Originally Posted by Verbal Insanity.
Hearts fallen.
(Verbal)
To My first love…
You’re my light in my life, bright shining like- perilous candlelight…
Now In the mist of our love, distant, used to be solid, now inconsistent…
Listen, when I tell you I love, before I go on, please read carefully…
And try to stay strong… All I want to let you know is…
That I’ve loved you all along.
Baby we been through so much, thought we’d never ever part…
But this thing manifesting inside of me is tearing at my heart…
Like a knife cutting deep, flesh meta-phorically is killing me…
Literally, it’s almost like your once great love for me is pain…
Like the sun in the mist, the beads they drip, my eyes begin to rain…
Tears from my heart as I write this letter to you… I always loved ya…
So close you could’ve almost been my brother, But as late its different…
Just like the seasons, the time is shifting, your distant, zero persistence…
So tell me, do you love or was it all a dream ?
Behind-my sedative smile, your can hear the faint silent silent screams.
You treat my like I’m just a pearl in your collection, neglected…
To realise the pain that lies-deep inside- my tourured mind…
I just can’t seem to find, the reason for our love to survive…
Remain alive… the residual hate that now makes our relationship irate…
We can’t even make love anymore… it’s feels more like rape…re-create…
These past few years in my minds eye… I do you love you… but as friend…
So I apologise, but it’s time to whisper our goodbye.
I never meant to hurt you… I just can’t hid this emotional break down anymore…
Fighting and arguing, before, I’ve even reached the front door… talking to you…
Is like a treaty, I’m always on the ready for war.
Just remember me and the love that was, I never meant for any of the to happen…
I only ever had the best intentions for you, as the curtain falls I hear the audience…
Clapping… Please keep contact I would love to keep you as a dear friend…
So really it’s just the intimacy that’s nearing it’s end.
I love you… fare well darling.
-Jenny.
(Benette)
I remember when this girl was moaning my name,
but now all im feelin is this eternal pain,
i gave her everything but wanted love in exchange,
but now she's gone its not the same,
i reminise when we met in the school hallway,
we got talkin and 3 days later i was fuckin her sideways,
i was like a calendar cuz i new what i was doin on fridays,
i love every thing about her from her head to her feet,
i could please her needs,and make her knees weak,
muther fucker i know we had our differences but who dont,
i thought nothing would come between us not even distances wont,
but i geuss somethin else possesed you to write that note,
all these emotions are hitting me even though it sounds kinda lame,
but i never felt like this baby girl you fuckin up my brain,
with out you i would go past crazt into insane,
just tell me whats up i swear i can change,
but please stop layin with me stop playin mind games,
please dont tell me its another man cuz ur brakin my heart,
we can work through our differences till death do us dnt part,
you mean the world to me you fullfill my dreams,
not jus personality your the best lookin girl i ever seen,
i know i get paroniod sometimes,but,
i cant help but think u and other guys and stuff,
just tell me because your hurting me inside,
but if you rewind,time you will find,
that all the stuff wasnt a big of deal i lied,
at,so that all our chemistry we had will never change,
becuase baby girl all this shit is givin me internal pain,
