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In my own ghost-written memoir :banghead:
praying that the man above is merciful in the name of Allah
hoping he will forgive for all the malicious things I did
from using his name in vain to modernist thinkings of a stick-up kid
basically one half of my life has been inconvenient
two personalities within me have always come to disagreement
by trying to suck up to people by using appeasement
predicate of the inglorious child who always came up with mean shit
in my own words this is my biography
devious hollow mind where I seriously need psychology
indignant of why the black cloud keeps on following me
fervent of the title "Suicidal Thoughts"
unlike Biggie I have a reason for my cauze
of why my prurient brain has come to a lost
took too much damage thats why its sabotaged
