard her breathe, I felt something odd...
She started to talk, "Oh Lord, Please help me God"
Next words, kinda sounded like blabble...
Slowly she started to make her secrets unravel...
With her tears dropping from her eyes...
Filled up the bathroom sink with her tearful cries...
All of sudden, she started to breath heavy...
And said "Last week one day heard my dads cheavy...
Pulled in the drive way, turned off his fog lights
and i was inside with my mind full of fright...
Came inside and everything was fine..
Until I had this funny feeling like I was gonna die...
Made me turn around and forced me to sit...
My mind was going back and forth between hell and heave shit...
I just never understood the suicde my mom commited...
My dad started to explain, and i just didnt know if it was her who did it...
His first word was "ADDICTED," Said my mom was a drug addict...
These words went thru my head and i stopped to breathe...
As it echoed in my brain, I didnt wana believe...
My mind and my heart tried to make me leave..
But he held my hand tight, "sit honey, theres more please.."
As much as your mom was a drug addict, I saw sex as a daily habbit...
My eye sight stopped, like time froze me...
I was in a mental shock, Asked God why he chose me...
I screamed, ENOUGH, Im sick of what I learned...
With a laugh he said "not so fast honey, now its your turn..."
Held me tighter, ripped my dress, Ran his hand thru my chest as he forced to spread my legs...
And now im filled up with my fucking dad's Eggs...
He never gonna be a dad, coz i killed him and hope his grave never rests...
Shit, I thought he was the only one dead, but i know im goin next...
Im over the phone screaming, wait a mint Jess...
Theres more, this is just life's obstacle test...
I know you can do it, hold on, i'd be there in few secs...
No No, Please dont come Alex...
I'll see you in hell, im gone for an eternal rest...
I ran up the house as I heard her last breaths...
I couldn't believe what i was seeing...
Her hands cut up, and wrists bleeding...
She was still in shock, got her to ambulance on time, before she could be leaving.. Now its me her and our son, all of us enjoy living...