To: Hit Different

https://youtu.be/jskzEF9kIbM

Pin to the face and now I’m tip toeing
Been it all along but never been knowing
Exposed, soul has been showing
All this time, but yet the clock is still going
If I live to tell...
Nah I guess I lived to fall
Now I just want it all...
Everyone’s backs turned
Like a white cross on my lawn was just burned
It’s been about a month now I been back smoking that piff
I think someone just slept me again... got stuck, stupid, and stiff
Fuck you, your cousins, your auntie and that next to be sponsor
Cause it’s been 3 decades now and you not thinking where we once were
(Me neither)
I know better now than to trust anyone in the dark
But I’m not living better now unless I make my mark (I want millions)
You can’t begin to comprehend what I’ve been thru
But I guess you comprehend better me than you
I know it’s not your bitch
But yeah I thought my birthdays were finally back too but once again I must’ve missed the pitch
Ain’t life a bitch...
it’s a game though right? A pitch... cause It’s like a game?
Cause life never not been so serious for me - and nah I doubt he called me lame
“And the arguments getting loud”...
I wish I could remember just one
And maybe then I can trust that number over that gun
Yeah... this is so much fun
And in everything that was withheld from me
The worst of it all was the 9x my sanity

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It’s a rough draft and nah I’m not mad at 50 I’m trying to let him know they gunning for him too - they ALWAYS try to insinuate it’s him

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Because God told me he can even be the biggest drug dealer in the land and the police let them hurt me (mentally, physically, and sexually) and I want to know who and how I make it stop

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Ghost is back too

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Meaning I want to write

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I’m trying to tell my first boss

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I need proof it’s over

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And I can live my life my best again

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Drugs test the snitches - CASE DISMISSED

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I wish I knew the cop I was hyperventilating to during an episode and said he’s been on me since I was child - I need help knowing wtf is going on

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Pac is my angel for jumping him for real though